10 July 2010

The eclipse of the silent is us…

The eclipse of the silent is us…
Halow to all fellow readers. It is quite so long I didn’t do my blogging. One thing for sure, my vocabulary development is a bit torpid. So, now, I guess I will have some alteration for my writing style which is more unwind and pleasurable to be read. Meaning, I’ll be more on interpreting the reflection of image and read the sense of imagery . At least, I can less in wiritng.( no time to do a simple writing and not to mention my “serious writing”).Without any words, doesn’t mean that silent can be relinquished by the colour of rainbow… that is the magic of colour which facilitate the heart and soul to interpret those sensible imperceptible tune and melody of image..



See…this wild fern leave is taken by me when I was in somewhere over the rainbow. Taken at early morning, 6.30am…no matter how hard I try to construe it in a melancholic setting yet it has it own – best of everything, to be what it should be….a fern is still a fern. Will you think that the fern is In a silent mode? lay down its arms to the way it should ne be?

Today, I sat at a coffe shop by my self..alone. Whlie waiting my friend to come and meet me up, I ordered this:



The herbs tea may feel nothing to you as it unadorned and tasteless. Yet the aroma may give u thousand of senses to speak to you which u hardly to express by using your so called meta-language -cognitive …just convert the pic into something a bit different than it should be then it will be totally changed into 360% to other elements of the world living… one single pic may bring you into trillion of heart interpretation

Just make it a bit different with a very simple effort….that u can see how the glass of tea speaks to ur self – sense

p/s:just twist a bit your inner colour than you will be a new version of you rather than being the reflection of others. By changing the colour doest mean that you are silent just that how do you bring your self to the reality will size your soundless capacity
when people has no voice we say they are dull…when nature has no voice we can to manipulate yet when the wish is its command then it makes us poor for being speechless….
Hence, silent is not from the anture but from the inner colour of us and represent the colour to the reality of being a human being.

x0x0x0x0 Josh

5 June 2010

when the colours play rules the wolrd....what would people think?


the colours will shed dark and bright..ugly and sweet alike





you may think that all those shining stars are right above you and with all sweet smell of spring will belong to you for no doubt.



Tought that you may have the best of everything under the same light of colours



the heart get lost and you may tought that there are beautiful as no right or wrong in you




here..the life is begin...the seeds of life would evaporate from the origin of humanities' insignia..





then....form nowhere....i would ask...would u be my both eyes for the etire of my life so that i can cherish every single drop of your sweetness????




the coulours will bring a sweet december to all for lasting blast..

josh..xoxoxoxoxo

21 April 2010

a quater of the year

Holla my silent readers…
Wow, what a day to blog something about my personal ideology, estinmology, ontology and methodology of life..I was very darn hectic lately due to the obstinate seclude. In fact, due to such hectic courses, I sometime neglect pembuat kek, my family, my studies, and also to my friends. So sorry for those so called as an iniquitous attitudes of mine. Sometime I hardly to watershed what is the most prevalence thing I need to put more details onto it. Am I so boorish? Well, what I have done so far? Now, this 1st 6 months, am too busy to generate the database for ours “Energize Station” in Bintulu and Miri.. To all nations- miri nad bintulu, do get alert to us for the officially launching- 1st and 2nd of May. The photos, I’ll post it here :-



Miri Station part 1


Miri Station Part 2


Bintulu Station

One Mini E-Station Bintulu Grand Opening Ceremony!!! High Tech Wellness
has been hitting Malaysia hard since its introduction and now, its here
in Bintulu!! We welcome you, your partners, family and friends!! Hi-Tea
will be served, there will be prize worth RM1,800 to b...e
won!!! 1st 55 entry will get free complimentary E-Life Treatment.Block
your calendar on the 1st of May 2010, Saturday starting from 4pm to
9pm!!


So, the real consignment which will be made by The One CWW, will be started very soon and that why we are so busy like a bee.

The next coming plan of mine will be- a very new Energize station which is handled and fully organized by me and the project will due on August 2010. Really I put a very high determination to carve anew route to be more outstanding from others. Such ideology really needs me to spell my temerity over the time, other factors and my youth! Well, a draft planning with other Energize station co-partners is to have a vocation in Bejing, Clubmed Bali and Honkong in this year., I cross my fingers for such plan. I really need to get back the sense of life style restitution before it far away from me and becomes my substitute.
Owh, ya…btw, we have moved to our new rent place- much more cozy and peaceful and the most important is- no haunted thing!

