forever love

Forever Love....(Just to Hear you that you love me)

Just to Hear You Say That You Love Me

~ Most of people are dying while listening to this song. Their souls are taken out of painfull, trumoils, doubt, untrust and hate toward each other even they block the sun (the reality of the people) and accept all lie and weakness of each other which complete each other and these bring them to a "knot". If not, why there are some people whant this song to be the background of their wedding moment? This is the beauty of country songs, at least to me. But what say you? Those higlited lines are very much mean to me and the wording is so darn superb. I use "green" to hilitght it for a reson. Why? Nah, should love be green all the time without fading in as it may be an emblem of your relationship? Have a look for this quotation "I would love you 10 years before the flood(mean the preson has ready for anythig to be with you, my vegatable love should grow faster than empires and more slow that disaster"?

If I could win your heartIf you'd let me in your heartI'd be so happy, baby

Just for these arms to be

Holding you close to me

There's nothing in this world I won't try

No limit to what I'd do to make you mine

Cause

I'd climb right up to the skyI'd take down the starsJust to be in your arms, baby

I'd go and capture the moonThat's what I would doJust to hear you say that you love me

Just to hear you say that you love me
If I could taste your kiss

There'd be no sweeter gift Heaven could offer, baby

I want to be the one living to give you love

I'd walk across this world just to be

Close to you cause I want you close to me, yeah
I'd climb right up to the skyI'd take down the stars

Just to be in your arms, baby

I'd go and capture the moon

That's what I would do

Just to hear you say that you love me

Just to hear you say that you love me

For the rest of your life

Love me for the rest of all time

Just say the word

And I'll give you my world

There's nothing I won't do baby,

just to be with you
I'd climb right up to the skyTake down the stars

Just to be in your arms, babyI'd go and capture the moon

That's what I would doJust to hear you say that you love me

Just to hear you say that you love me ,

babyJust to hear you say that you love me

Oh, I need to hear you say that you love me,

babyJust to hear you say that you love meJust say you love meJust say you need meJust to hear you say that you love me

x0x0x0x0x Josh

Placid sounds are all over you

Today, nothing much I can do. Just stayed at home and guess what all day long I was listening to country songs. Yeah, to my surprise, I never take in that it may be my “full time “menu”. Okies, but then I am listening to any kind and genre of music so no special barricade or hurdles that may hamper my ear catching processes. Nah, it is mind-boggling if you mull over that age is the eventual point of reference to take for granted what type of music might be listened by the person. Yeah for me, I love all songs, you just name it and u’ll get it but my attention will be easily grasped by country songs and some happening songs that can make me to wobble my bone and butt but then, it is not just hip hop songs can make me to make a grove but any kind of music that sounds attention- grabbing and mesmerizing. Music may edify you life and death. As the sullenness and sweetness of life are represented in the music throughout the time span. Besides, music reveals unspoken desire and interior voice to be sounded “aloud”! You can talk about something or no matter which that are which less sardonic, tongue in cheek and coarse. Yeah, that is the stunning of music which complete a life of a person at any rate any boundaries and to see some jubilation of faces while sharing the same music.You can see how people put aside their ego, social status and some social standard while eating a plate of rice together.Remember, music is like a rice of soul which makes u be more human as it helps ur soul to grow and appreicate the beautiy of ur life. Now the idea of saying that, we all human is same to each other, is working out here. Then you may think that this kind of music is the music to die for. Well, am listening to this Video clip by Tim McGraw (Live like you were dying). The wording of the song is so touching to me and thanks god for your plan of me as I can see and appreciate lot of things which are namely to love, passion, life and death, joy, sadness, and to some glaring experiences that put together me as what am today.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7mHaFMqde6A&mode=related&search=


Faith Hills and Tim- Let’s make a love-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4igbsU1kZc

Nice wording tho! Well, the arrangement of the tone is so astonishing and jaw-dropping.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jrfm50Re9NQ&mode=related&search=

Yeah, if there was a legal rule to marry a song then I take a chance to marry with this song. heheh, a lame assertion of me. I ddcate this song to those who are in love, looking for new love, and celebrating their love. Love is to complete each other means you nad your spouse whould be not in the same attitude, a bit far in term of intrest but not that too far. a person called Dear One is a person to complte our weakness and to stand still to wacth and accpet all the uncertain reaction of us. Appreciate the love you when you have the time and chance. Nah, am lecturing me as well.Well, fellas, take a time to browse and listen to the above Video clips. Till then..

