i'm in love so deeply ..........................

Holla peeps, here i guess i need to a short confession for today ( it is Sunday)

I think am too ardent and zealous and deeply in love with no doubt to this thing (what it is?) wich is seem to be one of the most prefect things being made by human being...hehehe, as for now i guess....



so here it is......





( it looks so charming in this look)



(cool with some of great features which are needed for an executive as the phone is to compact with many things.... that why, for me, it can be so immoderation to young executive outside there.)



( this what i can call as my Indulgence for this time frame....i guess i really really want it and this might be one of my short goal settings for this October i guess...)






previously am using this...i still love with this one but then, to change we need to sacrifice something around us....regardless what it may be.....(*sight*)


till then

xoxoxox, Josh

When you are down?? u shall listen to this beautiful lesson

the story goes like this.....





The girl in the picture is Katie Kirkpatrick, she is 21 . Next to her, her fiancé, Nick, 23.
The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on January 11, 2005 in the US .
Katie has terminal cancer and spend hours a day receiving medication.
In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of chemo to end.






In spite of all the pain, organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took care
of every detail. The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weigh





An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that Katie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well.
The other couple in the picture are Nick's parents. Excited to see their son marrying his high school sweetheart..





Katie, in her wheelchair with the oxygen tube , listening to a song from her husband and friends




At the reception, Katie had to take a few rests. The pain did not allow her to stand for long periods







Katie died five days after her wedding day. Watching a woman so ill and weak getting married and with a smile on her face makes us think.....




Happiness is reachable, no matter how long it lasts .
We should stop making our lives complicated.


Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.






~am listening to "i'd come for you" by nickelback and this is so nice song to be shared with those passionate and loyal lover outside there ~


xoxoxdox, Josh

Celebrating a "besday" on a cruise...

What a life style....gosh, my friends and i went to have some fun in a cruise and it was not mere a fun but then the most happening time for us at that time was celebrating a birthday to a great friend who has a good quality of leadership in an organization and yet so humble to people. Actually this party was held on 18 th July 2008. So sorry coz i took time to upload this post to this blog...am ki9nd of lazy a bit tho...yeah, that is one of my unprincipled attitudes ...so to cut this crap short, we were invited to this so called "Hawaii party"... regardless with how many money some people may have but then i guess not so many people will have the same experience my buddies and i have...so, here i would like to share it with you all....our special moment on that day...WE WAS IN A CRUISE ( SARAWAK RIVER CRUISE, KUCHING) .....we were so excited coz the cruise took us for 2 hours on the board while having great wine and dine...gosh, all i can say is that.... what a life dudes....


so here are the pics....





....we were here dudes and jazz....




see, we were so excited








..me ..in a Hawaii theme....







...the party was started with a rhythm....












so, that all for now..will be here agian with a new post...






take care...
xoxoxo, Josh

i deeply mean it...

Of love and settling...


put my dreams onto your plate and pick at my brains for supper.....

by Mary Guise William....




so people, can you get all the lines????the answer will be presented and reflected in this picture...





~meeting you was fate, i guess becoming your friend was a choice for me, and one thing i might say "it is beyond my control when i fall in love with you~



xoxoxox, Josh

Need some spaces

Not in frame of mind now......

Today, I refused to go outside rather than I stayed alone for a short break. I supposed to be in office at 5pm with Maria but then I feel that I need to have a time for my own. Too many things to be sorted out and with all those overload inputs and outputs make me swing. August has a great challenge for me and Maria and the others. We have 90% changes in our next plan which will be effective, at this early September. When it comes to a new plan, obviously there will be a very short time frame for us to digest, comprehend and to get familiar with the plan and its system. Yeah, I still can choose either I want to make it now or later but in business line, first do first serve…I guess I have an ideal axiom for my own. The rational is, you work for yourself to be paid. know lot of people who are outside there have the identical problems as what I have now. Come on, all these things are a rampant while we are in the circle of adulthood So to my other youth, enjoy your youth exceedingly. More than ever when you are in campus or somewhere else…(this message is dedicated to those who are free from any burdens of life or commitments)…Go and don’t stay at campus for no reasons.. Go and have fun…Me?nah, I guess I had so much fun when I was in campus..nah..am not in the part of naive or nerd when it comes to fun. Above all when I was in my undergraduate times….so that why, by this times (I mean while you are having lot of binders, especially from your family, your surrounding, your job, society and the most important is yourselves….) Yet, until now I still have my fun even if my working time is always 10 or 12 hours in a day. No reason for me not to think about my self for such frenzied life…Well, am not a kind of person who is like a small little frog within a glass..he can see everything around him but then has no temerity to be out form it…

Middle age or what ever you may call it….well, what should I say? I took it from a positive side then. I will never give any chance for it to scummy my “teenage feeling” with lot of multifarious surrounding…When it comes to a state of affairs where I guess I need to make choices but by some means i feel blameworthy and hurt, it is not to say that I should say a BIG NO for it. Well, my consideration? Satisfactory? Nah..all that will not be in the first place and not a main disquiet tho! Yeah not at all…It is not a matter whether I like it or not..but in some crucial situations I need to be cruel and harsh even to my self..Do I have to life to my self? Yes…Do I have to loyal to my self? My right side says Yes and another side would be another way around…

My weakness is ..when I confront problems…I will never try to share with others especially those who are too close or first degree or second degree of imminence friends to give me a hand while am in the . Pembuat kek called my for several times…my unprincipled stance is…..i let it rang and I kept hushed.


Ok., people. I would like to jogging to ease all those tense…Jogging makes your body to have lot and lot of hormone (I forgot the name of it) and this will ease your feeling. Come and have a bright day yah…

a random post...

Nah..think of having a random writing and here it is…








Drink to me only with thine eyes,
And I’ll pledge with mine…Or leave a kiss but in the cup…
Coz I’ll not ask for wine!
Let’s not drink, let’s just sit here…
And look each other….
Any other options? yeah…sure…
Put a kiss inside my goblet, and I wont want anything to drink….

(adapted from some poets)


chaow......

xoxoxox, Josh

Langkawi trip.....

holla peeps....


here i would like to post my Langkawi trip which i had on june, 2009 (23 June until 25 june).Pembuat kek and i went to Langkawi and we gambled our direction and time to be there by using a bus. Why am saying this?because we don't have any proper plannings when we both want to shoot the globe. If not, we want to have a really good and cozy vocations…nah for me, the more unbreakable and escapade the more out of the ordinary and exigent the vocations will be. This will make any adventure or vocations seem to be more fascinating and impressive and superb to me…We took a tren from kajang to KL central..then we took a star LRT to puduraya..but then we had a stop at Time Square to watch the Transformer (the revenge of the fallen) then we both took a bus from Pudu raya to Kuala Perlis...on the way back..we took a bus from Kuala Perlis to Hentian Kajang...actually the journey was too electrifying and enormous to be intricated in this short writing…so I try my best to let those pictures to do their jobs…I done my part there…(hehehe). Due to my hectic , so I was belatedly to post those pictures in my blog and blog about them. Ok, enough said…now I wont talk much..that I will let those pictures to speak for themselves.





...me with a simple snap after riding a cable car to the top of the mountain (i forget the name of the mountain but those who have a ride of the cable car will know which mountain i refer too)


......these pictures are too enormous and fine-looking panorama which are should not be wasted for no reasons by all people especially malaysians....we have lot of "a 1st world class" of tourism destinations in our own places...it is such a place like no others....

































so i guess, i stop here for now and will get back later on with some others story to be shared with...




xoxoxo, Josh