30 November 2007

The lonely days

I have been alone for 2 days without roommate and it is so lonely i bet. Sounds so sad huh? yeah it is. I am not having cheerless symptom tho. As usual I browse the yourtube and guess what the song of this month is ‘pick it up” by fergie which is her new “tour de force” as it is really nice coz I love the melody, the goes to it guitar. So classy yet the wordings is so ‘acraddabra” a.k.a magical to me. Nothing much I can say here. Darm, I was too lethargic to update my blog because of no reason and am still waiting my feedback from supervisor and it has been 3 weeks for me to wait. Gosh. I am so worry about that. She must be very busy I guess. Oh ya I watched “Enchanted” and the movie is just lovely for me but it does not really up to my par which indicates the highest level of exhilaration of watching it. Overall, it is uproarious yet melodrama. I guess I am crash on someone. Yeah, but this is still in the earlier period, about the such feeling, to be acknowledged but time will say it to me on behalf of the luck and destiny to be together with the person I am referring to neverthenless am still working on it but in a lower tone. Feel so desolate and barren because of the humid and muggy weather but then no harm for having rain as it helps to temperate the world climate. Yeah, as human being we keen not to appreciate the nature order. Once it is draught then we are showing the tense and again while we are in the season of heavy rain then we keep on blaming the world and nature because of unpleasant situations. Well, what should I say? Human is just a human and s/he will never out from his or her satisfaction rings and because of this, we keep on carving and complain for more.


16 November 2007

I'm spelling out true devotion of unspoken words to make it clear and loud...

Unspoken Voices…

Lately, I felt I was totally down (am talking about sensation disintegration). Yeah am always say, cheer up the life and believe in what you have. Once in a while, I do feel that I am to weak to hold my own philosophy toward the reality of life. Lately, i saw (I guess it was my paranoid emotion driven) people came to adjacent to me. I sensed so insecure in my own cage. Yeah, we are just a human being and no matter who good u thing you are, once in a while you may feel so immensely defeated by your own optimism, inclination and your inner sides. It was caused by unspoken words which are entrenched in abstract potray of me!

Last Tuesday, Zatil came down to Bangi and we had a short meeting. Just a while1 I miss those days with my BALI bunch. Zatil came and we went to our previous school. Lots of changes there. I made some slight check on the school. How I wish I can render null and void my undergraduate paradigm. Zatil and I had lot things to be talked and discussed all the way we were as we were mingling in UKM for a while. Well, in our faculty, Zatil is one of vogue friends to be with, more than ever, to have some cool agendas. Sweet Zarina dropped me a line. Well, I told here that try to find another suit time to meet up together and perhaps it can be this end of month! Where will it be? Try to have it at All Star-Midvally. Mike, if you read this, how many years do we have before the reunion thing to come to the surface? Sounds scary huh? People will be in the very best outward show they can be. I am still in school. Sounds sad huh? I am listening the new song of Spice Girls- Headlines- friend forever. Cool. I devote this to all my friends namely to my 1st degree of friends, second degree and even infinity degree of friends. I welcome all of you to eavesdrop and all the words in the song will be my appreciation to those who acknowledge me to be their friends. I cant post the video here so I give you guys its link ok. So have fun and enjoy the song ya. I quoted Zatil's saying- your friends are the reflection of yourself and now i get what is the meaning of the saying.



10 November 2007

Movie time...

Felt cool and enjoy while chillin’ out on Friday night. Just to hunt the mission to have a mid night movie, i made my seff to be at Salak Selatan station for the 1st time ever since almost 6 years i have been here. I express my gratitude to ‘decrops” for his companionship to watch the late movie. Creepy movie tho yet give me a patty impact to shake my emotion fortification compared to “Jeepcreapers. Correct me for the spelling as I’m not that sure how to spell it exactly. We went to watch it at Midvaly and now there are quit some good movies to be hunted but I manage to promote 2 for you all after I have done my taste screening on those movies- Enchanted and Bee. I manage to get the pic of ‘Enchanted” which is for the purpose of promotion. It is quite unique in the way it is promoted in a popcorn box.

It looks as a book tho! Well, Overall the movie – 30days of night is quite cool but then I don’t really like the ending of it. Well, that all for now. C ya later.

xoxoxoxoxo Josh

9 November 2007

Be here agian.....

Hai my silent readers, it is quite a long time (I guess almost 2weeks) I have not been updating my blog. So I pay the all the silent today. Ok, what should I say here. I was a bit demoralized and had no mood at all to write. The emotion of mine is getting to be recovered but I still in blue.The life is so misty but because of saying so don’t get me wrong to say that am so schmaltzy for all these. So I take some remedies to get rid from this. The remedies are not from chemical thing but it is more to innate constituent. Ingredients of soul? Yes they are! One of it- by listening to Jazz all day long. Huh? I’m into Jazz tho! In the age of 25, I am still new to be one of it fans. But then, music is universal tho and no boundaries at all. Well, my fav song of jazz- Stardust! Gosh, the song is so outstanding and aint request to against it. I almost get having forty winks while listening to it. Pretty much mellow and placid to be heard and picked up by those art of ears.

Today is Friday, then if the day is fine and everything will go well, I will go to watch a movie with “cropz”( u know who u are). So hope the evening will be fine and appealing for the remembrance while watching a mid-night movie. Sounds thrill huh? Well, I don’t have any morpheme of words to be expressed here but will be here again when I have all those craps to be shared with.