Xoxoxoox, Josh

Blogging for a soul of mine

Sounds so plain (i mean the title) yet it has complex meaning to be explored and digested. Cant think an exact word to anticipate the real "emotion" toward the word. Okies, feel bit keyed up here because tomorow i'll fly back to Kajang...well, life must go on tho. Nah, nothing much i do currently as i just read and read anything..huhu my mood to read is so "impressive"..so rajin la pulak..Yeah, at least i have some awarness about certain issses when i am requested to speak my mind.haha.Yesterday i viewed my gradmum's pics. I was /am totaly feelin so blue because of that but then remember "to die we have to live and not all can live. So for those who are livining and celebreating thier life, no matter what it takes and no matter how hard the god takes "other life" from you, it (death) is just a part of a life (i watched OPRAH's show and i got these words from it). Well, am ok now. Thnaks for some friends and companies who are giving condelance.I appreciate it guys.I still remember, a friend of mine gave me some "tonic" words and gave a shoulder for me while the "sorrow" came to hit my ego, then i was having tear on the plane as i was heading to swk on that night.Talking about appreciation i have the words are still cycling in my mind.....i will stcik to the words!So, i give these tributes to all my friends (1st degree of 2nd or 3rd or....infinity degree of you,all of you deserve to be my friends)...just a lame tought tho! ;p


Dear Frineds,

Somewhere between the *procrastination* and the homework.. and the incessant forwards and the friendships and the calls to each other complaining about CrUsHeS and BF/GF!! Somewhere between the phone calls to oldfriends and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's" and the "What are we doing tonight's?" And somewherebetween all of the changing and growing...somewhere between the classes and the skippingclasses...and the StUdYiNg for teStS...And thePRETENDING to "StUdY" for TeStS... And the downright NOT StUdYiNg for TeStS... I forgot--I forgot what ScHooL was all about.

Somewhere between all the appointments, starbuck coffee, and Mc Donald's... paying bills and then not paying bills...Making plans then breaking plans... Appearing, Disappearing, then reappearing ... I forgot--I forgot what it was like to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy... And that pretending tobe SmArT doesn't make you smart .. I forgot that you can't just forget the past infear of the FUTURE... I forgot that you can't control falling in LoVe.. And that you can't PERTEND NOT to make yourself fall in *LoVe*.... I learned that I can LOVE...

I learned that it's okay to MEsS UP.... And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's okay to feel like crap... I learned it's okay to cOmPLaiNand wHINe to all your friends for a whole day........ I learned that sometimes the things you wantmost you just can't have and the things that you look for are right in front of you.I learned that the greatest thing about HiGh ScHOoL and CoLLeGe and the working worldit isn't about the parties or the DRiNKiNG or the Hookups ...

It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about... I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things... I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does! ...but with the love and support of friends - you survive... I've learned that when you start feeling BaD about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost! They too, are feeling the same way....

I learned that letters from friends are the most important things. And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better! But, basically, I just learned that my friends........ Both old and new..... are the most importantpeople to me in the world AND.......without them, I wouldn't be whoI am today.....

So this is a THANK YOU to all of my friends... For always being there. And even if we're not on good terms or we have lost touch...

I will always have an unconditionallove for you.. ~Always and forever ~ to deem a special relationship from a normal friendship, well i am open to it~

~ i do believe that a good relationship will come from a good platform which give u time and space to know each other! So i am still beliving about it as i am open to any posibilities because i am just a human who has a heart and to talk about feeling i have not enough power or acess (acess? as the way u enter ur PIN numb at ATM??huhuh..can u do so to acess heart's ATM?) to get tru a pure heart. Nah, no body perfect but then i do believe that if it is not about "death and life" we stil can do "fix" some mess... all of us deserve to have it if u have a prefect attitude toward it and also find the connection for feeling toward each other...

