31 December 2008

H.a.p.p.y. B.e.s.d.a.y T.o M.e

As the time is clocking and pointing at 12am on 31 dec, i take this oppurtunity to have a shout "Happy besday to Josh.. and now you are just sweet 26 with all joys...."

yeah, it's the special day to me coz my besday is quite unique as it comes along with the new year eve session. OMG, i feel am so lucky to have the date for my besday..Thanks to my parents for having me on that special day. And also to the god for the journey he makes for me along with those blessing on me.thanks yeah...Thanks for those who wished me and only the god will pay your goodness on behalf of me. So for this birthday, i wish upon the stars to have :-

a. a wonderfull life with my beloved parents, siblings and family.
b. a wonderfull health
c. a wonderfull dreams and be able to have my own legend which is be more successful in my consultancy biz. Then i can manage to buy SLK (wink2) and now am eyeing some semi-Ds...(heheh)
d. a wonderfull friends with a cheerfull heart
e. give more to society in term of supports and ideas
f. be less ego and obdurate
g. be more intellectual and articulate more so i can blog more then with lot and lot of bumper issues
i. be more merrier
j. learn to appreciate more than before
k. be more carring

xoxoxo, Josh

28 December 2008

Merry Xmas People

Hai dudes and jazz, i would like to wish all of you, MERRY XMAS and have a great holiday,with full of my heart's contents.
Here is our humble xmas tree

The more bling2 (shinning) the more merrier isn't it?

So, talking about xmas, mine was cool. Coz i did let my stomach being pampered with "evil" foods and guess what, from 63.8k now am 65kg. Such kind of "blot from the blue" i guess. I did "put a celling on" my diet plan coz i took only twice mee kolok during my 7days vocation for xmas. Kolok mee is such a fattening agent tho. Oh ya, before that i would like to tell you guys about my brother's weeding but then my head is fulled with wonderful events and hardly to get into the line of blogging. It was good to be at home. Oh ya, by the way let me introduce to u my lovely obsession pets or be exact my little brother's obsession actually (heheh). For some unknown reasons, we don't give any nick or name to these pets. (hehehe).This is my first time to meet these cute pets since they are brought by my brother and here they are;-

Here are the summary of my short yet sweet holidays,
Finally on 20 dec 2008, my brother tied a knot to end his bachelor territory. Sharped 8pm i guess, and the ceremony was started. We arrived then from the groom's relatives completed the common task-dealing with quatrain puzzles which made the evening much more fun and thrill. Then, my dad with my bro handed the dowry( as their following the traditional of iban's weeding as in the christian, i guess, there is no dowry and do correct me if i am wrong) and the exact dowry was 10k!mind you. So we entered the bridge's place and they served us with a wine.Then we sat and after the vow was whispered and enunciated then the even begin with the slicing cake and drinking wine. So, people from both sides ( groom and bridge) will have the opportunity to met up with each other in order to get to know each other. This state of affair is important in iban's tenet as you can keep the tight more closer among new relatives. So after that , the "makan time" took over the event.

The foods were fabulous and they were divided into muslim and non muslim foods. Living in a multiracial environment should make you be more and more vigilant to the common need which is not need to be told. by the way, sorry guys i cant put the pics of the weeding here coz i didn't bring a camera on that time but my cousin did bring it. Am waiting him to send those exquisite pics ya. so what did i consume? i took a little bit of frying rice and brown rice with steamed fish and a little bit of red meat (fried meat aka rendang daging) and lot of vegetables. i was a little bit drunk coz i don't really go for birs or any liquors . remember am shaping my stomach with full of lovely packs? (notty wink). So i did keep my self not to be engrossed with those "high sugar" tingys.

my plate..the green vegges is called as kemiding one of paku pakis punya family tree la.the taste is so sweet occay.

But i did loosen up the restriction. What a lovely memory and hardly to express it coz there are no pics with me at this moment and i promise to post em' later on occay? I was stand still till 6am in the morning tho.i did join the "poco-poco" dance.

Poco-poco at the patio side

another butt shaking at the patio
I did contribute my voice by singing one of iban's songs- flora by jerry kamit go and search it at youtube then. I sang with full of my heart's contents and i sang with a little bit of controlto voice. my pitching was out and shaky coz i did miss the time signature while listening to the rhythm. Hardly to get spinto voice to put some details on the notes coz i was drunk. NO counter tenor or soprano thingy! The event was fabulous and excellent to me. I on behalf of my family would like to express a warm gratitude to those who were coming to be a witness for the momentous moment of the weeding ceremony. Hope both of em' will live happy ever after.

