31 October 2007

Life is complex yet sweet to be re-called.

Out of blue am thinking of what will I be for the next futures. OMG, am not that old yet the age is keep on moving. I have 5 more years to go to get the PhD if I am still have the passion for that aim. Okies, stop talking about school.Lat night, Alf and i went to KLCC as we were intended to watch a move but hell no! There was a robbery incident which was straight in front of us. A Proton Saga was broken in and what came to my supprise was, where the hell are the gurads? KLCC is one of very well-know places but this is highlited to be a major curicial and thwarted enviroment, especially to those foreigners! Gosh, those security bodides shoule be more prompt in order to be a real "security crew"! Cut the crap for a while. Well, nothing much happened to me today (it is Tuesday tho). Am waiting this weekend as my friends are asking me out for some clubbing activities. Huhuh..No really want to be freak about all those disco and clubbing moods but then just to enjoy the time with some friends. In fact, socialization will edify you how to distinguish the world in more established ways if you really know what I mean. Don’t just think that everything is nice as you may not know about something so this can be leant tru human interaction. So, my meeting up is not just for the sake of hanky panky (but yes it is a bit kinky) as some of us come from different background so I bet lot of things can be shared. Just don’t sit there and mix with your own group only. Believe me people, this wont help you to be out of ur boxes! Try to be ‘noninterventionist’ and recognize the distinctive elements of world by not only sitting in your ‘cozy” zone. It is roughly 4am so I guess that my bed time is just coming so before am being up to the sky, would like to which you all a very happy Wednesday fellas.


25 October 2007

Resilent Voices

Resilient voices…

It has been for a while that i have not updated this blog (i hope that this topic after the previous one- egg and chicken, will help you guys to be a bit calm down as it might be a bit tense to be digested. Just that i am to eager to create and arise so deeds to be shared with). Some of you, dear silent readers might have a big query what the hell is happening to this blog as it seems to have lot of spider’s webs, then shall not let this to be a remark which represents the slothfulness of a person. So here i come, to pay the "silent" with a more relax repricoral towards what i have encounterd for few past days. I was a bit busy like a bee but then I did spend all those precious hours with some of close buddies. So I decipher those inconceivable times and moments that I have had within these past few days in these ways:-

Last Friday, Went out with Zif and his friends at somewhere in “Jalan P. Ramlee”. Those who finds irresistible to have some boogies assortments will know what is the noteworthy of the road. Nothing much I can do while in a club. I guess it was the first time ever in my life as I was not taking part on the floor! Just sat and talked to Zif all night long instead of watching others who came out with some hot agendas. Yeah, he will migrate to London next year as his parents are there and most of his time were in London. We don’t that often to meet up with each other as he is currently in Langkawi. I stayed a night at Zif’s place after went out from a club at 3am and hooked up for a while around Bandar Tun Razak till 4.15am.I woke up early in the misty and cool morning of Saturday at 6.30am as I intended to attend an interview at 12pm. But I declined to be there because too frenzied.

Saturday- my housemates and I had a party (FYI, we have had 3 parties within a weak). As usual, I have in-charged to take care of bar tender. Yeah, anyone would love to have margarita? So New York huh? The vibes were so cool and erotic and because of that we received a black mail from one of our neighbors because of the tense and guttural songs and clamor. We apology for that!

Today, am very happy because I have just emailed my supervisor for some few chapters of my writing. I’m having writer’s block here. Lot of things to be shared but then I have no initiatives where should I start. Lately I just feel abit keyed up to have party. Study smart but Party harder! Rather than I am keep on saying something like a crap then It a better for me to move now( I mean from stop keep on writing crap for today) but will get back to you soon once I have some striking chronicles to be spreaded!

Xoxoxo Josh

guess what??which one has come 1st?chicken or egg?

Yeah it’s sound so witty coz the above matter have been talked so long and now, I hardly hear any explicit and implicit avowals for the above bewildering query.. Damn with it!!!hehehe, don’t mean that I am so called impudent huh? Well, many of us are not aware regarding the above query and it’s sound so tricky instead of so wicked (come n la, how can chicken comes first before the egg-can u envisage that the chicken appears to the surface without having the typical process of hatching? And how can the egg comes before the chicken- no chicken means no mitosis process which creates the cell of future chickens. if there is no cells so how can they live? Or the chicken just made to be appeared in the surface without the means of science itinerary?