Josh is blogin off~

~am missing someone~

hai there..
Still at Swk,No mood to blog and will be back to Malaya soon. Just get back from my kampung. Still feel lonely here..am listening to a song (Puff Daddy and Faith Evian). I ddcate this song to my gradmum as she has just passed away last Monday on 2oth August 2007. Hope her spirit will be placed in the honor place as ohters. Sure, i will be miss her and the life should be on as usual then...~Blogging off~


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3QJse82M6BM

Ruang Rindu......

To be honesty, i have been missing lot of people since last week. I accept this state of affiar and consider it as the beautify of human's traits which is fulled with emotion. Tears are so subjective to some extend which can be considered as the subsidary of the "raibow" of human's state. It cracks human fortification of emotion no matter how hard you try to deny it to speaks for it seft. Okies, My mood is swing and one of the reasons why i am in the such space of sorrow is because my gradmum is not that well.. I cant talk inlogic to some extend because i try to bear this from being splited out from my black "pride" and "parade". I wanna be home but then my dad says i can stay back for a while as she is pretty fine but my heart says she is weak! To be honesty, my gradmum is the person who always being my emotion and feeling sewage as i share my life stories eventhough somethime it is just a carp compared to my parents and siblings.Okies, am having my tears..now and it is just a lame proclamation to say it is a "tear", am wainting to be back as soon my things are done here. Good buddies and companies are really needed here. Okies, thanks for my side. Not to say am here knee my seft to get those sympathy but then i just try to say what i should and want to. My sis called me nd i have no ideas i was hardly to speak very well. Silent and jitters is the dominat "bulding block" in me! No words while i breath in and out seems that no sound from me. Okies, am still kicking alive here. I have some imporant reasons why i need to stay as soon as these thing are done then i will be there for not to think it "twise"! Gosh, anybody can help me to rejuvenate some positive tonics which make me be able to hit all the turmoils by using my own bare feet? Innocuous of space is n o longer cozy for me yet i have to tkae this in my own cup and taste it as a real man. YEah..be the Knigth of your seft then you are heading to the maturities of your own shell..I just need to rest and think positive here. My prays will follow my words for her. Till then, I dedicate this song to here. My love to her is not Full-stope where ever life brings my breath, i owe her for trillion of love and cares! ~ every time i speak, every step i make, as the nigh and daylight i some time forget or neglect for not to think of you, every bone i break, but here, i woo myself to keep on saying "i will be missing you"~


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-MhmkksXKQ


XOXOXOX, Josh

talk talk talk talk..but what is the next ....?

The blue is over the “cup”. Okies make this a the sub heading for today, shall we?


It may sound undisruptive to some of people yet to me tho. Out of blue I get to know that not all people will be able to being satisfied with other parties. Okies, why this can be happened to the surface? Now, I start to summon up back to the function of human’s brain (arh..am digging for some terms from psycholinguistic (psychology and linguistic-science of language) views). We have our own mental development which brings some sort of learning and thinking paving in term of entomologies, ontology and methodologies of understanding, digesting and comprehend anything which can be received by some tonics and at the end will be carried by human’ sensory either from sound or wave or via touching. Okies, Let me take from the perspective of wave stimulation and oscillation. (Psycholinguists-correct me if am wrong). So it has to be connected by the ears, sounds,brain and human..So, lets go one by one ok...

Ok, from the point of views of Physic studies- the sounds that we can hear are created briskly in the air pressure around 101,325 of atmosefera pressure which is in the consistent value and the more bigger its changes ( consistent value) the more clearly and overtly it can be heard. Sound is created when the air is being disturbed or in other word it can be imagined by having this analogy – imagine that a stone is fallen down to the clear water and we can see the waves which are created and these waves are seen in the surface. So this state of affair seems to be similar to the concept of “air is being disturbed” and the more clear the “electrical impulse” can be picked up by the ears and the function of ears is to detect those changing in the consistent value of sound. Okies, enough from this perspective. Thank god that I have to know this for my coursework readings! (sigh) . Okies the above information are about the natures of sound and now we try to understand the natures of human in order to understand and precive the sound. At the end we will be able to understand why there are some communciation problems which warp our mood in order to talk and converse in anyway?Let we consider this in order to understand some focal points about human communication..

