The quicky of the early morning

Hai silent readers,


While typing this entry, my attention is captured by the lovely drops of raining from my window view. So sweet. What’s more, am thinking about how providential I am with all I have. Yeah, as a human being, we hardly being satisfy to our surrounding. Due to that particular instinct, god gives u a lovely yet intricate brain for us to be able to chase and do some improvements to please our ‘never ending’ desires. That is the beauty of being a human. By making improvements to improve the quality of your satisfaction across times and spaces. This kind of state of affair needs a complex mind to work on this matters. So, thinking about the desires, I have talked to my biz partner to do something which sounds cool to commemorate this coming new year. Celebrating the new year without archiving or getting something is not my type. So, now am thinking to take a big task from my biz partner which needs to be completed before this end of month. For any great job and performance will be rewarded. So my biz partner says that she will gives me an item of LV. Mind you. Can this state of affair be called as the serendipity in the context of mine? The cheapest LV item may cost you merely RM 600. So I challenge my self to give the very best of my performance to complete her challenges. Now, I have just finished my planning for tomorrow. Lot of people I need to give a buzz for update. Gosh, my postpaid bill will be in a highly hike! But I don’t care coz am not a kind of person who waste the bill talking for zilch. Wasting the saliva je.

Talking about the concept of contentment, since pembuat kek is not around, so I more homey. I have my lunch and dinner at home. Well, my meal would be the mix of peas, some salad, and some vegetables. NO RICE intakes at all. Out of blue, i love to watch Rachel Ray ‘s talk show at midnight. At that show, she came out with the “big mac” recipe. This recipe was attributed to USA Olympic Training Center which is one of the main meals for trainers before they were going to Beijing. So, as the recipe uses pasta for the main ingredient, so I was so tempting to have pasta. The next morning, I made my way to a supermarket to get groceries. So I bought pasta (I choose those with less carbohydrate), celery, onion, radish, carrot, white mushroom, onion leaves, tomato puree, blended of fish meat, half cooked of beans, and slices of sausage. I changed a bit of the main elements of the menu coz I strictly monitor my diet plan. The final touch, I mixed the pasta with black and white pepper. I fried those meat with thyme and herb with addition of olive virgin oil. Also, with the taste of mayonise flavour. It is a must for me with some drops of lemon juice. So it was smelled good. So here is the picture of my pasta and it was right away from my amature cooking skills.

It looks simple but full of flavor and scrumptious tho especially with my favorite drink It tastes so heavenly to me.. So i took pasta for lunch and dinner. Whole some of the pasta for the whole day~


Till then, I will update late

xoxox, Josh

Spreed the love in the air

Hai peeps,

Happy Sunday to all of my silent readers. Today is a bit gloomy tho. In fact,I have been spending all my day from morning to evening at home, or to be exact, in my room. My housmates are busy outing with their couple. Pitty to me.I have not been in a track for almost 4days. So it means that i really really need to control my food intakes. Perhaps i need to take less then 900 calories per day if am not jogging, swimming or hit to the gym. So, i need cut less carbo and meat but put lot of vege in my meals. When i say a lot..it means too much tho. My buddies say that the foods i consume are almost alike to what the foods which are servered in a hospital. Nah, i dont really care, as long as i keep the shape and look fit and also attractive in the age of 25. As the age is increasingly, the body may have low metobolisme to diggest the food and that why, people keen to have a hike in their weight eventhough they take less food. By, taking less foods doesnt mean that it is an effective way to cut the wieght. You shoud cut less calories intake not the food. Knowing the calories for every food might be a bonus for you to loss your weight. I love vegetables and don't you ever say that vegetable is a "rabit's food". Pembuat kek was too busy for the whole week and in fact the weather is not really suitable for us to have outdoor activities. Today pembuat kek had her last paper so I had nothing to do while waiting for her for a lunch. Regrettably, pembuat kek couldn’t make it coz she needs to have a nap and rest. So we are be of the same mind to meet up in evening. As I have a promises to pembuat kek to help her to pack all of her stuffs. So, while waiting to meet up with her this evening, I am tryin' to engrave something on this blog. Yesterday, my internet connection was suck and it sucessfully fucked me up tho due to heavy rain. I was darn bored all day long( Pembuat kek couldn’t spend her time coz she has to do a final revision for the last paper). I went for Kajang to deal with my postpaid bil then while strolling around in a shooping complex alone, then something popped in to my mind. Why not I buy a gift to celebrate pembuat kek and her family coz she and her family will move to their new house. In fact, new year is coming, so I think that it is a wise idea to do “a whole sum” of gift for both celebrations. So I made a quick survey to all stores. But then nothing stroke my attention. So I called a friend of mine- Cecilia. She was my junior and also a dealer for aroma therapy things. The irony thing was, she completed her Master 1 semester earlier than me. She had a coursework modulebut mine was a coursework and research modul. So ,I bought a set of that particular thing from Cecilia. I made my way fast to home coz that time was almost 6pm coz i have a date with pembuat kek at 8pm.I wrapped it in a classy look.so here it is….Tadaaa…..


