13 July 2010

What is…..for what?

What to write for today’s entry?
Few days back, I used to insist on myself to do blogging that the only way for me to activate my brain to get alert to my surrounding and also helps me add to my literacy skills, which is more to writing context. Time passes so fast and I cant believe that I have been in Kapit for a week. Most probably I will not come down to Kapit on the next following month. What’s a life.
During this “sweet and lazy curfew” I have spent my days to be in house, watching Geographical Channel and enjoy the World Cup..a part of that I am struggling to read a book ( In the lands of winter) which I bought 3 years back and until now I still in the chapter one. Sounds so pathetic right?
Will do some recaps regarding the book after I completed my reading…
1.What is the most movie I like during the “ curfew” is “ P.S. I LOVE YOU”..MSR…I dedicate the movie for u to feel and understand…
2.What is the most exciting “sweating activitiy” to me is “ jogging”
3. What is the most weird I have done during the curfew is “ being an owl regardless during rainy or at the midst of night”..Deco lan, u got this
4.What is the most enjoyable night during the curfew is “meeting up with my team and discuss about how far is the future from us”
5. What is the most uncanny yet bracing to me during night is “ xoxox” ( blueekkk)
6. What is the most hardest thing for me when the curfew is ended is “ I need to give a goodbye wave to those who I miss and those who will miss me till the end…hehe”
7. What is the most pathetic I have done during the curfew is “ I forgot the most important day…it is pembuat kek’s birthday..i am so ashamed to my self. I will never beg for exoneration for such chaos I made.
8. What is the most full of beans to me during the curfew is” playing and entertaining my neice”.
9. What ever is happening, where ever I go, my team and my cycle of friends will always be with me and that is the coolest thing happens on the earth, at least for me.

So, to all of u my readers…what is …yours then?
Remember…Life is full fo question and for better and for worse…”YES” and only you can get the answers..
p.s " our list for 'what is" will go on and on.......so enjoy it
Till then, xoxoxoxo Josh

10 July 2010

The eclipse of the silent is us…

The eclipse of the silent is us…
Halow to all fellow readers. It is quite so long I didn’t do my blogging. One thing for sure, my vocabulary development is a bit torpid. So, now, I guess I will have some alteration for my writing style which is more unwind and pleasurable to be read. Meaning, I’ll be more on interpreting the reflection of image and read the sense of imagery . At least, I can less in wiritng.( no time to do a simple writing and not to mention my “serious writing”).Without any words, doesn’t mean that silent can be relinquished by the colour of rainbow… that is the magic of colour which facilitate the heart and soul to interpret those sensible imperceptible tune and melody of image..

See…this wild fern leave is taken by me when I was in somewhere over the rainbow. Taken at early morning, 6.30am…no matter how hard I try to construe it in a melancholic setting yet it has it own – best of everything, to be what it should be….a fern is still a fern. Will you think that the fern is In a silent mode? lay down its arms to the way it should ne be?

Today, I sat at a coffe shop by my self..alone. Whlie waiting my friend to come and meet me up, I ordered this:

The herbs tea may feel nothing to you as it unadorned and tasteless. Yet the aroma may give u thousand of senses to speak to you which u hardly to express by using your so called meta-language -cognitive …just convert the pic into something a bit different than it should be then it will be totally changed into 360% to other elements of the world living… one single pic may bring you into trillion of heart interpretation

Just make it a bit different with a very simple effort….that u can see how the glass of tea speaks to ur self – sense

p/s:just twist a bit your inner colour than you will be a new version of you rather than being the reflection of others. By changing the colour doest mean that you are silent just that how do you bring your self to the reality will size your soundless capacity
when people has no voice we say they are dull…when nature has no voice we can to manipulate yet when the wish is its command then it makes us poor for being speechless….
Hence, silent is not from the anture but from the inner colour of us and represent the colour to the reality of being a human being.

x0x0x0x0 Josh