From the prespective of language and communication, as am talking about human’s nature of conversation and my focal point is about the interaction activity, so I bring ur attention to see it from the perspective of Information organization (information-integration theory which is one of theories of human communication) and the theory centers on the way people accumulate and organize information about some person, object, situation or ideas and attitude .

An attitude is a position to act in a positive or negative way toward some projects. The information-integration theory is one of the natures of attitudes and attitude change! The theory says that there are two factors which are affecting your attitudes which are valance; refers to weather information supports your beliefs and attitudes, it has “positive” valance, and Weight; refers to the weight you assign to the information and it function to the credibility of what you are trying to say. If you have less weight than you are talking something which may be deemed as crap or nothing- someone has pointing this to me and thanks again as I am try to put thin in the line of conversation in the next agenda, i hope so.

Theory of reasoned action refers to a certain way which is determined by your attitude toward the behaviour and set of beliefs about how other people would like you to behave. So, your intention to do something seems to be identical to your attitude toward the behaviors times the strength of that attitude plus what others think times the strength of their position. Here is the formula of this theory:-

Bi = AbW1 + (SN)w2

Where

Bi = behavior Intention
Ab = attitude toward the behaviour
SN = subject Norm (What others think)
W1 = Weight of attitude
W2 = weight of subjective norm

My contemplation regarding the information will be like this - to make these clear, you will try to respond (your verbal languages and paralinguistic cues) are very much depended and upon to your treats (let say someone tries to harm you via his or her words, you may think that you need to say “give and take” so you keen to take some precautions in order not to get innocuous tru your emotion fortification! So based on my opinion, this seems to be one of the biggest issues and comes to the surface when you and your partners try to sit in a round table, basically. Or even when you try to have informal chat- conversational or vitrual mode of interaction!

Yeah, it is quite a long time I have not been writing such ‘tense” thing as I got some comments from my readers but sometime it is good to have such reading in order to make the brain to be negative to any development of Curst which kills the brain cells and this makes us no to think more spacious upon to some circumstances. Well, the notes above are real and quoted from some of my reading material. If we understood the norm of human communication, i guess we will have less conflict and more joys when we are in the line of renjoicing and sucking than Fcukin' the beatiful of life. English literaturte says that -by taking into acount what is arisen by Psychoanalytic theory, we have Id, Ego and Superego. Normally we have ego which puts us in the "conzy" zone in order to be in logic but if the superego takes place and above all, that means the person is racing within himselft in order to be much higher than others. I can say that, because of the he tries to manupulate all the talks in order to gain some social respects while in the line of communiating with each other. Correct me if i am wrong, aigan?.If you want to have more and reading for more on the above issues or terms then just give me a Buzz..till then…Enjoy the song ....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ReqqxI-9-kU&mode=related&search=




Artist : Darren Hayes Song : Insatiable

When moonlight crawls along the street, shasing away the summer heat, Footsteps outside somewhere below, the world revolves, I've let it go. We build our church above this street, we practice love between these sheets, The candy sweetness scent of you, it bathes my skin, I'm stained by you. And all I have to do is hold you, there's a racing within my heart, And I am barely touching you. [Chorus]

Turn the lights down low, take it off, Let me show my love for you, insatiable. Turn me on, never stop, wanna taste every drop, My love for you, insatiable.

(I love these part)


The moonlight plays upon your skin, a kiss that lingers takes me in, I fall asleep inside of you, there are no words, there's only truth. Breathe in, breathe out, there is no sound, we move together, up and down, We levitate, our bodies soar, our feet don't even touch the floor. And nobody knows you like I do, coz the world, they don't understand, But I grow stronger in your hands. Chorus x 2

We never sleep, we're always holdin hands, kissin for hours, talkin, makin plans, I feel like a better man, just being in the same room. We never sleep, there's just so much to do, so much to say, Can't close my eyes when I'm with you, insatiable, the way I'm loving you.
(and these part too)

Chorus x 2 When I look in your eyes, insatiable, the way I make love with you, Oh, what can I do? Insatiable, insatiable for you.

Josh is signin' off.......