I see this title in the context of global market evolution. 1st of all, I will talk about matter- “chicken VS egg” to speak for today’s world view in my own perspective…those who are interested or may NOT agree with me,well, u can respond to this writing then…the voice is urs and I don’t want to colonize ur mind and VOICE- to speak 4 indecisive issues without having any chance to speak it up!

Let’s get this conversations started then. Today we are living the world of technology and we are surrounded by so plenty of modern living style- conversely these kind of living should be are called as “post-modern” rather than modern. Today’s improvement is more better and advanced compared to the past. Do u know how this happens? and what is the source of the improvement in human’s intellectual institution-which produce so many fields like social science and pure science? The answer is because of needs. The human’s needs become more complex and the insurgency of economic comes to the board.. The economic affair was and is the main pillar and remark to human’s civilizations. Need+Economic=CAPITALISM.

I‘m sure that some of u might not agree with me however, I have ready with some of my explanations for it. Okies let’s look how capitalism operates it system and absorbs in human’s norm. Llet’s start to talk about some philosophies .Let’s begin to start from the epoch of rebellion of industrial in Europe. During this era, there were more to feudal system where human (labor) are being recruited by the well-to-do people who have lands to work on. Then this was one of the stages where the sagacity of economic comes to surface. The labors were isolated from his boss coz they were working class and most of them were poor people. Then after the foray of industry insurgency, Adam smith sees the world by taking into account the macro level-the labors as Adam sees they should be separated from each other (professional vs unskilled ).Hegel – a Germany idealist says that human need should come from his consciousness and the idea of consciousness was driven to the belief of god.

Hegel believed in the world of spiritual which driven human consciousness. The moral of the story, human should not be too greedy and just fulfill his need rationally rather than to have a plenty of it coz after all, it will keep apart human from the god-. Again this is the sense of alienation (a part from each other). Hence, K.Marx sees this situation should not happen coz the impact was more on the labors themselves rater than the bosses. Marx believes in logic and scientific idea and he opposed to the idea of Hegel. For him, everything which were happened to human’s nature were not happen without reason and there should be some structure or rigid explanation for certain problems which wrapped human’s cycle. This was a kind of humiliations and it seems to T-down the labors. So Marx rose up to speak for the labors that these should not be in this world. So, he increased to change the situation by breaking the concept of depress among labors. the labor should work hard in order to gain wealth. This can be happened if state has good organization skills in order to control the economic affairs. Coz in Marx’s history, he lived in a poor situation even his father was a lawyer.

So dishearten and humiliation can be exiled. Means, that state should provide facilities to his nations, equally and the facilities should be same to all of them. He hates the sense of alienation among labors and the bosses have to do with this. Here, alienation refers to a situation where , for example, if u work for someone and u give him 100% efforts for making a shoe, but at the end u will not get pay as what u should have and u are being deployed unequally which is out of human rights. what's more, u cant deal directly with the dealer of the shoe…so your boss just take the shoe and he will deal with the dealer 100%..Means, that u don’t have 100% contact with ur product-how it’s being sold, being negotiated and so forth. No doubt if some labors were cheated in phrase of the salary they should get compared to the value that the boss has by selling the products. so u can see that ur efforts and abilities are not shown into the surface……so u are seems to be voiceless.

Above and beyond, the thought of alienation also mirror the micro level of human’s society basis-in the concept of gender. For instance, leadership hierarchy was controlled by males rather than females. Females tended to work as a derivative pillar to the past society. In the past, their economic activities were not too commercial as males do. If males were leader, so females will substitute to males. This shows that females always being a shadow to males especially in the world of industry. Then, the concept of patriarchy is coming the board and it might/might not be in this meantime...depend on how do u will analysis the social impact assessment which is around you! After Marx’s idea, there were so many ideologies came to the ground of earth such as neo-liberalism, modernization (based on western’s ideologies, to be a modern people we should leave the past and change our journey to something new, which means that neglect religion concept as in past religion was the major pillar to human civilization-not many people love to be called as modernist! mind that), colonial (western bring along the concept of modernism out from No doubt if some labors were cheated in phrase of the salary they should get compared to the value that the boss has by selling the products. so u can see that ur efforts and abilities are not shown into the surface.

