8 October 2007

jiwang le....

Yesterday, my good buddy called me up –Mike. We chated for a while to kill the time for no reason. He is so bitch lately. Nothing much can be done tho. To Mike- dude, sik kacak la girlfriend ko ya carik je yang lain! Talk about the chat, it was an unruffled chat and miss those old dense and crazy agendas! Then, today I was woke up again (up to that time, in the previous post I told you guys that I was woke up by an by a bewildering sms) because of a sms from one of my good Univ mates. What I can say, 70% of our time while in college was reserved for arguing with each other and as usual I always cool in debating! One of December baby’s traits? Sometime I do miss those “arguing” moments. In her sms, she said that, last weekend while she cleaned her place then she found those unadorned yet consequential notes which are from me. Erm, I cant have down pat which one but what I can say that I was ardent to drop some lines to those I feel comfortable with, especially during their important dates or so forth but am not that freak to drop notes devoid of reasons. Well, for Cecilia, I dedicate the song -1985 by Bowling for soup! It has some analogous stories with what we have now. I love em’.

Oh ya, I have my own poems and writing though and I keep it in my “book of shadow’ . Such an inventive and schmaltzy soul I guess. But then, don’t get me wrong as u may think am too “jiwang” aka passionate for nothing. I have 25 assortments of live and death poems! Most people feel taboo to talk about death but then without knowing the meaning of death how can you understand the meaning and feel the joy of life? Now am thinking of having some meals at Chillies . I have not been there for ages! Nah at the same time, Starbuck is cool tho.Am confusing which place should I to release my farmished. Yeah, am going alone! I guess am having writer’s block!!!! Am off for now.

6 October 2007

Hunting will never end

Sounds scary isn’t it? Nah it has no connection to the history of headhunter. Well, until now not all people are really understand the meaning of headhunter. Honestly, I have found few stupid fellas where they bumped their foolhardiness to me by asking “eh, you guys are still hunting for a head. Don’t you?” To my surprise, they have been living in a big city for quite a long time but then I still don’t really understand why they cant open their eyes to see the world around the globe? If they have problem to study something out of the box because there is no coverage facilities in term of broadcasting, then I am totally will point my fingers to them because they are JERK and i keep on saying this - your are Fucking asshole man, on the sly. Sounds stupid like a pig isn't? This state of affair really makes me on the warpath.


It has been alomot a week I have not updated my blog coz I am busying to hunt the time to complete my writing in the nick of time. Okies, let’s we see what stories I have for you guys to be went halves, shall we? on Wednesday, I was so hectic for job assessment which was at Puchong and it is freaking far from my place. I went out at 5.45am and reached the place at 8.00 am. The assessment was started at 8.30am as everyone was right on the schedule and the assessment lasted until 5.00pm. Oh man. the company has nice offers to those who are selected. I am applying for Town & Urban and Landscape Planning. I love landscape and environment so much. It makes me think and appreciate the world that I am living with. To my surprise, most of the candidates are a master holder. Gosh. I bet it is a competitive hunting. There were 400+ applicants for the post. After a rough screen test, then only 23 candidates were selected for the assessment. Then, at the end of the assessment, there are only 9 candidates had to go for the behavior interview including me.hehehe. I really hope to get the job in order to enhance my MA which I can say that I am a fresh graduate in the field of urban and town studies because I have no working experiences in such area if not in teaching line but I guess it is a time to change from teaching line to something new and ‘kinky’. What can I say here? I really wanted to have an itch to be in the line of the company’s rapid growth.

On Friday, I went to Cyberjaya for my second interview and it is for the post of an Editor. The company is also not that bad. One thing that I feel in the vein of in a publishing company is, they can wear what ever attire the want too. Means your office attires may not be formal but is should be tidy and exceedingly grand. This is my second endeavor for the post. As usual, I was given 3 set of tests which are 100 word sub-editing test, critical editing test and an essay. Well, I have no problem to deal with these two tests; 100 words test and an essay (I was doing a movie review and I have chosen Chuck and Larry to be disparaged). But the jumpy came to the surface when I need to deal with the critical editing. The text which was given cost me lot of time to think carefully in term of suitable vocabularies, grammar, speeling- am bad on it!, reliability, semantic- author query, and so forth. Besides that, the text is more specific to what the company is dealing with and it is a bit similar to legal texts! Mind you. I hope that my application will not be crossed out. I did my interpreter practical training in a court though but still hardly to understand those legal texts. It is really kicking my ass to digest the and download those fiddly and thorny words as the language is not that near to the common standard though! But, I still cross my finger for the post application. If not then I have to dare to play with the music yet i hope that they take a cake on me after checking my tests!My hunting for carrer and life will keep on 'rolling" bebeh.


Till then, will cater you guys more in the next other times. Have a good and nice Saturday fellas.


X0x0x0x0, Josh

1 October 2007

Am smilling all day long..

Recap for Sunday- Monday (today)


My buddies- 4 of them, and I went to Mines to have “wayang” time. Chuck and Larry was picked to be our “menu” for that day. Supposed to watch white noise but the ticket for the movie was sold out. Macam loteri pulak. But aint give lot of grievance much as the movie is cool, far-fetched and side-splitting yet it has realistic issue to be addressed by the world of globalization. It is about friendship, human right and social support. Without these, the concept of “anomie” will come out and this will kill the human kind. If you want to know more about “anomie” then try to search it from the internet or try to ready Durkheim’s work. He is an anthropologist. I am currently reading his book fopr pleasure. Hehehehe. Okies, that all about the movie.