The Front Look

Side look


How does it look? So classy right? I wrapped it by using newspapers. The Star Newspaper occay. Still sounds alluring and glamorous. I used a purple ribbon to complete the touch of the warping thing. So finally, a complete touch with my armature warping techniques are shown to the surface. Yeah..so puas hati. A lady in an accessory stall helped me to choose what kind of ribbon suit to the newspaper look. I just want to have something which is classy and sentimental impression. So what kind of aromatherapy set I have bought? Rahsia k. But then, the cost of it is almost similar to a month salary for a fresh undergraduate. Even the wrapping looks cheap but the as the old saying says “don’t judge a book by it cover”. That what I told to pembuat kek. (Pembuat kek may read this post). Coz I was too rushed to warp the gift so I forgot to take a picture of it. Later I ask permission form pembuat kek to tak a snap of it. I hope the gift macth and suit the theme of their new lovely house. It is much better if the thing can make the shinning chandelier, which was choosen by pembuat kek looks luxury.



I took in about 40 minutes to warp the gift. It costed me a lot of time to choose a suitable newspaper backgroud to emerge the classy and elegant look. Well, after all are done, then i have a short rest and had my favorite drink (which is the favorite drink for pembuat kek too..so sehati dna sejiwa kononya) and here it is.....

It is a routine for both of us to have it after lunch and dinner. This is our favorite green tea with a lemon flavour. It has lot of benifits to have it. It helps you to reduce the calories intakes, reduce the ageing impact, and to avoid from cancer. I like green tea so much! Even my family also love green tea.You call should try it peeps for a better life style!

till then, have a nice day with a lovely heart in sunday evening fellas.

X0X0X, Josh

I'm in the cul-de-sac thinking

It’s earlly in the morning and I still wide awake fellas.

Since I have plethora of time, then my nocturnal refuses to conquer my bed time. So what am I doing in this early morning? Well, I spend my time with my reading activities which is a part of my routine. So my times is used wisely. Am still waiting for the faculty to give my thesis for the correction. Hopefully they can give it as soon as possible coz I will fly again to Kuching, which almost certainly in the midst of November due to biz trips (agian and again). As far as I disquiet, the faculty still has not got any readers for it. Gosh! Wow, the time is moving so swiftly and the scariest thing is, we are heading to the end of year. Now, UKM is having its exams weeks. I will fly to Kuching once Pembuak kek has finished her exams. Pembuat kek has one more paper to go which is Statistics Methods- the subject that makes me not that really dull to the scientific calculation. After pembuat kek finished the last paper, then I have few days to spend with her. I’ll be in Kuching almost for 2 months. I bet I miss pembuat kek like crazy! In the mean time, while waiting for pembuat kek to end the last paper, I am spending my times to do my reading on several topics which I would start to engrave especially for the purpose of my PhD. By the way, talking about the end of this year, I find my self that I have been doing almost 70% of my plans which have been planned for the year 2008. For instance, I put my speed up to read more and more (even faster) for many issues and disciplines. I bet that am in the same track to the previous ‘Josh; (read my resolution for 2008 by navigating the December’s post for the 2007) who comes with the aim to become more independent all the ways he wants to be, especially, when he is being in the horizon of knowledges. So I think I can be more and more articulate to discuss everything under the sun compared to previous ‘Josh’.