So u are seems to be voiceless.Above and beyond, the thought of alienation also mirror the micro level of human’s society basis-in the concept of gender. For instance, leadership hierarchy was controlled by males rather than females. Females tended to work as a derivative pillar to the past society. In the past, their economic activities were not too commercial as males do. If males were leader, so females will substitute to males. This shows that females always being a shadow to males especially in the world of industry. Then, the concept of patriarchy is coming the board and it might/might not be in this meantime...depend on how do u will analysis the social impact assessment which is around u! After Marx’s idea, there were so many ideologies came to the ground of earth such as neo-liberalism, modernization (based on western’s ideologies, to be a modern people we should leave the past and change our journey to something new, which means that neglect religion concept as in past religion was the major pillar to human civilization-not many people love to be called as modernist. mind that), colonial (western bring along the concept of modernism out from Europe ), post-colonial (resistance in holding the era of colonies) and last but not least is post-modernism (started on 1970-today and it perceives varieties of ideologies together and there should be balanced between science and spiritual ideologies).All of these ideologies are driven by the sense of Capitalism!!!! In capitalism- we can compete with each other without any restriction. so the poor will be worse but the rich will live more merrier.

Thank god that our country has ekonomi-campuran where public sector will monitor the grow of private sector. But we should remember that, because of capitalism ,we face the issue of alienation! Does it happen in our norm???? Let’s I give u some hints. we tend to replace our task by producing robots. Yeah I do agree that we need technologies to make our life more easier and meaningful. For instance we can reduce our working hours by letting the robots doing our jobs. I do agree that we need to replace human’s responsibilities which h can cause harm to human being by replacing human with robots.

However, for some serious situation yes I do, but we are to depend and relay on the gadget. Once day there is no hesitate that we are isolated or alienated from our job even our own products-and society for the reason that of so many intellectual “fake” human which will turn to primary creature rather than secondary ones. So where is our position then? I will not bolt from the blue if they are much cleaver than us coz we make them cleaver as human being in order to make them understand our needs and also to replace our position. Mind that!we can keep on depending on technologies but make sure that we should not too much giving hope on them to be or equal to us and make sure that we are not a secondary master to our own creation. This makes sense-we should not try to be god because god is more powerful who makes us to be what we are rather than what we are going to be-we have to work hard for our future. I do agree that we should be bendable and must have give and take in our life and this is what post-modernism all about. Keep it hip hop and real!!! heheheh..

So get back to the above title…so tell me where is ur position in this world? are u in the position of chicken-human’s nature is very important or egg- (capitalism)need is really important? Remember..if there is no human, so there will be no need but if there is need which comes 1st then there will no true “ human” also as human is driven by needs (technologies)!!!Are u isolated or alienated which resulted by choosing human or the needs as ur top list?? If yes, so since when? the moral of the above explanation is:- No human so no capitalism but also no capitalism so there will be no ADVANCED HUMAN as nowadays. especially as u!!!!?Juz think about it then. Accept what is relevant and say NO to what is not!! be transparent, honest, natural and rational.. Finally I can explore the implicit of the issues which relay on the spicy and dazzling question “Which one comes 1st? Chicken or egg?”. So do u get what am I trying to say? till then adios amigos brabados.


18 October 2007

Be out of your own box, please!