The next day, i off to Belaga. it was for my business trips coz zul and i are too crazy to attack a fresh market in Belaga. Zul is my secondary mates-form six and also UKM mate. We used to get drunk together, went for sport activities together and now we do a venture together. A cool buddy tho. it takes 5hours by using express boat from kapit to belaga. what a long journey tho. It was my first attempt to be there. I lost my sandal due to the heavily flow of water. I was bare foot walked in belaga's town while helping my self to get a new pair of sandal. What a thrill thing. The at night i slept at zul's place and it takes in about 5mins from belaga's town by using a bot in order to reach the place. The journey was so vivid and cool. In fact you can smell the fresh forest air! awe-inspiring to me.I spent a night in belaga then the next early morning i headed to Kapit.Looking forward to be there again.

me, while standing on the moving express boat

zul and i
on the way to belaga

sungai rejang along belaga's territory

Me, during the christmas morning

Then, during Xmas, we had a small preparation. In fact my mum did all last minute buying cookies and those junk foods.But they were still so succulent to me tho. We had chicken as the main course for the xmas. Nice and succulent coz it mixed with brawny. Then i preferred to stay at home and visited only 2 places which are among nearest relatives.

On 26 dec,i went to sibu and i flew back to Bangi at 10.10pm. While in sibu, i loafed a while with my sister, regarding our plan to do a business family. so we took a place to "chew the fat". So we had pizza for the dinner and i have salad with thousand island for the dinner with to slices of pizza and a lemon tea for a drink.

I helped my self with a lot of tomatos and i do remain with those 80% vege meals (wink2)..

My sis plate..

The flight supposed to be at 8.50pm but it was delay so fuck la. I need to be back to bangi due to the fact that i need to do the correction for the viva voice. So the next day, kinnetic asked me out to hang out for clubbing time. Somewhere near in KL. I have been on the podium more than a hour. Thanks to Eron, fir, Helmi and Farhan for the companionship. The theme was in black. Been at home around 6am. It was just a ordinary outing and NO FLIRTING at all. All the way, my mind kept on remembering my lovely pembuat kek. Miss her so much and cant wait to meet up with her. Well back to the outing, we enjoy every single drop of the memory and happy hours. I guess i stop till here coz need to get back to the work then. I miss pembuat kek and am waiting the moment to meet up with her..so jiwang kan..so, i rest my story here and will be back with another new bumper issue.

standing still can feel the hectic feeling after doing butt shacking ....;p

Now am listening to the song- gonna be alright by shane ward and such a placid song tho. here is the link:-


Till then, xoxoxoxoxo

19 December 2008

The rose of ur heart..

Artist: WestlifeAlbum: The Love AlbumTitle: The Rose

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless,
aching needI say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose


P/s: it has a cool lyric and video clip. I guess this would be a prefect vows to those who are going to be married. Nice wording ad if you guys have insufficient wordings to express your truly desire toward you lovely ones, then take a chance and get ur gut to have a look on the above link. I challange your gut and felling toward that so-called love provocation. U do it or u leave it.

Oh ya, i will off to Sibu tommorow coz my brother will get married. So sweet tho. Till then, hope i will blog agian before i leave. I guess i will be back to KL before christmas and it is kind of a bit uneasy to be coz i will b away from my family due to some things i need to sort off. Till then, happy firday and spread the love around the glob people.

truly , xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

10 December 2008

Back to Bangi...