Well, I have 2 rough topics to be chosen for my PhD proposal which are 1. Writing and Speaking development methods using Linguistics Tools (Under the filed of English Linguistic and TESL) Or
2. Sustainable Index for the rural areas development : The case study: economic and transposition index in agriculture areas ( Under the filed of Urban and Town Planning).


I have a reason for each topic I have made. I come with the first topic because nowadays we always face the old state of affair about people who have the problem to master the English. Some of them have a good sound of English but connection of the flow of writing with the vocabulary is almost suck. Yet, some of them are good in writing but then the connectivity of ideas and words used are so bored and a bit indistinctness (does this state of affair make you think that you are good in the language?) Let me count, how many years have you spend your time to study the language? Sorry for my outspoken mind- I was an editor for an instructor who has a Bachelor, Master and PhD from the UK and yet the English is so upside down! She is good in speaking but then in writing, the syntax is so upside down!The most horrible thing is, when the person is so educated then she or he keens to create unknown sentence structures which is going to be fitted in a page. Not to mention with full of the ambiguity of vocabularies in the pages.That why, we cant understand what the hell they are talking about. So, I come to my own entomologies of idea where, even you may sound almost perfect to the language but then when the flow of your language (words (vocabulary), meaning(semantic and pragmatic) and the flow of writing-the system of writing) is not strong or being in the “same page” with each other, then it means that there still a lack of English essentials in you. Am not talking am so good tho. Yet, am still studying more and more on how to improve my self. So, here I come with a linguistic device to construct a model which can help us to be more like “mat salleh” when we need to speak in English. Hence, Teacher Emy Kadam says that Linguistic has less prominent to gratify me with the future prospects. Eventhough Emy has English as her major but then she is currently not teaching English tho. So kesian kan but no need to me to dialouge her "kesian" in my blog..ahakss.Shall we go for the next line?

Ok, for the second topic, I do have an interest to create some new improvements to the rural areas especially how to preserve the rural areas, especially the agricultures areas, to make it more sound sustainable which be able to cater the future generations. Not to deny that agriculture sector has major impact on our economic development. The degrading of agriculture productivity due to the lack of sustainable actions will make your place hunger for raw materials and by the end of the day, it is not surprisingly that , for instance, we need to do a lot of export for those sands, solid and water (for instance). If there were no all these elements, so how can we go the nation of being developed country? How we can develope our manufacturing sector? In development, we will say that particular country has a good development by taking into account the facilities provided by the goverment and also by considering the human capital index as an indicator to measure which levels of development are we. Will the architecture and engineering disipline will be the main actor in providing the good infrastructure and other facilities while we are having the shortage of raw materials? Well, I wont elaborate more on this. So ,know am in the department of digging and digging more matterials to be read in order for me to be more articulate to what i am looking for and it has to come with passion to do the PhD. Frankly speaking i do it for pleasure and not for having a big cash. If you want to be a big spender then go for the bussiness line then. Who cares?

I am still in the mood of love tho. Thinking about pembuat kek. So sweet when out of blue pembuat kek sms-ed me then asked me to listen the song by Acha (sampai menutup mata) if I am wondering what does she think at this moment. Listening to this song makes me realize that Jlo’s dialing tone has the same melody to the “sampai menutup mata” song. OMG, baru I perasan that the song is so placid and the wording is so goosebumps. Gosh, I really cant wait to me pembuat kek tomorrow and in order to answering your question by using the song as your sweet metaphora, then I will certainly respon to you by saing these:-


In every romance, there will be times of ups and downs that test the strength of our love for each other. As I've learned, each downturn only makes me want you more.Having to part with you, even for a second, is really painful for me tho. In the course of times we have been together, you have changed me a lot and it makes me more sentitive to what you like and dislikes. You have taught me the meaning of appreication, patience and humility which above all, kindness that puts yourself behind others. I do not give a shit about how many admirers I have waiting in line. It is not them that my heart desires. It is you, and only you. I hope I have not been a disappointment to you. Warrpering my warm arms all over your body, with my nose being pressed against your cheek, coddling in your fragrance and softness of love, is the sweetest feeling of love I ever have.