Yesterday, my housmate and I went to Sg wang to fix his Handphone. Then we went straight to the Pavilion. It is so nice and cool mall. Impresive than Berjaya Time Square or Suria KLCC. I mean the shopping complex. Yeah, I am proud to see Malaysia is getting much more advance in term of architecture or enginnering even it may bring or import some of foreign workers, for sure. Thumb up to all Malaysians. Today is almost prefect to be called as a bit dim. Nothing much can be done. Woke up at 12am as i had slept around 6am. Then I went straingth to the bathroom, bathed, did some laundries, then went to have some food for dinner. The weather is still overcast and it makes me not that prolific enough today. About my writing, I am almost fine with some corrections. It is just to recheck some reference pages which must be not left out and should not be taken lightly as that may jeopardize your accountabilities to act upon your intellectual expression.

A usual, I will spend a day to read some journals. Today I read some attention-grabbing yet sound to be frighten issues which are related to human delivery process. OMG, I cant believe how hard will it be. I did comprehend some of the techniques to realize, to be sensitive to the need of preggy (it is a jargon here- pregnant) ladies, and how to take over the situation where there is no medical supports and personnel. Besides that , the online learning does edify us how to be aware of and read the ultrasound in order to identified the sex of a baby. Okies, am not that good but then at least we know something about some pieces of this unique knowledge. Belajar sampai ke Negara China. Hehe. That saying may be counted to the best drive to the ideology of having “masyarakat madani” aka Glocal Citizen.

Talking about masyarakat madani. It is a good word to start mode of 2020. Many things can be considered as a focal point while we are accrosing the Malaysian's civiliation here. Many issues to be addressed. Okies, lets start with some agenda here. Today people busy to keep their eyes on the our astronaut. As a Malaysian and UKM-fella to the astronout, I am so proud of him. Regardless age, gender, social status, race and believe, we should be able to shore up the concept of integrity and do not look at the negative side while we try to build the nation more than ever to put Malaysia in the line of prestigious arena. I am a bit pissed of while reading some comments on the astronaut. A bloody and stupid fella who gives his commnet on the your tube says that , the astronaut is doing something which not good as he is sitting together in a rocket with those Christians. Why dont he just takes care of his asshole rather than keep on nagging something which may sound stupid and fucking absurb!!!He is aint that smart to say so. His asshole is too smart over his brain. Hey, am a Christian but all this while I never take this state of affair (age, gender, social status, race and believe) to make friends or limit my boundaries to get close with anyone yet I prefer those who can think and act GLOCAL. OMG, if we were having such accepted wisdom and stupid attitude. So how long will Malaysia takes to be in the same bulk of international norm? Will we be remain in the cycle and series of having 1st class facilities and 3rd class mentality? If we were in this kind of mentality then will we be able to get the real objective to be a modern country?or we just hit the date line (2020) but the concept of “masyarakat madani’ will never ever reach the society! God darmn it! People, could you please don’t be so bias and do something that may hamper the concept of integrity? Let's be bounded up together in order to move from the old paradigm to the new and fresh era which may not harm to any of us! Be fair, be cool, and don’t be so optimistic yet be a bit more realistic as it will teach and funnel us to be charitable to each other. Well, we are Malaysian so just keep this at the safe tone- Be peace always!

