18 September 2009

my tought of life




what do you think about this picture?what kind of element can u literally can get from the picture?

Here, we easily can see that it is the nature and norm of human being which is embedded with full of Id, Ego and Superego senses....






before the life is bloomed to the univers.....




then...here is the starting of the life...would it be full of roses out there??


xoxoxox..Josh

16 September 2009

A Random Poem

OH My LOVE IS LIKE A RED RED ROSE


Oh, my love is like a red, red rose
That's newmly sprung in June,
My love is like the melody
That's sweetly played in tune.

So, Fair art thou, my bonnny lass,
So deep in love am I,
And i will love thee still, my dear,
Till a' the seas gang dry

Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear
An the rocks melt wi' the sun
And i will love thee still my deer,
While the sand o' life shall run.

And fare thee weel, my only love!And fare thee weel a while!
And i will come agian, my love
Though it were ten thousand mile.

By Robert Burn (1759-1769)




...i quoted the poem form this book. This is one of my favorite literature books when i was in college.




see, so thick , isn't it? I was fever while i read shakespears' works.. My mind was blocked while digesting the words.....so lame of me..ahaha..till then, take care


xoxoxo, josh

13 September 2009

Yo man, do u shoot me with ur logic??

The blue is over the “cup”. Okies make this as a sub heading for today, shall we?

It may sound undisruptive to some of people yet to me tho. Out of blue I get to know that not all people will be able to being satisfied with other parties. Okies, why this can be happened to the surface? Now, I start to summon up back to the function of human’s brain (arh..am digging for some terms from psycholinguistic (psychology and linguistic-science of language) views). We have our own mental development which brings some sort of learning and thinking paving in term of entomologist, ontology and methodologies of understanding, digesting and comprehend anything which can be received by some tonics and at the end will be carried by human’ sensory either from sound or wave or via touching. Okies, Let me take from the perspective of wave stimulation and oscillation. (Psycholinguists-correct me if am wrong). So it has to be connected by the ears, sounds,brain and human..So, lets go one by one ok…

Ok, from the point of views of Physic studies- the sounds that we can hear are created briskly in the air pressure around 101,325 of atmosefera pressure which is in the consistent value and the more bigger its changes ( consistent value) the more clearly and overtly it can be heard. Sound is created when the air is being disturbed or in other word it can be imagined by having this analogy – imagine that a stone is fallen down to the clear water and we can see the waves which are created and these waves are seen in the surface. So this state of affair seems to be similar to the concept of “air is being disturbed” and the more clear the “electrical impulse” can be picked up by the ears and the function of ears is to detect those changing in the consistent value of sound. Okies, enough from this perspective. Thank god that I have to know this for my coursework readings! (sigh) . Okies the above information are about the natures of sound and now we try to understand the natures of human in order to understand and precive the sound. At the end we will be able to understand why there are some communication problems which warp our mood in order to talk and converse in anyway?Let we consider this in order to understand some focal points about human communication..

From the prespective of language and communication, as am talking about human’s nature of conversation and my focal point is about the interaction activity, so I bring ur attention to see it from the perspective of Information organization (information-integration theory which is one of theories of human communication) and the theory centers on the way people accumulate and organize information about some person, object, situation or ideas and attitude .
An attitude is a position to act in a positive or negative way toward some projects. The information-integration theory is one of the natures of attitudes and attitude change! The theory says that there are two factors which are affecting your attitudes which are valance; refers to weather information supports your beliefs and attitudes, it has “positive” valance, and Weight; refers to the weight you assign to the information and it function to the credibility of what you are trying to say. If you have less weight than you are talking something which may be deemed as crap or nothing- someone has pointing this to me and thanks again as I am try to put thin in the line of conversation in the next agenda, i hope so.
Theory of reasoned action refers to a certain way which is determined by your attitude toward the behaviour and set of beliefs about how other people would like you to behave. So, your intention to do something seems to be identical to your attitude toward the behaviors times the strength of that attitude plus what others think times the strength of their position. Here is the formula of this theory:-

