friendship remains for the last

Dear friends,

when you are sad, when your are low...when you are lost, when you are hurt, it is ok, to turn my way when you really need a friend.
a friend helps you to carry on, when you are afraid when i say you sill can count on me when friendship is tick and thin....


promise to me that dear friends, we will still and always be a friend till death takes ur apart.

i was in tough days, thanks friends( you know who you are as you keep on concerning and making me feel safe and cozy...i beg my self to say "trillion of thanks" to you my dear "concern friends"...


p/s : teach me to be a good friend when i was out of tune, wake me up when i was not next to you as you really need me..take my hand and we walk together coz i wouldn't lead if i far away from you..just nice to walk together and still remain....

Josh, xoxoxoxox

am great

Hai peeps...

It’s 3am in the morning..and am still sober.
It would be due to my state of soberness coz i forced my self to over workout today. Just imagine that, i did micro vibration massage for an hour-and every single second my cell will be vibrated for 7k plus i did my zumba with my mates. What a wonderful day i have had, indeed. Does it sound worth?subjective reaction will come up to the surface.occay, let's divert this random writing into something which looks like a journal of my life- sound a bit more realistic to current update of mine and a bit punch of salt of urban monk, perhaps.

These few weeks, i was too exhausted. You might assume that am just a jerk- knows to complain yet others might have ample of free times to cackle and gulp of air? Please don’t get me off beam, this is not a complain just that it is a random expression from me. Well, if we be able to communicate with our stress and anger, it would be a productive catalyser for us to spur our creativity and productivity.

What makes me so busy like a bee lately? Well, our sales are fluctuating because of scores of reason- celebration, holiday and mega sale. So we need to engender a great effort within ourself and drive to the max. Frankly speaking, marketing and customer services are not that straightforward to be dealt with. Somtimes, serving those who have uncivilized attitude will make yourself become more antagonism within yourself. It sounds hard isn’t it? Off course. The most terrifying thing is you might drag yourself to in the equivalent level of attitude with them. Man, it is suck. Is they anything or clue i can use to get rid of such awkward attitude? It would be so melancholy to be so. Well, i take all such things as a process of learning in order to be more civilized and sensitive. Sometimes, people threat us like a shit and leave us with full of demanding reactions which sometimes sound so fucking outlandish to me. However, i still thanks to those clients who are very joint and responsive to the services they have form us. Thanks a lot people. Because of you kindness, we are still here to give the best to all of you. Back to then agenda of” why i was so busy”. So due to the extraneous causes and effects of dropping the sale, so we have to work very hard...and really hard. The fact that, the efforts we made today will be paid for the next 2-3 months to go. Wow, i make you clear right. So better do it now.
Occay, btw, i had mentioned t you before that we have organized our ONE EXPLORE RACE in Kuching. We had 6 groups of people and each of the group had at least minimum 3 people and maximum was 5 people. Tasks were so demanding where all of participants had to explore 5 checkpoints and each of the checkpoint required the participants to complete 4 tasks. Besides that, in order to reach each of those checkpoints, each group should be able to figure out all those clues so that they wouldn’t loss them self in middle of nowhere. Each of the group mustn’t bring their Handphone, wallet, and cash, except for their IC and Driving licence. Sounds hard isn’t it? I controled and handled the 4th checkpoint. My quests were:1. blind trail, creating a bracelet using previous will from the 3rd checkpoint,playing with flour and showing off their talent- sing in an opera style, dangdut,ballad and rock performance.Dare to join?


Out of blue, i miss my student’s life. I miss to study and my nocturnal too. What a life. In the midst of thought, i miss someone sincerely. Wondering if that particular person does miss me too. By the way, i miss my books, my schedule and lecture........PhD, here i come to your embrace.

After an arduous week, now, life begins like typical, and my routine starts at 11am until 10pm. Yes, it is normal. As a freelancer yet entrepreneur, that is a normal to us. Almost a year, i can get used to it now. I gain knowledge of a lot, scratch a lot, hurt& spoil so many times, blotch countless yet stretchy my self unlimited times for a journey i choose to do. Well, such rudimentary engender outcomes which would be pricey tho.