x0x0x Josh

16 October 2007

Kisah kelasik untuk masa depan

I was on my bed at 4am after watching 2 movies for almost 3 consecutive hours. I watched Date movie- gosh, it is so irony yet uproarious and then the next menu was Prefect Stranger- darn, the movies made me a bit mystify when I came to its end of resolution lines. I was not in the mood of writing yesterday so I spent my time to sleep and hook up with housemates. Yeah, they are my buddies at this time being as my batch are not around. Nah, how I miss my undergraduate batch here. Schooling is for everyone! I was woke up again by a sms- from Jlo aka Idok..hey peeps, it is not a food which may taste as cenkodok ok. if it was a food then it more fucking tastier that it. Darn! Jlo told me about having the sense of missing all members. She said hardly to have such buddies nowadays. Yeah bitch, to form a friendship takes time yo! Not to mention, it costs you lot of “give and take” availability! Well, everyone has his or her own out of the ordinary company but mine is fcuking overwhelming! I have some reasons in order to be a bit conscientious to what am I trying to say publicly about my buddies. Why: we are fun but sometime will be able to get into the mode of semi – retarded when we want to fall someone into our jokes! How: I guess the chemistry to be able to get retarded together is the hot button here and this makes us be able to be on the same wavelength to each other PLUS we are so “close to home’ among each other. We were not that so nerd and always pay the visit to the library just for sake to get close with notes or books tho. Well, while being in the library, i do remember how 'bitch" the girls who are from my team. Jlo, if u are reading this, just take a minute to think about what u have done last few years back to me.Do you feel the sense of guilty knocks your heart? hehehe. Darn!!Studying is not about to passionate about notes and books which may hamper you to enjoy the life and some crazy jokes with some crazy friends yet a bit brainy. So the brain will get balance “pro and contra’ chemistry toward the universe reactions which may result some resilient acuity towards other human’s behaviour.When we was in school. I do still remember that there were few NERD classmates who were get tense with you as we were to loud. Well, at least we were still in the list of being “occay’ while in the examination. Hehehe. I do still remember the time when we had our semester breaks, we used to have some communion and chat all night long. We talked about our university life and the most only one of its kind thing is - our sharing and caring can be seen unilaterally as we share about anything even sometime those sharing are crap. Well, these can be called as ‘kisah kelasik untuk masa depan”. Doesn’t it sound cool huh? Then, Ilat told me that just be prepared to pubs at this end of year. I wish all of us will be there and be clustered as we were. Need to do a reunion in the worst way here! Someone may have be chairman to make sure all the gathering progresses come smoothly as planned. No, as the age is on its move to the next, then most of us are relay “on the job” except me, I mean at this time being. Well, will nag later as I need to invite the novice – Jlo in my friendster. Will catch ur eyes latter with some craps ya. Well fellas, do listen toGraduation- Vitamin C. I dedicate this song to all people around the globe especially to my friends and not forgetting to my silent readers. Let's recall some old good days together, shall we?

x0x0x0x, Josh

14 October 2007

What is my sunday all about?

Hai peeps. It is the second day of Eid. Hope those who are celebrating it will get pleasure from the celebration to the fullest. Today I went out with a friend of mine-Andrew. As he went out today, so tomorrow, as in “token” to his wife, he will take care of their home as his wife will go out with her friends. Great deal huh? Today, we went to The Garden. It is a new mall which is beside Mid-Val. The atmosphere and vibes are so out of this world. It is not that huge as Mid-Val but then I love the art and decoration of it. Compared to The Berjaya Time Square, The Garden has my big applause and it is much more sophisticated and can be called as a “chocolate box “ which represents the aura of this contemporary gilding and beautification.Okies, here are the pics:-

I love this vibe.The littel lights on the roof make reflection to opposite walls. Sorry coz i forgot to snap some of the walls as my proof. Well, overall this is what i call as an art.

The bridges are too cool!But i feel insecure and my heart was throbing drasticly while standing or walking on it as it seems to be not solid and flimsy coz i can hear the sound as it was crack.

I would like to give an immense appraisal to those architects but not to those engineers. Why? Okies. Let’s cut this crap. As today was raining all day long, The Garden has been leaking for quite long which the rain was pouring and flowing via its roof and also the ceiling flames. OMG, can you imagine how danger it was? Not to mention as the flames were on! In fact, we were having our tea time in the café which is near to the leaking. Okies, here is the proof;-
MINUS the butt, can you see the leaking? Too bad to have big dusbins ( they were clean and not used to be a disposal disbin tho) in the midst of glamorious and nice vibes while having great meals.

Gosh, it is so perilous and will jeopardize those who were at the ground level. By the way, The Choic (If I am not mistaken) café also has two sections which are divided into two part portions- inside and outside. So those who were having their meals at the outside were a bit pissed off because of the unpleasant bombshell. We had a nice English breakfast and I like its so called – sushi (it has it name actually but I cant remember its exact name). The salmon is darn cool appetizing. Okies, here are the pics:-

The cafe is decorated with a modern touch but the services are too weak as they have less staffs! Such a bad contradiction which agiants its beuatification! It is a lame tho!

It has mix of expression here.

This is the English breakfast which are taken during the late evening. Sounds not that practical to have it in such time huh?Overall it has my words- Sweet tho as I love the pink pudding.