Bi = AbW1 + (SN)w2
Where
Bi = behavior Intention
Ab = attitude toward the behavior
SN = subject Norm (What others think)
W1 = Weight of attitude
W2 = weight of subjective norm

My contemplation regarding the information will be like this - to make these clear, you will try to respond (your verbal languages and paralinguistic cues) are very much depended and upon to your treats (let say someone tries to harm you via his or her words, you may think that you need to say “give and take” so you keen to take some precautions in order not to get innocuous tru your emotion fortification! So based on my opinion, this seems to be one of the biggest issues and comes to the surface when you and your partners try to sit in a round table, basically. Or even when you try to have informal chat- conversational or vitrual mode of interaction!

Yeah, it is quite a long time I have not been writing such ‘tense” thing as I got some comments from my readers but sometime it is good to have such reading in order to make the brain to be negative to any development of Curst which kills the brain cells and this makes us no to think more spacious upon to some circumstances. Well, the notes above are real and quoted from some of my reading material. If we understood the norm of human communication, i guess we will have less conflict and more joys when we are in the line of rejoicing and sucking than Fcukin’ the beautiful of life. English literature says that -by taking into account what is arisen by Psychoanalytic theory, we have Id, Ego and Superego. Normally we have ego which puts us in the "cozy" zone in order to be in logic but if the superego takes place and above all, that means the person is racing within himself in order to be much higher than others. I can say that, because of the he tries to manipulate all the talks in order to gain some social respects while in the line of communicating with each other. Correct me if i am wrong, aigan?.fuh,thanks to my coursework reading packets which give me some inpv.If you want to have more and reading for more on the above issues or terms then just give me a Buzz.till then…


xoxoxox...Josh is happy to blog now...(sigh)

we, should know this.....

between big boys and gals

NICKNAMES: If Gloria, Suzanne, Debra and Michelle go out for lunch, they will call each other Gloria, Suzanne, Debra and Michelle. But if Mike, Phil, Rob and Jack go out for a brewsky, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head, BIG-HUMP,fcuker and Useless.

BATHROOMS: A man has six items in his bathroom-a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of Dial soap, and a towel from the Holiday Inn. The average number of items in the typical woman’s bathroom is 437. A man would not be able to identify most of these items.

LIST OF ITEM : A woman makes a list of things she needs and then goes out to the store and buys these things. A man waits till the only items left in his fridge are half a lime and a soda. Then he goes to a shopping/store. He buys everything that looks good. By the time a man reaches the checkout counter, his cart is packed tighter than a garbage truck. Of course, this will not stop him from going to the 10-items-or-less lane.

SHOES: When preparing for work, a woman will put on a Mondi wool suit, then slip on Reebok sneakers. She will carry her dress shoes in a plastic bag from Saks. When a woman gets to work, she will put on her dress shoes. Five minutes later, she will kick them off because her feet are under the desk. A man will wear the same pair of shoes all day.

CATS: Women love cats. Men say they love cats, but when women aren’t looking, men kick cats.

DRESSING UP: A woman will dress up to: go shopping, water the plants, empty the garbage, answer the phone, read a book, get the mail. A man will dress up for: weddings, funerals.

LAUNDRY: Women do laundry every couple of days. A man will wear every article of clothing he owns, including his surgical pants that were hip about eight years ago, before he will do his laundry. When he is finally out of clothes, he will wear a dirty sweatshirt inside out, rent a U-Haul and take his mountain of clothes to the Laundromat. Men always expect to meet beautiful women at the Laundromat. This is a myth perpetuated by re-runs of old episodes of "Love, American Style."

OFFSPRING: Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children. She knows about dentist appointments and soccer games and romances and best friends and favorite foods and secret fears and hopes and dreams. A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.

Josh says: dear my dude and jazz, the future is in ur hand..u still have time either 2 adapt or to get it rid (as i assume that u’ll read up all the above epstile)…no mater how, keep ur GENDER senses alive as real as ur are!



xoxox, Josh

missing another part of my heart....

it is day light....
oh no, night...please stay for a while..a bit longer please...coz i still want to dream my lovely muse....

night, please stay a bit longer coz i cant really stay alone without another part of my heart...
when sunshine comes near to my...my sweet dreams will be faded away...and my heart will heavily rain....