Occay, what are my coming agendas?- be in Jb on 24. The be in Sibu on 29 and head to Bintulu and Miri until 2nd of May and then do some recap of the April with my team and then get ready my self to dismantle my time and space for the Teambounding at A. Farmosa- Malacca from 6-7-8- of May, then maybe head to kajang- my lovely rent house and then meet the kinnetic and the most urgent thing I really hunger to meet them up is to claim my belated besday present for Ed, Dau and elmi- ( en. Ed aku dh mention nama ko)…Then before I head to kuching I might need to pay a visit to my lecturer for a while.

Gosh, I really like this life… work hard with the sense of conscience and enjoy to the fullest while u can and still have the energy to do it. Okies, the new updates will be posted later on. I need to get my self ready to meet up with my partner in crime- Maria to get some latest updates.

So people, I catch u up very soon occay?


The word of the day “
HOPE AND END is always there for everyone. It is up to us how we deal with them : A HOPELESS END or AN ENDLESS HOPE."


Josh, x0x0x0x0x0x0x

1 March 2010

a compilation for my all

What knocks my concentration while working?

Am doing my translation project while blogging. To be exact, am translating Education Research Handbook. Out of blue I have a mood to blog but in a blue mood. Am a bit sentimental tonight. Am listening for my Mp3 at this moment- sempurna by Andra and Backbone. The song reminds me about si pembuat kek. Gosh, am speechless. Totally missing her so much. Pembuat kek is waiting for her posting at any Institut Perguruan as pembuat kek has just finished her Masters’ degree, beyond a shadow of a doubt nearby with her place. I have just been informed by pembuat kek that JB has no vacancy for the position of lecturer at any Institut perguruan. I hopefully pembuat kek can be transferred to Kuching.that means that I would be less be in KL.hehehe.

Pembuat kek plans to do her PhD by next year. I hope we both can be graduated at the same time, it would be wonderful and drama while doing, surviving and completing the PhD together.(wink-wink). While doing my work and facing the laptop, it recalls some of my memories which were few years back. I feel that at this moment, am struggling so much as what I encountered when I was in my form 6. I still can remember while studying for the STPM, I did have some times to imagine how the life is, while in a university. Gosh, the eyes are tired as now is 4am in the morning…3more chapters to go as I am done whit other 3 chapters. This project worth 3k..huhuhu..sabar-sabar…

…..a day after……


Yesterday I finished my works at 4am in the morning. Now, am in office early at 10.30am as I had a rendezvous with a client…not only him but he did bring along his family together as they are intended to try the electric field therapy. After I arranged their time and treatment services, then only me and his daughter were sitting alone in the waiting room. What comes to my surprise, the daughter was a doctor but due to the tired and hectic working environment, then she quitted and applied for Kursus Perguruan Lepasan Ijazah for primary school training. Life is always like that, I do believe that a thing happens does have a reason.I believe on that phrase.

Few weeks later…….

Now, am on my way from bintulu to kuching. Well, I have been in bintulu for 4 days for business purpose. Well, this is a “so called kick start” visit as we are doing “database” for our market and also searching for a new good fengsui for our new outstation center. Really can’t wait for that. 4 days in bintulu were considered as an immense experience for three of us- Maria, Zack and I. Thanks to Fedy&Sandra, Peter and Paren and also not forgetting to Mr. Eggong and family. Thanks for the companionship and your kidness while we were in bintulu. We really feel that we are in home! Will be here again. Well, am feeling so hetic yet fun. Too much of laughing, meeting up and chating with friends and clients make us grap the sense of joyfulness and this business trip is not considered as business purpose yet to be considered as making friends! Am so greatfull for what I have now. The family, friendship, love and joys that I have would be a wonderful gift tom me. What is the new resolution for this year?Talking about resolution would be the most scary or jovial to some people. Well, to me? I want to complete my previous resolutions:-
a. To do my PhD passionately
b. To be loved and give more love
c. To have blessed life and health
d. To successful in my own Biz
e. To be more outstanding that before
f. Be more erudite than before
g. Starving for reading
h. Do some investment on solid asset
i. Travel to Hongkong, Bejing and Eroupe?care to join?
j. Own a mini center to serve communities


I hope that all these would knock my reality “nightmare” very-very soon! Till then, bill blog again as that I have no idea at all.Good night people and have a nice day ahead..remember, do keep all loves alive and always love the civilation of humanities till ur butt drops..

xoxoxoxo
Josh

18 January 2010

Do Ibans step to the world of modernity?