After we had our tea time, then we walked to man’s department at some of boutiques. No mega sale ladies and gentlemen. So sorry for that. But guess what, I noticed that Hugo has its new collection- Hugo Selections. It has nice and sweet smell tho. Some of the outfits are reasonable but still not that worthy!

I'd rather to get close to the mirror than killing my heart to do some window shooping for those grand outfits.OMG, my snikers are cool tho! Just over realize (do we have such word in English? ;p) about them. No harm ya.

In my way back to my place, gosh I am figuring out about something here- why there are so many foreigners here? Are they legally come in to Malaysia or another way round? Are we having the concept of American Dream where the dreams are every where and people can have it with their own dream machineries..Being here with untidy stance will makes us to be a scapegoat in the eyes of those “first class” forigners. Oh ya, I went to MPH today and I saw an interesting book – “If from third class to 1st class”. No harm for these people to be here but it would be much beter if they can be a bit tolerate (even somethime there are to bitchy even local people have the same attitude.) What ever it is, just achive our dream and do not hamper other to achiver theirs too. Be abit tolerate and responsible to the city and please DONT throw the rubish all over the place and please be a bit concern while in public transports! DONT just rush in or hop in for not considering about other too! Dont be such a jerk and dumb-ass.Well, the book will help us to be more susceptible to the nation of being a modern people of a third world class. Are we still swollen with pride with this remark? I let this to all of you to comprehend it from your own level of indulgent about such ideology. Okies then, since I have no words to nag here so I guess it is a time for me to sign off. Will cater you guys with lot of info with some proofs (pictures are enclosed here). Sayangi Malaysia.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo (the longest hugs & kisses i ever had in this blog)

12 October 2007

It is quite a dry day to me

It is lovely Friday but it seems to be so silence at all. The neighborhood in my place is so empty, indeed. This state of affair should be a nice environment to proceed my writing. Hence, it is another way round. I can’t focus at all. So I turned on my MP3 player and listened to some classy and relaxing songs. A this particular of time, am listening to Baby face’s songs There are two of my favorite songs from the group which are Fire- makes me keep on repeating its verse and Every time I close my eyes- featuring with Mariah Carey. Oh man, I love the tune of saxophone as in Every time I close my eyes song and it makes the song sounds immaculate. It makes me so relax and be a bit motivated. Gosh, if you were listening to the songs then you might give the same level of appraisal and allegation as what I am saying here. Well, music is kind of a personal belonging to each one of people. We be acquainted with and be pleased about things by in view of them from different angles before we can say or throw out our judgment toward something which be driven by our serendipitous social experiences and background. Well, to study about this, the issue of sociology and anthropology will take the place. Well, just tkae it from there (social expriences) in order to undersand our own intrest toward some particular of music and hobbies.

I did send some sms’ greeting to some of my close friends and not forget to my ex-bachelor thesis’ supervisor. Yeah, sometime it is good to sms those we have not been in touch for a while. Well, to all muslim friends, am wishing all of you a happy Eid and minta maaf fizikal dan mental. Hope all Malaysians will enjoy this session to the fullest regarding who you are. Keep the world at a peace tone! Btw, I would like to suggest you guys to watch a movie- the employee of the month. Sounds hilarious and side-splitting tho.I am keep on on listening BabyFace- Fire. Yeah i will take it from there in order to cheer up this "empty' day and transform it into a nice ans wonderful day. No words to nag here. Have a nice day people.

x0x0x Josh

11 October 2007

Some tonics of a life to be addressed carefuly.

Holla Peeps.. Today i would like to share something which are simple yet very realistic to tackel some predicaments in relatinonship and patch up your life to be more relax and a bit lighten up. The story goes like this:-

Hope these will be usefull for all of us. I deem it to be the coolest thing to be shared as we are always mingling with this kind of dilemma. The choices are straight in our daily menu board of life..till then, XOXOXOXOXOX

10 October 2007

feeling so good by JLo

holla beb...it's 4am. Feelin so good. Just came back from party-ing. Release all the tense for today. Cant think more for thesis writin. Feel drunk and high so i cant think wise to write some words here.hahha Well, enjoy the song peeps as i fucking like the beat of it.