Oh my dear sunrise,you are so beautiful...yet my dream lights would be nothing to compared to you too..

you offer me a joy day...but my shade dreams offer me jovial heart to keep my day full will bed of roses....


i wont lost for that....Yes, if cant then, please ask the sky to be my curtain to keep the day dim...to give me a shade to dream for a while....dreaming about my missing heart....

my heart is raining...rain of missing ....
missing of my muse who is far far away from me......








xoxoxox...Josh

11 September 2009

am happy with my days

hai peeps.how is ur day?does ur mood change to be a little bit bright while readin' this entry?hehe. Yeah,sometimes u should be thankful with what you have. Today,i'll be in kuching by using a morning flight.Hard to believe that i was a month here due to my outstation calling.Being to kch by tomorrow means i have to be apart from my dovely pembuat kek.I cant sleep right now as it is 4am. Why i cant seelp? Effortlessly i will say that coz am worrying that the time swift too fast and i hardly to get us to a state of affair that i'll be alone for 3weeks from pembuat kek.hehehe...you see, while blogging this,i see her next to me.pembuat kek probably in the "alice of the wonderland".(hang on,i'll be right back,have a urge to kiss her forehead.hehe).well,i like my job.coz i have plenty of time for me and my pembuat kek.so,by having a long distant relationship would be not a problem to me.for me,getting into a flight is kind of getting into bus.haha.In this nick of time,the price for a flight is kind of hiking to me.gosh,air transportation is sucking lot of profit,especially from those who have to travel,a bizman to be exact.am using my credit card to get my ticket thru online.so i managed to get so called reasonable price.well,before i get back to kch,so i leave my pembuat kek with my sweet journal.a journal that expresses my truly feeling toward her.by any means,it has 20 chapters!





my handmade occay...............





how's this look like?



Oh ya,before i forget,i would like to wish my beloved younger bro with a Happy birthday wish.hope he will have many happy returns by all means.i love him so much.you see,this is a universal tenet that all the younger brothers will be full of love.well,dear my bro Gilbert,wish u luck. Xoxo Josh

30 August 2009

Selamat Hari Merdeka Malaysia yang ke 52....

Selamat menyambut bulan kemerdekaan kepada semua rakyat Malaysia...


Now we are celebrating our 52 of independent day. I can’t deem that time swift so hasty and times leave us without giving us a grip on every single second of the times. People, this may sound shadowy to you but then this is what I feel right now. Those who cant really see what was happening in the era of getting independent status, I guess they may grap a little of the real empaty of understanding of what is indipendent day all about compared to those who were in the epic of independent climax. For sure we may hear the same repetition of slogan “Selamat Hari Merdeka” year by year, yet we do come together to prop up the special day of Malaysia. That sounds so compassionate I guess. But what come to my mind is, I can overtly question you regarding your emotional and spirit level while you are hollering the phases “Selamat Hari Merdeka” either to yourself or to others. How ardent are you while bringing up the phases to public? or you just follow the flow as others are too busy to make the acquaintance of people here and there with the phrases? By not doing the same thing you may be classified as taboo or not being thankful to the nation? Nah, am just asking a question. Should be no harm and offend here. Forgive me if am wrong ya.

Well, am not to blame the occurrence of this tight spot especially among teenagers. Well, we are trying so hard, especially history teachers, to implement the sense of having gratitude and gratified of having such emancipation among teenagers. Most of teachers try so hard to make sure that the sense of independent day is not sheer a slogan to be shouted and celebrated by every August. Save for, it should be a reminisce and evoke with full of your heart’s content. Well, for us as a language teacher, we use language to scummy their oblivious imagery of the exact meaning about our “kemerdekaan” .

