14 September 2010

human is a merely machine

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready to install it now. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART, madam?

Customer: Yes, I have, but there are several other programs running right now. Is it okay to install while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running, madam?

Customer: Let's see... I have PAST-HURT.EXE, LOW-ESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running now.

Tech Support: No problem. LOVE will gradually erase PAST-HURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOW-ESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGH-ESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off, madam?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: My pleasure. Go to your Start menu and invoke FORGIVENESS.EXE. Do this as many times as necessary until it's erased the programs you don't want.

Customer: Okay, now LOVE has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes. You should receive a message that says it will reinstall for the life of your HEART. Do you see that message?

Customer: Yes, I do. Is it completely installed?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other HEARTs in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops. I have an error message already. What should I do?

Tech Support: What does the message say?

Customer: It says "ERROR 412-PROGRAM NOT RUN ON INTERNAL COMPONENTS." What does that mean?

Tech Support: Don't worry, madam, that's a common problem. It means that the LOVE program is set up to run on external HEARTs but has not yet been run on your HEART. It is one of those complicated programming things, but in non-technical terms it means you have to "LOVE" your own machine before it can "LOVE" others.

Customer: So what should I do?

Tech Support: Can you pull down the directory called "SELF-ACCEPTANCE"?

Customer: Yes, I have it.

Tech Support: Excellent. You're getting good at this. Now, click on the following files and then copy them to the "MYHEART" directory: FORGIVE-SELF.DOC, REALIZE-WORTH.TXT, and ACKNOWLEDGE-LIMITATIONS.DOC. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching any faulty programming. Also, you need to delete SELF-CRITIC.EXE from all directories, and then empty your recycle bin afterwards to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My HEART is filling up with new files. SMILE.MPG is playing on my monitor right now and it shows that PEACE.EXE, and CONTENTMENT.COM are copying themselves all over my HEART. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes a while, but eventually everything gets downloaded at the proper time. So, LOVE is installed and running. You should be able to handle it from here. Ah, one more thing.

Customer: Yes?

Tech Support: LOVE is freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everybody you meet. They will in turn share it with other people and they will return some similarly cool modules back to you.

Customer: I will! Thanks for your help!

p/s: go and watch the story- "p/s i love you"

xoxoxox, Josh

solid imagery

a story begins............

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly.
One day a small opening appeared.
He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours
as it struggled to squeeze its body through the tiny hole.
Then it stopped, as if it couldn’t go further.

So the man decided to help the butterfly.
He took a pair of scissors and
snipped off the remaining bits of cocoon.
The butterfly emerged easily but
it had a swollen body and shriveled wings.

The man continued to watch it,
expecting that any minute the wings would enlarge
and expand enough to support the body,
Neither happened!
In fact the butterfly spent the rest of its life
crawling around.
It was never able to fly.

What the man in his kindness
and haste did not understand:
The restricting cocoon and the struggle
required by the butterfly to get through the opening
was a way of forcing the fluid from the body
into the wings so that it would be ready
for flight once that was achieved.

Sometimes struggles are exactly
what we need in our lives.
Going through life with no obstacles would cripple us.
We will not be as strong as we could have been
and we would never fly.

p/s: just be a bit "struggle" in order to stay alive and kickin'" Ingatlah, mimpi adalah kunci untuk menaluki dunia tetapi apa jua keadaan perlulah tabah walau hakikatnya adalah melelahkan"

xoxoxo, Josh

12 September 2010

The reality doesn’t have a frame…

What would tingle to your mind by reading the title of this entry?
Would it be hard for you to digest what am I trying to say here?
Well, it is a random thought tho. Today, I have been spending my time from morning till night to do and search something on the net. For what?it is not about Facebook at all tho. My mind is keep on tracing and at the same time does question me where am I now? In the state of confusion? Too many dilemmas I MUST think even sometime I keep my self to the most simplest thing.
Too many things I have not settled yet.So I don’t that easy to fall apart. It is just a beginning of the day for me.I need to head up.
So,before writing this entry, I wrote what I do afraid the most and every solution I can do to get all of the rid from my eyes.A friend of mine told me, we must behold to what we think that others. Be the first party to vessel your direction and let others be the second.