Nah, i really cant wait for tommorow. My mind is keep on singging the quitoxic wordings.


till then, am off for now fellas.

xoxoxox Josh.

My feeling is tagged by this Buzz

My pembuat kek gives a lovely song and which has a total meaning of her heart. What a lovely melodrama thing tho. So here i am, i share and tribute this song to all of you my readers..



Acha Septriasa - Sampai Menutup Mata

Embun di pagi buta
Menebarkan bau asa
Detik demi detik ku hitung
Inikah saat ku pergi
Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Berikanlah aku hidup
Takkan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi

(Korus)
Aku tak mudah mencintai
Aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
Aku tak mudah mengatakan
Aku jatuh cinta


Senandungku hanya untuk cinta
Tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
Tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
Sampai ku menutup mata
Cintaku sampai ku menutup mata


Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Berikanlah aku hidup
Takkan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0W8ck7Ks3s


xoxoxo Josh

Today entertaiment buzz- To make you feel my love by Adele

When the rain is blowing in your face

And the whole world is on your caseI

could offer you a warm embrace

To make you feel my love

When evening shadows and the stars appear

And there is no one to dry your tears

I could hold you for a million years

To make you fell my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet

And I would never do you wrong

I've known it from the moment that we met

There's not doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue

I'd go crawling down the avenue

There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do

To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on a rolling sea

And on the highway of regret

The winds of change are blowing wild and free

You ain't seen nothin' like me yet

There and nothin' that I wouldn't do

Go to the ends of the earth for you

Make you happy make your dreams come true

To make you feel my love

*This song has a beautiful and placid arrangment. Yet, the lyric means so much as it flows with the rythme of love and cares. Gosh, it makes my senses keep on crawling to listen more and more for this song. I tribute this song to those who are looking for love, losing their love and in the making of love. Listening to this song makes i my seft, personaly, feel humble and 'down to earth" to the person loves you for no regret to what you are and who you are... This can be a really sweet song for the weeding scene. By the way, i tribute this song to my bebe-pembuat kek..Thumb up to Adele for bringing this song with a unquie range of voice. Good in making the simple yet nice placement of the tone and also the flow of the sound. Till then, enjoy of listening the song (by clicking the below link). Do sing together with me, will ya?







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xoxoxoxo Josh

Quicky posting

Cheer up


Hai peeps,

Today am feeling a bit release due to the fact that one of my projects has been done , successfully. One of my clients agrees to do the payment and am kind of waiting for the “fruit” with both hands. Need to work more harder coz too much things I need to settle especially to makes sure that I have enough bucks to support my PhD. God’s will, perhaps am thinking to buy some properties next year. One of my friends bought 2 Semi Ds and he merged both together. So great tho and am so envy on that. Am dreaming on a Mediterranean home style. But the most imperative thing, what I learn in business line, you need to show ur result then people will take it as a positive perspective on you. That why in the early stage of doing business people will put a little bit of their investment on a car. Picture this, let’s say that you are targeting a big project and it worth to you, and in fact you are totally qualified for the project. What would u do? To convince people that you are qualified, would u show your housing grad to your client to make an attestation that you are really a bizman? Or let’s say that your property is in the making , would u bring them to the “in the making” thing? Or just showing your bank account to testimony that you own almost 5 figure income in a month? That are so scarstic and show off things to be done. Just put this state of affairs in yourselves, would u do a business affair with someone who physically has not really convinces your gut feeling? For sure you are truly make your step vigilantly when it come to trust other people coz you don’t want to be called as an asshole who is effortlessly being cheated . Especially when it comes to a big cash. Me neither! So, hopefully this coming January I can get my dream car. I’ll talk about it in the next post once if officially have in. the clue- am dreaming about a first car which is above 100K. God’s will tho. Just be patient aite?