This question accidentally bumped into my head when I searched and read a blog which is located in www.uchukeling.com.weblog Generally, the impression of modernity does not only refer to the way we are dressing up, eating and memorizing the recipe of making a muffin or changing your set of choices from having “perkasam”-those who like it to “ apple pie cake” and say goodbye and u are not buying a return ticket in order to get back to ur previous menu, having a cuppa, mellow sandwich with tuna PLUS a spanking new ROSE on YOUR bed with ur antic tray- the common traits for those who are “JUST marriage…..This state of affair can be seen when u “put and paste” ur style until it match with those actors in an eminent drama series -Smallville? The more it in the track with the rhythm of western, the more Englishperson you will be. For me all the above features are the need of nowadays and they are not totally about the sense of social changing…Modernity can be classified as the sense of social changing and this concept can be refer to a situation where any changing is a MUST and needed coz we want to change human’s traits to from a DARK screen to a BRIGHT and and NICELY screen..Why am I using the word “screen”? yeah..this might make u be more assiduous and dizzy coz u might think that the word does not make sense to what I am trying to say…Here, screen is a place or situation where it is controlled by us and not by the nature. Besides, all the actors in the screen are also paid based on their performance in the screen. I say so because, in the screen , we are creating the policies and rules in order to maintain and bolster ur quality of life and we are satisfied via the policies and system we have made- if we are following the system so we will be fine and OK but if we are not, so we have to prepare a next plan in order to cope with turnaround events. However, the concept of modernity is more rooted in our mind-set and consequently rational thinking ..These two aspects help u much in order to be more established and realize that the world is not ROUND instead of imagining the silhouette of ur glob is OBLONG….so these two mechanics expand or rejuvenate our old brand and this make us form NOBODY to SOMEBODY…..This can be achieved by recalling back to what or our accentors have created for us so as to be abnormal person rather than a normal and flat person. Here I have found one of relics which is the main pillar and also the most important in Iban’s culture, social, psychological tenets. It is about the system of Iban’s writing system and this research is carried out by Dr. Bromely Philip from UITM Sarawak. It is so hard to comprehend and archaic. Can u just imagine how our assertors ( what ever system of writing do we have coz for sure in the past they are hardly similar to out Time New Roman) memorize various of symbols which represent different meaning during an epoch of DARK SCREEN? Can u imagine how many spaces does rain need to have at that time as the brain have to prepare 4 departments (in term of syntax, semantic, phonology and phonetic) only for a word. Have a look then I will get back to u later on…till then …adios amigos Barbados

Gender or Sex?

Why is feminism talked about so much? Why does it seem to be an important – sometimes the most important, and sometimes the only – factor to look at? Based on the ideas which are stated by Gilbert, i think the answers could be related with feminism and even more to do with the history of gender. Idea of gender happens in cultures where gender configurations undergo changes and budges. Here, the gender configuration refers to social meaning systems that encode sexual difference. Besides, the same is true about idea of race, economics or politic, etc. What’s more, these concepts are reevaluated when social practice shifts. As the result, gender or masculine and feminism qualities, or male and female social roles will come up as an area for us to analysis whenever gender roles are shifting. Besides, gender is often a major focus of deliberation and script when gender roles look as if to change in relation to all kind factors.


In nineteenth century, it also ever-present as a topic of study because of our capacity to deconstruct gender categories and also to defamiliarize what has formerly been seen as natural. In the nineteenth century in

Britain

and

America




, gender was considered as a matter of public discussion and disputation. Based on the writer’s standpoint, the idea of The Woman Question was focused on whether gender should be a factor in granting or limiting right. Also, it was focused attention on male and man social roles instead of questioning the nature and function of gender. Gender became a central feature of all cultures because gender stands as a differentiation on the basis of sex between social roles and functions labelled as masculine and feminine. Here, Gilbert categorizes the definition of feminism into three parts.

First, a feminist is referred to someone who is interested in studying and understanding gender as a system of cultural signs to sexually-dimorphic bodies and also who sees these cultural symbols that stand for gender as having a direct effect on our individual lives and social dealing.


Secondly, a feminist is also considered as someone who sees the gender systems presently in operation as structured by a basis opposition such as masculine and feminine idea. Usually, masculine always has indulgence over the other term and as the result enable men to get position of social power more often than women.


Lastly, a feminist is a person who thinks the above points are wrong and should be changed. This description makes feminism into a kind of academic pursuit, and gives a place to all feminist to study about gender relation. Besides, there is also a political side to feminism which not only to study and scrutinize it but to change it.