So, starting form this ideology the “nation and nationhood” comes across universities curriculum but not in schools. This may sound weird to people outside there, but we use English to make students understand the sense of nationality and the nationhood using the perspective of language.we use language to implement the sense of self identity and history appreciaton within a culture(for instance,malaysia culture).But,we are teaching history to students about the awarness of loyalty,and creating a frame of nationality,malaysia courtesy,and spreading the ideology of being a malaysian with a wide range of economy,social,politic and enviroment.well,correct me if am worng as all these are just a humble prespective of mine.


As you can see, language is a core mediator that both empowered and shaped the human brain such that 'culture' and 'identity' (as a human) was rooted in the acquisition and exercising of language skills. That seems fine as language is the primary mediator which is utilized to define and name your environment socially. So having one language as distinct from another must therefore be a primary source of one's identity.

Ok, the example is like this:-

But, of course, it can never be that simple. Dogs have one "language" and a dog from China can communicate seemlessly with another from Botswana or Chile. So groups of dogs, if we were in Animal Farm mode, are very unlikely to get into national self determination despite the fact that greyhounds are separate breed from fox terriers.(adapeted from www. eftclickblog.blogspot.com/2008/08/language-and-nationhood.html).


So for the conclusion, we do teach students to appreciate the meaning of appreciation of independent day using the “colonial language”. By using the language we give students to think into the perspective of languages- Bahasa Melayu and English by the same token throughout literature. Bear in my that, most of our powerful postcolonial writers (Muhamad Hj. Saleh, Saleh bin Joned and some few names) express their feeling and defiant emotion and voice using English (before and after “kemerdekaan) as the main medium which can be heard by colonizers and decolonizes. Meaning that,both colonials and decolonials can be able to acess each other mind using the english regarding the unspoken voices of decolonials easily.It was because most people (decolonizes) were educated in English medium. Bahasa Melayu comes as the national language after the independent day in order to bring people together to joy the sense of “muhibah” among all Malaysian. I am proud to be Malaysian. Yes I do.

Well, everyone can say the slogan but not everyone can really be aware of the unfathomable meaning of it. I was teaching in a secondary school before and I can see that majority students just take it for granted without any guilty feeling. Yes, literally they know what is the meaning of “kemerdekaan” but figuratively it may sound another way round to me, at least at my own perspective. There are too may ways we can show our cavernous adore and appreciation to our beloved country. Not merely by standing still while singing “Negaraku”, or celebrating the independent day extremely you may say that you truly understand the meaning of independent day. But you can show it maybe throughout the national agenda which is embedded in the educational perspectives and curriculum (just like nation and nationhood ideology), behavior and respect and awareness to each others and always be alert to global agenda which may swift your understanding toward independent ideology. So to conclude these tenets, I shall say “ minda dan jati diri yang berakal glokal (the mind and self identity which has global and local element and) is a must in order to be firm to stand tall while dealing with global nation especially when there is demand between us (postcolonial) with other nations especially our ex-colonizer to cheris and deal with the global needs. The sense of nation and nationhood should be expended to any policies and policy makers in oder to have glokal adenda and policy. Besides that, by having such ideology, I guess we can be aware of being decolonized again. It sounds simple yet hard to be done, isn’t it?

Well, we hardly can point the blame to those people (especially those who born after merdeka) who can really understand the meaning of Merdeka it selft. Coz to feel the exactly meaning you have to get surrounding, psychology and culture supports so you can really have the fullest grasp of what those Independent warriors have been thru. So, what we can do know is to think other new resolutions to help those youngsters in oeder for them to have full of heart’s content of being a Malaysian and be able to articulate as a Malaysian with full of honors (beracuankan Malaysia).

So, I guess, to recap everything, let’s joy and be proud to be Malaysian. Malaysia is a place like no others and to be a Malaysian, we should be proud of Malaysian identities, having national behaviors (perlakuan beracuankan Malaysia) and perspectives all cross times, space and cultures regardless where you may be. So people, Selamat Hari Merdeka dan ingatlah untuk Melaungkan “Saya Anak Malaysia”…..


Take care then, xoxox Josh