Not that really goose bumps thing but when you do something with your truly heart and efforts and once in a while you are in upside down, then you really be pleased about every single drop of your efforts. Nah, am not in actual fact be bothered about what people think about me. The most essential thing is “I really care about what I think about them’. Coz they don’t feed you when u are starving for a stable and cozy life. Those people won’t help you with their both hands for you to hold on. A good friend doesn’t even bother about what you are b rather than to know what is happen to you. Hardly to make our plans be in the line as what we want too. Should I say, not that unproblematic to make our plan in the same page with us, literally. But then, at least, having lot of plans will help us not to depend on one plan only. So it is excellent that we can straightforwardly do some quick proxies. Talking about “replacement” , am listening to the song “Irreplaceable” by a darn funny singer. The song seems to be a prodigy to the real one. Where a lot of funny and scarstic things towards girls. Really nice and cute voice tho even it sounds a bit taboo. So of people say it is sang by Neyo but I bet it wasn’t by him.

I just had my lunch with bebe. Pembuat kek looks nice today. Really nice and supreb. compred to the weeks where pembuat kek felt so tension with the surrounding around her. Well, pembuat kek helps me a lot and i tight my heart for you, bebe. (wink) Credit to u bebe.


I guess, need to stop till here. Will catch up with your guys again once I have time to reload some bumper issues for the next posting.

xoxoxo, Josh

Movie of this month

It’s been quite long time for me not to update with any type of entertainment buzz. Well, today, I choose “Good Luck Chuck” as the movie of the month. Some of you might raise ur eyebrow or drawn when am talking about the movie. I have been watching the movie for many times. Dane Cook is a natural romantic comedian, I guess. My credits go to him. Also Jessica Alba is really good being ‘clumsy’ as the script wants too. Well, what I can say about this movie? It is so romantic, spectacular charming for most of its’ scenes, and sometime we may wish that we want to find a love as easy and romantic and what Cook and Alba have. The love finding is so “bed of roses’ I guess. It makes me be pleased about the love I have and how I wish to be in the scene of being falling in love at the first sight or during the first date. Gosh, the movie makes me to be in the castle in the sky where I can fall in love again and again, above all, when the first time u feel the angle of love shoots a love bow in a straight line to the center of your heart (wink).

Back to the movie, well, nobody will have such a significant chance as both Cook and Alba have. Cook, who is being cursed as what his mind tells him, finds his love in the most quixotic ways and totally hostile with the “terminology of cursing, literally. The traits of being gawky and klutzy of Alba makes Cook occupies his heart for her. Such a unique remarks which tells apart Alba with other chicks who only want to be fucked by Cook for the reason of meeting up with the soul mate after 1 fucking shoot. That makes the story becomes passionate comedian as both of them. Thank god that I have the movie in my pc. So I can keep on watching the movie for the soul rejuvenation. I like the song which is entitled “shut me out” by Aidan Hawken which is one of the songs for the movie. To me, the song has so simple wordings and one of the best words which create a center of attention the most are:-

If I could start all over with you again,I'd change the way the story ends.I'd try my best to help you along,If ever there's anything wrong,But I know you gotta be moving on.

Here is the link for you guys if you want to listen to the song. Believe me, listening to this song makes you want to fall in love again and again……

Besides that, Hawken has a soft tone of voice. His sweet chestura makes the song seems to be live and get to the line of the scene where Cook tries to fix the things and say that “the thing you love maybe needed to let go”. The voice which is a bit husky and it makes the wordings sound romantic to ears. Nice projection of the voice tho. Husky yet soft. Rough but with a soft and silky edge. He is not singing from his throat all the way and that why Hawken’s tone can be heard clearly even the song is so slow (melody arrangement). I am sure he uses his diaphragm more and supports his voice and this makes u can hear the full potential of what his instrument (Oral production organ) can do.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G1vG9KCT12o



Bravo to the production teams and also to the greats romantic actors-Cook and Alba.

Loveeeeeeeeeeee it..

Josh