9 October 2007

Enigma - Return to innocence

I love this song. It makes me feel that i'm in my own santuary. Can you see that all the above elements are reversed?what is the significant of fruits? Why there are old people in the vein of the song? It is not the begining of the end. Okies, take a close look to the video and what tringles to my mind is, it seems to revolve what has happened or similar to the "eden garden".Correct me if i was wrong but that is how i inteprete the vibes of the song and scence.All elements of earth are straight in the menu board of the song..if you get what am trying to say then do spot it if you can?hehehe...

A joke for today

Hi Boss,

People who do lots of work...

make lots of mistakes People who do less work...

make less mistakes People who do no work...

make no mistakes

People who make no mistakes... gets promoted

That's why I spend most of my time sending e-mails & playing games at work

I need a promotion by making less mistakes to u.

Nice to have it as a light release for today..Me? well, i am still writing and completing my academic writing which caters me trillion of dryness for this whole semester. Sounds that all universes are boring to me as my days and joys are sucked by the writing! At the same time i have to prepare my seft for next interview as an editor. Agian? Okies, i take it as my cup of tea. Am listening to "Return to Innoncence" by Engima. It is a nice and placid song, indeed..Just click the above tube if u are listening for more.


8 October 2007

jiwang le....

Yesterday, my good buddy called me up –Mike. We chated for a while to kill the time for no reason. He is so bitch lately. Nothing much can be done tho. To Mike- dude, sik kacak la girlfriend ko ya carik je yang lain! Talk about the chat, it was an unruffled chat and miss those old dense and crazy agendas! Then, today I was woke up again (up to that time, in the previous post I told you guys that I was woke up by an by a bewildering sms) because of a sms from one of my good Univ mates. What I can say, 70% of our time while in college was reserved for arguing with each other and as usual I always cool in debating! One of December baby’s traits? Sometime I do miss those “arguing” moments. In her sms, she said that, last weekend while she cleaned her place then she found those unadorned yet consequential notes which are from me. Erm, I cant have down pat which one but what I can say that I was ardent to drop some lines to those I feel comfortable with, especially during their important dates or so forth but am not that freak to drop notes devoid of reasons. Well, for Cecilia, I dedicate the song -1985 by Bowling for soup! It has some analogous stories with what we have now. I love em’.

Oh ya, I have my own poems and writing though and I keep it in my “book of shadow’ . Such an inventive and schmaltzy soul I guess. But then, don’t get me wrong as u may think am too “jiwang” aka passionate for nothing. I have 25 assortments of live and death poems! Most people feel taboo to talk about death but then without knowing the meaning of death how can you understand the meaning and feel the joy of life? Now am thinking of having some meals at Chillies . I have not been there for ages! Nah at the same time, Starbuck is cool tho.Am confusing which place should I to release my farmished. Yeah, am going alone! I guess am having writer’s block!!!! Am off for now.

6 October 2007

Hunting will never end

Sounds scary isn’t it? Nah it has no connection to the history of headhunter. Well, until now not all people are really understand the meaning of headhunter. Honestly, I have found few stupid fellas where they bumped their foolhardiness to me by asking “eh, you guys are still hunting for a head. Don’t you?” To my surprise, they have been living in a big city for quite a long time but then I still don’t really understand why they cant open their eyes to see the world around the globe? If they have problem to study something out of the box because there is no coverage facilities in term of broadcasting, then I am totally will point my fingers to them because they are JERK and i keep on saying this - your are Fucking asshole man, on the sly. Sounds stupid like a pig isn't? This state of affair really makes me on the warpath.

