Just to be aware of what?

To many scary things are happened to us, above all, in nowadays societies. Criminal is every where and vital disease is just “around” your Conner. Sounds daunting and bloodcurdling huh? Well, this is the fact. Am not to say that I am having OCD as called by Mr Darcythewithy. Ok, do you know what is OCD? Here are some phrases which are provided by Mr. Darcythewitty (u are acknowledged here bro)

What is OCD? Obessive Compulsive Disoder


a psychiatric anxiety disorder most commonly characterized by a subject's obsessive, distressing, intrusive thoughts and related compulsions (tasks or "rituals") which attempt to neutralize the obsessions.



Yeah, for you info, I feel insecure when I am in the middle of crowed places as there might be the a silent killer which comes with “white mask” and it is so prefect to be called as a silent blast. Not to say that I am so meticulous and fussy about anything but hell ya, I have to admit this for some reasons. Something about me;-

I can say that I never even try to touch the edge of escalator while using it as I assume that there are so many people are touching it who has different background of health. We never know if there is some infected emulsion of human being like blood. You never sure and know if your skin is having scratch so it may lead those viruses or bacteria to get in. Besides that I am reluctant to grip or touch any LRT or commuter’s rows in case I cant manage to get a seat.

I rarely use men’ toilet type which is located at a wall and you just simply pee on it. Nah, the toilet might have some infected urine of sick people- STD?, mind you. Let say, you are having high shoot of pee straight to the “wall” then sure it will reflect back to you right? or specifically it may reflect to the Pe**s back. About the consequences of it, nah I wont elaborate more on it. Be my guess to figure it out. Having a “big business” aka defecating at public toilet (unless at KLCC) is not for me, tho. Cheap malls will not be at my 1st place as its toilet is not managed propely, and still.

Money or coin is a great medium of transferring diseases. Anybody have right to owe and have it regardless what status you are. I do make sure that after touching or griping it, I make sure I wont touch any part of my body especially the face. The reason is, because I do have pimples and sometime they are to easy to attract bacteria as the skin surface may be exposed while having some recovery pimples. So , by touching it to ur face, you may help those bacteria to come in. Well, we never know where does the money come from right? Washing hand? Detol is my priority here.

You may say that I am so freak to some extend or can be called as OCD.Nah, I don’t bother what people might say as long I am pretty sure that I am to conscious about health and fitness. What I have written here are just a simple thought to be shared which is what I am thinking now. No force or temptation to urge you all to be as what I am now- too freak about all these universes yet I am not that isolated from the logical thought for some situations unless they have some high jeopardizes to be alerted. This is the life and thanks god that we are able to read and understand some facts about how to keep safe to your self even it is cant be prevented 100% but unless you manage to control rather than just folding your arms.The saying- Education makes your life better , can be applied and sounds logic in this context- Health maintenance. Sorry if I do freak you guys out. Till then, will nag again for some issues.
Bersama menuju ke arah masyarakat sihat…

Xoxoxo Josh

Kelly Rowland- Still In Love With My Ex REMIX (With lyrics)

Nice song. Well, i heard it before but then just that today i feel would like to put it in my blog. Kelly has the potential to spread her wings among her other counterparts. So classy yet it shares the sense of "jovial" in loving someone even it may sound hurt and irony to some extends while you are in the department of forgiving any unsecure considerations which knock ur heart till ur feet to be forgiven...sounds wierd isnt it?yeah. A poet may have this kind of tought i guess. Enjoy the lyric fellas...those who are not dare to ahve chance to love and be loved then, do not further and proceed to listen to it as it may make you to be dangerously in love agian with someone that you never deem for.hehehehe ;p

Let's get our old good days back, shall we?

I love the wording and the music.Thanks to Natanile Imbruglia for the lovely song- Tron. It is so simple yet its words can be mean about some deep meanings of feeling toward someone especially while u are being rejected...Music brings unspoken voices to be heard so my peeps, just go havles this music with each other..Shall we?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTod6ecTzUg

i thought I saw a man brought to life

He was warm,

he came around like he was dignified

He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldn't be that man

I adoredYou don't seem to know, don't seem to care what your heart is for

But I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie

My conversation has run dry

That's whats going on, nothing's fine

I'm torn

I'm all out of faith

this is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late,

I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's tell us right

Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light

But you crawled beneath my veins and nowI don't care,

I have no luck,

I don't miss it all that much

There's just so many things that I can't touch,

I'm torn I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late,

I'm already torn. Torn.

There's nothing where he used to lie

My inspiration has run dry

That's what's going on, nothings right,

I'm torn I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel

I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor

You're a little late, I'm already torn

X0x0x0x0x0x00x, Josh

Music of my heart - it is a wonderful song to be shared and go halves together ;p

Lovely and placid wording,indeed. OMG, i feel that i was a teen while listening to this song as my young ages were broughten up along with this kinds of verse..The lyric is so saccharnie and lovely

A light wish for today- So lucky that we still have this new day to breath as before

A lovely evening

It's Friday evening.

Feel bit sleepy today as nothing much I can do. Doing nothing is like a “silent killer” inside me. So am making myself busy like a bee- cleaning my place, searching some journals, chatting with friends via YM and hunting for jobs. A friend of mine called me and she told me she wants to make a congregate among some of us (fellow friends) and I told her that it can be “on”, perhaps on Saturday. Well, will see how it goes and will take this opportunity to make a appraisal for some perfumes. Here we come. Okays, talking about perfume, I have this friend of mine (let me call this person as “2324”. It is a code huh? well, this fella will know and notice that who am I referring to.

Dear “2324” , as I keep my promise to you where I will consider you as one of my “issues” in my blog so we are deal ok. “2324” such a …arhh.. no word how to describe this fella but “2423” has some good characters which are painted in “black” means.(this means that “2324” is so kejam when “2324” comes to do sharing and yet JUAL MAHAL. This drives me to be mad. Sabar je. But not to say “2324” is inhuman even sometime “2324” may transform into such attitude as “2324” does have some abilities to show that “what is the feeling of missing someone). Sometime , ido miss "2324"'s provocations which sound so malicious to me but at least that come from "true color" intention than pretend to be soemthing which has "empty" representative of the nature of behaviour. Nah, that all for now. I am having deficiency of ideas coz too sleepy after having my late lunch.Am going to watch “Let’s go to the poison”. Such a side-splitting and witty movie, indeed. Till then, take care everybody.

X0x0x0x0x Josh

A light Wish. It is so lucky that we have another day to live

Praise to god that we still can enjoy and cheeris this moment and at the same time we still have some opputurnities to see some bright stars. As we are living in this day (today), it means that we still have some predisposition to improve our self, gain love and be bounded with a healthy and safe family, friends, socities, and communities, which are knoted with our childhood and adolocent stages throughtout some good and bad times of our life. Today, there is another new baby who was born in this day. Happy besday to Mr. Expectro- u know who you are. I tought this buddy was 27 years old. So sorry for the inaccurate calculation.Happy many returns with full of blessing for all of ur future undertakings. Yesterday was my housmate - D' s besday. Bro, have a wonderfull future and undertaking in what ever you do. Happly ever after with all things you have. Okies, i guess i have to stop to nag here as i am so sleepy to crak my mind to split out some expressions in this vein of "virtual diary". Will still have time to do some blogging activities. Agian, i am so lucky as i am still can enjoy the sun as usual. Do listen to the Video Clip-lucky Lucky as the wording is awesome to me.Till then, take care fellas..

x0x0x0x0x Josh