Monday-today, I went to Dental Clinic. Besides that, my college is having elaction week so you can imagine how pack and busy the situation. But i made my way straight to Dental Department. I was overslept and i supposed to be the 1st patient. Luckly the clinic was not that crowded. I made an appointment a month ago. It is just to fix my front teeth. The teeth was chinked because of stupid leathery beef. Sounds asshole huh? huhuhu. I lost my confident to smile and meet others. Hardly to sustain my self-assured within a month while waiting the appointed date. Finally it is over! Gosh. I have to wait another month to fix some of my teeth. We have 2 doctors in duty and to my surprise, once we hit our age starting 20s we keen to make dental checking as a routine compared to us when we was a kid! Dentist was ‘inhuman’ at that particular of time . But now, starting with the age of 20s, people are getting knack of having good look and smile to burst and patch up their confident and dentist is become a friend who keeps their beauty. Hahah. I used to do dental checking once a year. Can I say, beauty is pain? Yeah it is. But I guess girls have it more than men. Glad to be a boy! Okies, I have no ideas to nag. I am hungry….yeah…will get back to you once I get my brain is filled with many ideas to be went halves. Even I can feel the pain on my gum but finaly I stepped out along the paving with a long and nice smile- perasan kejap


Xoxoxox Josh

30 September 2007

Glenn Medeiros Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You Lyrics

I ddcate this song to all lovers- especially to some of my good fellas who are going to have a very great day- Enggagment. Illat Stoney and Feddy and also not forgetting to my brother, all of you are the hero of this year bro. Cant wait to meet up with your girls! Cheers frend!

29 September 2007

Small reunion means a lot to me....

Small reunion with fantastic stories to be went halves

Today, I was woke up by my phone call and this is not supposed to be my “alarm clock”. Honestly, I will automatically wake up by my self after 6 hours of sleeping. My biological clock is set for 6 hours of sleeping only and it will have no conciliation of having extra time..hahah. College mates are here and they are coming down to KL without telling me. So I was like “in the worst way” to get my self clean in a very short time as they are rushing to hunt some places. They are spending their time off to recuperate their “old good days when they were still a student’. Lucky for me as am not in the same group with them, I mean for this time being.

Gosh, how I really love the times we had together and it was 2 years back. The time where we never give up the ship when we lost in the middle of KL , especially at the night. Heading to somewhere without specific location. We were too bad in driving at that time as all of us dare to bet our time to have “try and erors” for finding direction. So taunt and heroic. Bazir minyak kete je. Doing practical jokes among each other, especially during April Fool. They are not just a joke tho. Friendship is the theme for such thing to be sounded as a jovial commemoration.

So, I do hope that they will keep all good days from not getting into thin air, as I do still keep them with me. Memories are considered as a precious measurement to quantify our self about how deep is our exploration toward the universe. Memories of being in this unique universe are too personal as we have poles apart of category , qualities, matchless and remarkable of the life experiences while we are still breathing under the great sun.

I received a good news and one of my very best friends will get engage end of this year. I am glad for the news. K.Stoney, if the news is true then I wish you trillion of cheerfulness and contentment buddy. Nah, sometime I am green with envy when hear such news. The envy comes from my part tho.I wish i can turn back time and get the feel of having"bed of roses" when you know you have someone special next to you. Holding the time too much will kill you, yet it is a must to evaluate you and your spouse for the sake of goodness. Well, that is the rule of the universe- as we are created to this world we need to love, hold, touch and breath the air of love from someone we wanted to be with. Just a crap of mine. Besides, What Beyonce has been citing in her verses- dangerously in love, are all true, indeed! Tomorrow, My mates asked to hook up for “wayang” time. I threw my suggestion- horror movie is the menu for tomorrow. Cant wait to be there and start the things we have left for few years back, all over again. Well, my dear Sunday, here we come. Will update this blog more with some other stories just stay tune if you all are reading for more.

X0x0X Josh..

27 September 2007

Landscaping is a wide spectrum across the universe…


We are living in the big space which may be accompanied by some other elements of earth (water, fire, air and wind). These makes the universe seems to be so exceptional and matchless especially when we are talking about living things, Human per se. I am looking and searching something which sounds paranoid or paranormal to all of you. Bermuda triangle, UFO and USO- uninditified Subemerge Object, are something that am intended to know with more detail. Talking about these, I do believe that we are not living in this world alone as there will be some other creatures who are walking along with us or may be breathing the same air with us. We are living not in a condensed space so there might be some possibilities to have them together with us. I have browsed some information on the internet but I rather believe on National Geographic Channel coverage because it seems less fake compared to the way it represents the details. This is one of the beauties of the universe. Not to say am too freak about them but then as am looking and searching for some information about them makes my mind to see things from many other aspect and wont accept thing without any solid elucidations. Nah, searching and reading about them is just a hobby for me and it is become a light reading to me tho. At least I can make my reading becomes more myriad and diverge from previous type of reading by expanding the scope of reading interests. Now I am so keen to read up about landscape. It could be nice if I were from landscaping or architectural background. If I had a house I would like to have a touch of Mediterranean style or Modern Contemporary. But for the kitchen decoration, Classical English will be better I guess where we can see lot of ceramics and some inconsequential plants which give u a great touch and mood while having your meal. Yeah it is just a imagination for future plans and will keep the aim of having such beautification till the day comes to the surface. ;p


x0x0x0x0 Josh

Dry rose is so unique isnt it?This is one of my classical Collection interm of some Cosmic Pictures.Just take them as my light hobby to appreciate any thing under the sun.

Dangerously in love

Nice song..love the vibes of the show and stage! Nice indeed. Well, i think beyonce has a bright potenital to move over and seek for stary-stary daylight achivment. Nice and well done to her.Her words are so mean to all situation regardless time and context!