Oh ya, it nears to the end of year, and i need to get my self a suit for Gala Dinner and Dance on December, 2010. It is an international dinner and i have to get everything from hair to toe in a well and great arrangement and coordination by hook and crook. Why i am so fussy with such thing? i will be on the light tho. Well,will give u a long write up regarding such dinner. I give my word occay. So here, i hem in some pictures that i have during my frenzied days and night.




before the game begun..so here is the pose




they have the talent- to sing in an opera style...eat ur heart out fellas..
















The 2nd runner up winner.. congrats guys.



a booth of Human Energize Station during Unimas Convocation






a mobile tester




yes, another mobile picture comes to you




kapit mobile station- doing their other part of "blessing in disguise port luck"


During the ECONOMIC TRANSFORMATION PROGRAM in Kuching


so, people, i will engrave again then.thanks for dropping by..
xoxoxo, Josh

a random writing with - a day after and another " a day after"-s

it's lovely Monday morning.
I love Monday because it means new day starts and the life goes on and one.Life is a process of keep on moving forward and I do belief that, yes you can buy a watch but u cant buy time. Life goes smoothly yet tough lately. As we are heading to the end of year, time is ticking and waits no more. Many things have passed these few weeks. Okies, at the 1st week of September, my team and I went to have a family day and it was superb tho. Thanks for those who helped and gave supports at that time. Fun will not come if teamwork and support are not collided. Then, the day after, we were busy with a new and fresh seminar regarding economic issue. Yes, we attended the seminar – Economic Transformation Program which was held at Four Points by Sheraton Hotel. It was a “medium” to get public’s feedback on the economic issues. During the talk, I attended several workshop- business services, health care, agriculture, wholesale and tourism. For sure, I can enhance my perspective and be more articulate regarding such fields in future and am looking forward to learn more and get more gist catalyze n so called my capitalism cognitive. Then, a day after, we had meeting to set up an event which is called as “One Explore Race Game” which will be held on this 17th September 2010. This event would be great tho and we have organized such event last year and we received overwhelming responses from public. Again, a tiring day mingled around me again as the day after we discussed the “explore race”, we need to get ready our boot which will be set up in UNIMAS during its convocation from 8th september until 11th september . And again, another day after, as we were busy with “operational and setting few things up” we need to put our hands on to the latest event which is bowling event in UNIMAS bowling center. Tasks are so demanding and time is consuming. Apart of keeping on making and handling event, yet the emotional state is not that working smoothly and those days passed by and I felt I my self in a long run to complete and end this “hectic” dilemma.
Those ups and downs wont drag yet it will grown-up me to be more open minded and always alert to any kind of “mindset” creepy-crawly thingy. Long distance relationship does mark a very deep scar inside me. I wish right now I can have an airplane and go to the star and wont be back to the dirt. Off from “ emotional curfew” for a while. This is the best wish I can make. Well, the solutions? Go ahead, face it and get the solutions..think positive more and say “less” to its rivals. Every times I faced such uneasy days, I’ll get a pen and jot down what is the problem and on the opposite of it I’ll set few solution for it. Then, I can easily go to bed and start my new day ahead. It really works tho. Just u should have a gut to write down what afraid you the most and compile it with its solution. Okies then, enough for such crap thingy. So, need to get my self a space a bit then continue to go down to the battlefield. Okies, peoples, where should I get an airplane so i can go to another day after?heheheheh

okies..let's sing together, shall we?


xoxoxo Josh

human is a merely machine

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready to install it now. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART, madam?

Customer: Yes, I have, but there are several other programs running right now. Is it okay to install while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running, madam?

Customer: Let's see... I have PAST-HURT.EXE, LOW-ESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running now.

Tech Support: No problem. LOVE will gradually erase PAST-HURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOW-ESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGH-ESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off, madam?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: My pleasure. Go to your Start menu and invoke FORGIVENESS.EXE. Do this as many times as necessary until it's erased the programs you don't want.

Customer: Okay, now LOVE has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes. You should receive a message that says it will reinstall for the life of your HEART. Do you see that message?

Customer: Yes, I do. Is it completely installed?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other HEARTs in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops. I have an error message already. What should I do?

Tech Support: What does the message say?

Customer: It says "ERROR 412-PROGRAM NOT RUN ON INTERNAL COMPONENTS." What does that mean?