Michael Delahoyde also has his own standpoints about this theory which is feminism. Based on his point of views, Feminist literary criticism arises in conjunction with socio-political feminism, appraisals patriarchal language and literature by exposing how these mirror masculine ideology. Also, the term feminist examines gender politic in works and traces the subtle construction of masculinity and femininity. What’s more, feminists also focus on language chooses in any genres. For sure, there is stylistic difference in women’s writing compare to men’s masterpiece. The feminists also notice that women and men be predisposed to communicate differently.


As well, feminist criticism concerns itself with stereotypes depictions of genders. By tracing history of relatively unknown or underrated women writers, it can earn them their impartial place within the literary canon. It also able to help and construct a climate in which women’s ingenuity may be fully realized and appreciated.


So, for me, Gilbert clarifies feminism into three parts and states the environment of feminist theory which is related to certain issues such as biasness, political issues and gender. Michael also includes certain elements such as socio-political feminism, critiques, patriarchal language and literature which are related to the feminist literary criticism. In this sense, Feminist Theory is surrounded by various factors such as biasness, political demission, patriarchal and so forth. Again, Gilbert brings up that this state of affair will be crucial when our culture is able to think of construct and foreground all the issues about feminism and keeps it as a natural mental picture among our society. Thus our thought system and world will view the idea of construction as a various system or as created. In this sense, our culture views that gender category as not a natural or eternal category but it is alterable.


This state of affair shows that women try to express their experience and their role in literary works by composing their own style of writing to illustrate everything under the sun. Conversely, in male’s writing, each word seems to jump from one stanza to another stanza. (Male’s poem- why this can be happened? do read my 1st blog). Conversely, in male’s writing, each word seems to jump from one stanza to another stanza. The connection which bound it up is vogue compare to women’s masterpieces. What’s more, the tone of poem seems to be more colourful and soft.


From my point of view, i am able to see and determine ( i do not mean to show off, but i just want to share what i know about some issues which circulate around the world of gender and i hope that all of you are in the same shoe i do- little bit about the gender in writing,) the role of female in female’s literary work and also in male’s literary work by using such elements, Again the issues of biasness hardly avoid in any literary works. So, again we back to the dirt, why? because, we cannot run from the emblem of gender in our daily routine. And u still do not agree with me, do you? Well, why is SO IMPORTANT TO HAVE the theory of FEMINISM in human epistles?

x0x0x0x Josh

7 January 2010

friends...thanks...

a love to give and a huge goes halve

Somewhere between the *procrastination* and the homework.. and the incessant forwards and the friendships and the calls to each other complaining about CrUsHeS and BF/GF!! Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends and the "I miss you’s", the "I love you’s" and the "What are we doing tonight’s?" And somewhere between all of the changing and growing… somewhere between the classes and the skipping classes…and the StUdYiNg for teStS…And the PRETENDING to "StUdY" for TeStS… And the downright NOT StUdYiNg for TeStS… I forgot–I forgot what ScHooL was all about. Somewhere between all the appointments, starbuck coffee, and Mc Donald’s… paying bills and then not paying bills… Making plans then breaking plans… Appearing, Disappearing, then reappearing… I forgot–I forgot what it was like to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn’t make you happy… And that pretending to be SmArT doesn’t make you smart .. I forgot that you can’t just forget the past in fear of the FUTURE… I forgot that you can’t control falling in LoVe.. And that you can’t make yourself fall in *LoVe* …. I learned that I can LOVE… I learned that it’s okay to MEsS UP…. And it’s okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it’s okay to feel like crap… I learned it’s okay to cOmPLaiN and wHINe to all your friends for a whole day…….. I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can’t have and the things that you look for are right in front of you. I learned that the greatest thing about HiGh ScHOoL and CoLLeGe and the working world it isn’t about the parties or the DRiNKiNG or the Hookups … It’s the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about… I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things… I learned that just when you think it can’t get worse - it does! … but with the love and support of friends - you survive… I’ve learned that when you start feeling BaD about L O S I N G touch and about those that you’ve lost! They too, are feeling the same way…. I learned that letters from friends are the most important things. And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better! But, basically, I just learned that my friends…….. Both old and new….. are the most important people to me in the world AND…….without them, I wouldn’t be who I am today….. So this is a THANK YOU to all of my friends… For always being there. And even if we’re not on good terms or we have lost touch… I will always have an unconditional love for you.. ~Always and forever ~