13 May 2007

Big boys wont cry for their life

It’s hot here and i have just refreshed myself in order to balance the heat inside me. Gosh, i cant thinks very wise while am in the department of finding ad looking a way to be come more "cool" and not to temperate! Thank god, i can switch myself to a "herbinate" mood so i can still stand still throughout this day. Basically i just bought my room refreshment so the tense inside me still not be a rampant yet. So, what do all of u are up for today? me?i have just bought my chess board-a mini ones!I have left the world of chees since i was in form 1. I was damn envy and savvy with such game. Really squeeze the mind i guess. I used to anticipate that the game is dominated by those crazy minds. What say u fellas? Yet i do love and freak about it but am not that genius ok.Every time i play the game my mind has a high predisposition to get congestion :p.Too furious with the game was kinda cute. Now am listening to a song-Not too furious by Rudy and JJ, the new version of them. Gosh, that really sarcastic especially for those who are entailed them selves with such libelous and jeopardize goings-on! Not to harm tho but that is the fact. Tomorrow is Saturday, i definitely get bored as i will spend my day at home. Sometime i can be too homey but am not kinda person who just want to be submissive with all those cozy zones for nothing. My sweet friend is in Miri because of an unpleasant supprise. She will be fine i guess, X0xoxoxox her much. Then, my friends in crime will not be around for these few times. Oh ya, this Saturday evening, i'll fetch my friend to the LCCT as he is going back to Sarawak, i hope i can take some photos while in the "scene" ok. i hope i manage to get my cam from my sister as soon as possible coz the Hp cam is not that prefect and it cost me lots of time to edit it. A prefect tone of colour doesn’t come in a numerous way tho! Home sweet home and cant wait to be there soon as my 2nd brother-after me, is getting marriage. He called me yesterday and do some affirmations :). One of the confesses he has is- it's hard to emerge both families (our part and his "in-law" family). Yes, that sounds true. My elder sister marriage with an Indian, and my brother marriage with an iban -she possess some heritages of Chinese. My mum asked me about my Gf, then I told here that mine is a British. Yeah sounds that am bluffing at her but who know right? Destiny is a rampant rather than being a subject of human’s intention. So, being in a mixed family will make your heritage more embellish than other and this is money cant buy tho! What ever heritage you have, just be proud and happy with it because without it you are nothing and this makes you more “pure” to any sanity of identity that may encounters u and have a good Saturday morning fellas and be safe always.Big boys and girls wont cry for noting in their life.
Till then, x0x00x Josh

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