It has been alomot a week I have not updated my blog coz I am busying to hunt the time to complete my writing in the nick of time. Okies, let’s we see what stories I have for you guys to be went halves, shall we? on Wednesday, I was so hectic for job assessment which was at Puchong and it is freaking far from my place. I went out at 5.45am and reached the place at 8.00 am. The assessment was started at 8.30am as everyone was right on the schedule and the assessment lasted until 5.00pm. Oh man. the company has nice offers to those who are selected. I am applying for Town & Urban and Landscape Planning. I love landscape and environment so much. It makes me think and appreciate the world that I am living with. To my surprise, most of the candidates are a master holder. Gosh. I bet it is a competitive hunting. There were 400+ applicants for the post. After a rough screen test, then only 23 candidates were selected for the assessment. Then, at the end of the assessment, there are only 9 candidates had to go for the behavior interview including me.hehehe. I really hope to get the job in order to enhance my MA which I can say that I am a fresh graduate in the field of urban and town studies because I have no working experiences in such area if not in teaching line but I guess it is a time to change from teaching line to something new and ‘kinky’. What can I say here? I really wanted to have an itch to be in the line of the company’s rapid growth.

On Friday, I went to Cyberjaya for my second interview and it is for the post of an Editor. The company is also not that bad. One thing that I feel in the vein of in a publishing company is, they can wear what ever attire the want too. Means your office attires may not be formal but is should be tidy and exceedingly grand. This is my second endeavor for the post. As usual, I was given 3 set of tests which are 100 word sub-editing test, critical editing test and an essay. Well, I have no problem to deal with these two tests; 100 words test and an essay (I was doing a movie review and I have chosen Chuck and Larry to be disparaged). But the jumpy came to the surface when I need to deal with the critical editing. The text which was given cost me lot of time to think carefully in term of suitable vocabularies, grammar, speeling- am bad on it!, reliability, semantic- author query, and so forth. Besides that, the text is more specific to what the company is dealing with and it is a bit similar to legal texts! Mind you. I hope that my application will not be crossed out. I did my interpreter practical training in a court though but still hardly to understand those legal texts. It is really kicking my ass to digest the and download those fiddly and thorny words as the language is not that near to the common standard though! But, I still cross my finger for the post application. If not then I have to dare to play with the music yet i hope that they take a cake on me after checking my tests!My hunting for carrer and life will keep on 'rolling" bebeh.

Till then, will cater you guys more in the next other times. Have a good and nice Saturday fellas.

X0x0x0x0, Josh

1 October 2007

Am smilling all day long..

Recap for Sunday- Monday (today)

My buddies- 4 of them, and I went to Mines to have “wayang” time. Chuck and Larry was picked to be our “menu” for that day. Supposed to watch white noise but the ticket for the movie was sold out. Macam loteri pulak. But aint give lot of grievance much as the movie is cool, far-fetched and side-splitting yet it has realistic issue to be addressed by the world of globalization. It is about friendship, human right and social support. Without these, the concept of “anomie” will come out and this will kill the human kind. If you want to know more about “anomie” then try to search it from the internet or try to ready Durkheim’s work. He is an anthropologist. I am currently reading his book fopr pleasure. Hehehehe. Okies, that all about the movie.

Monday-today, I went to Dental Clinic. Besides that, my college is having elaction week so you can imagine how pack and busy the situation. But i made my way straight to Dental Department. I was overslept and i supposed to be the 1st patient. Luckly the clinic was not that crowded. I made an appointment a month ago. It is just to fix my front teeth. The teeth was chinked because of stupid leathery beef. Sounds asshole huh? huhuhu. I lost my confident to smile and meet others. Hardly to sustain my self-assured within a month while waiting the appointed date. Finally it is over! Gosh. I have to wait another month to fix some of my teeth. We have 2 doctors in duty and to my surprise, once we hit our age starting 20s we keen to make dental checking as a routine compared to us when we was a kid! Dentist was ‘inhuman’ at that particular of time . But now, starting with the age of 20s, people are getting knack of having good look and smile to burst and patch up their confident and dentist is become a friend who keeps their beauty. Hahah. I used to do dental checking once a year. Can I say, beauty is pain? Yeah it is. But I guess girls have it more than men. Glad to be a boy! Okies, I have no ideas to nag. I am hungry….yeah…will get back to you once I get my brain is filled with many ideas to be went halves. Even I can feel the pain on my gum but finaly I stepped out along the paving with a long and nice smile- perasan kejap

Xoxoxox Josh