Hai peeps, sorry coz this blog has been pending for almost 2weeks. I was away to Kuching for a week for biz trip. I was too exhausted and my days were packed when I was in kuching. But I LIKE being bz like a bee! My days were packed and I have no time to watch tv. I am closer to my target and I want to get my dream car as soon as possible. I love with what am doing. I never expected that I would change my vessel of life to be in business line to what I usually call as consultancy. I never expected my seft to stay and live in Kuching. I termediously change a part of my seft to another new brand of Josh,. I mean, the mind set tho. Am glad for that. If you asked my close friends, you will know that am unenthusiastically to be involved in business and I was always end up with the typical mindset which is being a really good darn worker. By having lot investment on my education makes me to dream on lot and lot of materials and financial freedom. In more sensible of thinking, will I can be that so freedom even how hard am working to deal with my carrer? No matter how much I will get pay but then will it be equal (we always we can get much more benefit and payment more that we can offer and this is the normal trait of being a human) payment with equal effort we can offer? As u are an employee, how come you can struggle your boss or even demand more that what you can offer? At the end of the day, am thinking that the life of being an employee will never satisfy me. Coz no matter how brilliant I am, but am just a kind of person or to be exact , am just a kind of professional slave who knows HOW to do a task but my boss is just a person who just knows WHY he needs to run a business and since that he doesn’t have the idea of doing “HOW” to do it, so he makes so called fruity offers to those who knows HOW- just like me. So, here I am, standing up with my trusted partners and together we strive for the good sake of our dreams. It is not too late for me to embark my new pages compared to my previous one. I just want to be somebody form nobody. I am here just to speak my voice loud, to be heard and to be more respected compared to previous Josh you have known before.Come on, we are in the reality of life so i guess i just help my self without put any burden to others. Sorry to those who are a poletarian. Am not too blue eyes to the statments i have made. It is just my point of view. God gives us a pair of eyes which each eye has diffrent angel of capturing a views. Logically it may makes us think not from one perspective but then try to look for the whole if your situation and up to you in what ways will u tackel and comprehend the the reality of life. Sorry, no offence ya.Ok settle for that big resolution. When I was in kuching, everything was to a certain extent well and excellent. I strictly control my covetousness toward “kolok mee” which is so popular in Sarawak. It tastes “OMG” and I hardly satisfy by taking only a plate of it. So I always help my self with 2 plates of it. Oh ya, i met up with my 2 good buddies and I am looking forward to hanging out with them all over again. There are Zul and Loren. Gosh, I have been not meeting up with zul almost 4 years since 2004. He was my good bud when I was in UKM. Besides, he was the first person I talked with at the 1st day of my form 6. Loren is also a good bud to me. I have been knowing him since my primary school till now. Even though his is a bit cynical and mordant but then, sometimes he can be a good buddy to you. Both of them came to kuching coz we have something to be planned. What is it?Well, both of them will be my biz partner. We discussed about our next plan and how to work with it together. Loren is a teacher and he is teaching in remoted area so it is rather hard for him to be 100% with us. So pitty to him but then, I do believe that the whole lot can be settled without any suspicion unless you believe in yourself. Have u watched “the secret” movie? I read the book (the secret) but then really keen to like the movie compared the book. Such a rousing movie and book tho. It is same kind with “chicken soup for soul” but then believe me, the secret is so much out of the ordinary and laudable to have. Besides, it talks about the way u can embark upon your fear, negative tonic within your deep deep heart! No matter what and how hard it is, remember just take is as your low of attraction. If you want to know what is the low of attraction, then go and get the book or the VCD! It is kind of weird that I bumped quite a few of love probles among some of dudes and jazzes. Well, “The secret” is the best solution for you to virtually recuperate from the forlorn and despondent shadow which is above your shinning face. Remember fellas, being an individual is can be cool tho as you individually contribute your love to the whole world rather than to one particular person. Nah, take this wording to make your heart feels much more lighten up for the sake of your self. Ok, just settle for that case. By the way, I snapped some pictures of me and my buddies. This pic ere taken at Igloo and it is located somewhere in tabuan Jaya or to be exact which is near to The Spring!

We are the happy buddy..arent we?

From the left to the right: laurance, zul and Josh

I ordered this and the taste was not that supreb but it is still mouth-watering tho. I forgot the name of this ice-crem but then it suited me tho coz am not kind of sugar addict!Not good for my healthy diet regime!
Laurance ordered this and the taste was nice and heavently yet sweet.Nah, i rate this 2stars even though it much more delicious than mine. But it has lot of sugar!

I am addicted to this kind of healthy drink....especially with alovera flavour as it good for your inner development and recovery. It has green tea extract tho. Such a great drink for those who are trying to put their diet in a balnce and stay in shape with truly fruit flavors.The hot button is "rendah lemak" and it is a must!

Or even this. Am kind of milk hunger!
At this time, we were in a heaven of ice-cream wonderland which is named as Igloo near to King Center Kuching. Well, before I left you guys, I show you my new obsession which is…tada……

Am dreaming and targeting this and do try to gess what kind of wheel is this....i rest my riddle to you, ladies and gentelments.

Till then, excuse me ladies and gentelment, i need to rest my selft and off to bed. Hope pembuat kek will be in my dreams tonight.

I leve you guys, with this song- see the sun by Dido...here is the link


Here is the lyric and come do sing along with me..

I'm comin' 'round to open the blinds

You can't hide here any longer

My God you need to rinse those puffy eyes

You can't last here any longer

And yes they'll ask you where you've been

And you'll have to tell them again and again

And you probably don't want to hear tomorrow's another day

Well I promise you you'll see the sun again

And you're asking me why pain's the only way to happiness

And I promise you you'll see the sun again

Come on take my handWe're going for a walk,

I know you can

You can wear anything as long as it's not black

Please don't mourn forever

She's not coming back

And yes they'll ask you where you've been

And you'll have to tell them again and again

And you probably don't want to hear tomorrow's another dayWell I promise you you'll see the sun again

And you're asking me why pain's the only way to happiness

And I promise you you'll see the sun again

And I promise you you'll see the sun again

Do you remember telling me you found the sweetest thing of all

You said one day this was worth dying for

So be thankful you knew her at allBut it's no more

And you probably don't want to hear tomorrow's another day

Well I promise you you'll see the sun again

And you're asking me why pain's the only way to happiness

And I promise you you'll see the sun again

And I promise you you'll see the sun again

And I promise you you'll see the sun again

And I promise you you'll see the sun again

I promise you you'll see the sun again

See the sun again

See the sun again

See the sun again

See the sun again

See the sun again

See the sun again

See the sun again

See the sun again

Till then, do make me a room please.Thank you (notty wink)...

xoxoxo Josh