So, to start a new day, I went to The Spring- one of Kuching Shopping Complex, and I got some exceptional remedies to my “inferior state”. Managed to bought a Hush puppies T, then a new perfume, a Hush Puppies Pant and the most that I really need is –a book” the power of social networking”.A book you must read.

To be truth, I was a very introverted guy and don’t have a gut to meet up or face the realities. Well, time goes by and many things change rather than be in a static state.
The book says: relationship and connection over time lead to trust, which is the key to capital formation. So, I must say, I really need a truly formation over my self. A mindset and attitude formation, indeed!
till then... believe, work darn hard and respect your self...and behold what you have in heart and mind.



4 September 2010

we both are a pyramid

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown
Solid as the ground we've known
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up
And even in a desert storm
Sturdy as a rock we hold
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Cold, never ever when you're close
We will never let it fold
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricane cant take your love from me

P/S: do you like a pryamid?


3 September 2010

a quick entry

Dummy or dumper?
Which one is the most suitable phrase to describe yourself?
Apparently, the sense of “defining who are you” is a very tough yet a bit more illustrative to categorize who are u while in the midst of public communion. This state of affair comes and acrosses my attention when a biz partner of mine is cheated by someone who is so merciless, deceitful and always takes for granted for what he is wanted to have. So I leave you with a witty question to be shouted out loud- who is stupid here? The so called nerdy yet full with a blessed heart or the person who is always knows when to get a trap?

The answer for such question is so indistinguishable to be comprehended. Well, such question wont have any defined answer and the final argument regarding the issue will be depending on who has the majority solid ideas despite the consequences of the logic and accountability matters. Your blessed and wise gist would not help you much if you are in the state of evincible. Pitty to a friend of mine. The asshole is such a bad treat and he may represent thousands of people who may have such a small little brain which may seem to be in the same size with his own balls by taking advantage toward those helping hands.
Now, let’s see ..life becomes a business to us nowadays. We are taking advantage to those who may not be called as stupid but those who may have the at least quarter of saint’s traits. Sometimes, those wise man who may have a potable heart and full of resplendent of mindset would be easier to be a victim because of being in the state of having a simple mind and heart. We always think that “ please don’t put your self in a complicated mood” but we resist to be so and it is such a normal trait among human. Due to such state of affair we keen to create misery and chaos in our surrounding. Human is so unique to be understood even by human them selve. Due to such fact, the academic world sees the emergence of anthprology and sociology.

So how is about those who are always taking advantage toward those helping hands?would such people can be easily called as a great survivor or a jerk with full of libelous desires. Well, this is not to get the definite answer as it merely to get the most and majority gist regarding such cliché question all over the world. In such cruel world, a cliché stereotype is- when you are involving your self in a business line then others or you yourself may have a second thought those who are running their own business will considered to be a “bundle machine of cash” to other or you yourself.Back to the story that I have , a friend of mine is being “a dummy” to a guy by lending sum of amount before reckoning the risk she may have at the end of the day. What’s a life tho. Such stupid cliché- “ you are the biz line people, then you will be the last opt for us when we are in the cul-de sec of cash flow? Depending to others rather than you get it by yourself. Doesn’t mean that while in biz line there would be “smooth and easy”. It is just that you have the capability to design what size of profit you want to have at the end of month compared to working line. Yet, the risk and tension are both collided when you are in biz line. That why they deserve to get the best of everything due to the ability to handle a huge amount of stress and the risk they will encounter throughout the biz journey.

So, the conclusion is,don’t ever take any advantage to the “dummy” and don’t be so proud to be a “dumper” coz remember, what revolves us involves us.

so beware of dumpper