Tech Support: Don't worry, madam, that's a common problem. It means that the LOVE program is set up to run on external HEARTs but has not yet been run on your HEART. It is one of those complicated programming things, but in non-technical terms it means you have to "LOVE" your own machine before it can "LOVE" others.

Customer: So what should I do?

Tech Support: Can you pull down the directory called "SELF-ACCEPTANCE"?

Customer: Yes, I have it.

Tech Support: Excellent. You're getting good at this. Now, click on the following files and then copy them to the "MYHEART" directory: FORGIVE-SELF.DOC, REALIZE-WORTH.TXT, and ACKNOWLEDGE-LIMITATIONS.DOC. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching any faulty programming. Also, you need to delete SELF-CRITIC.EXE from all directories, and then empty your recycle bin afterwards to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My HEART is filling up with new files. SMILE.MPG is playing on my monitor right now and it shows that PEACE.EXE, and CONTENTMENT.COM are copying themselves all over my HEART. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes a while, but eventually everything gets downloaded at the proper time. So, LOVE is installed and running. You should be able to handle it from here. Ah, one more thing.

Customer: Yes?

Tech Support: LOVE is freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everybody you meet. They will in turn share it with other people and they will return some similarly cool modules back to you.

Customer: I will! Thanks for your help!






p/s: go and watch the story- "p/s i love you"

xoxoxox, Josh

solid imagery

a story begins............
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A man found a cocoon of a butterfly.
One day a small opening appeared.
He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours
as it struggled to squeeze its body through the tiny hole.
Then it stopped, as if it couldn’t go further.



So the man decided to help the butterfly.
He took a pair of scissors and
snipped off the remaining bits of cocoon.
The butterfly emerged easily but
it had a swollen body and shriveled wings.

The man continued to watch it,
expecting that any minute the wings would enlarge
and expand enough to support the body,
Neither happened!
In fact the butterfly spent the rest of its life
crawling around.
It was never able to fly.

What the man in his kindness
and haste did not understand:
The restricting cocoon and the struggle
required by the butterfly to get through the opening
was a way of forcing the fluid from the body
into the wings so that it would be ready
for flight once that was achieved.








Sometimes struggles are exactly
what we need in our lives.
Going through life with no obstacles would cripple us.
We will not be as strong as we could have been
and we would never fly.


p/s: just be a bit "struggle" in order to stay alive and kickin'" Ingatlah, mimpi adalah kunci untuk menaluki dunia tetapi apa jua keadaan perlulah tabah walau hakikatnya adalah melelahkan"

xoxoxo, Josh

The reality doesn’t have a frame…

What would tingle to your mind by reading the title of this entry?
Would it be hard for you to digest what am I trying to say here?
Well, it is a random thought tho. Today, I have been spending my time from morning till night to do and search something on the net. For what?it is not about Facebook at all tho. My mind is keep on tracing and at the same time does question me where am I now? In the state of confusion? Too many dilemmas I MUST think even sometime I keep my self to the most simplest thing.
Too many things I have not settled yet.So I don’t that easy to fall apart. It is just a beginning of the day for me.I need to head up.
So,before writing this entry, I wrote what I do afraid the most and every solution I can do to get all of the rid from my eyes.A friend of mine told me, we must behold to what we think that others. Be the first party to vessel your direction and let others be the second.

So, to start a new day, I went to The Spring- one of Kuching Shopping Complex, and I got some exceptional remedies to my “inferior state”. Managed to bought a Hush puppies T, then a new perfume, a Hush Puppies Pant and the most that I really need is –a book” the power of social networking”.A book you must read.




To be truth, I was a very introverted guy and don’t have a gut to meet up or face the realities. Well, time goes by and many things change rather than be in a static state.
The book says: relationship and connection over time lead to trust, which is the key to capital formation. So, I must say, I really need a truly formation over my self. A mindset and attitude formation, indeed!
till then... believe, work darn hard and respect your self...and behold what you have in heart and mind.



xoxoxox





Josh

we both are a pyramid

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown
Solid as the ground we've known
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up
And even in a desert storm
Sturdy as a rock we hold
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid



Cold, never ever when you're close
We will never let it fold
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricane cant take your love from me

P/S: do you like a pryamid?
xoxox

Josh