My sweet April just in a whole sum!

The silent of me during the whole April.

It’s kind of weird for me to sit and think where should I start to express you my “silent” experiences during the whole April with trillion impacts of keyed up words to squirt your reading inquiry.

My counsultancy spread all over Sarawak now, including my hometown. Well, really don’t really care to what people think of me as they still cleave to this kind of perception “ you have your education and why you don’t go out to get a job. Don’t you think it is kind of wasting your family outlay and your cleverness”?

So my answer are “well, excuse me if am kind of rude with my gist. But I invested too much money on my education and u just plainly ask me to rummage sale my “expertise” to other whom I in no doubt cant really pay the total amount of money if I work with this kind of particular person? Even if I work for the whole live, would u think that I can pay my parents for their deal on my education? And this is not including the other expenses I have to put on my shoulder – kids’ responsibilities! Don’t you ever think that no matter how smart are u in you exams, once you are working with others, u still cant pay your investment of your preceding education (by mean that your income per month is RM2.5k and above) as the value of the money is not that same as in 2000!Just don’t too swollen with pride with such amount. Remember secure job is such a huge different with secure financial! Yet do you ever think that it is worthy to make your cleverness works for people than your self as you invested on it for your entire youth? I guess by studying in a big city makes me open up my eyes to see that “the world is not just enough by having a simple heart and easy to assure my needs. As the price of everything is in a fucking HIKE! Thanks for the prospect for me to be out of my hometown for the rationale of studying a new life style and hopes! We live for once and take hold of anything which you may think it is significance to you.

As what Robert T.K says (the author of rich dad poor dad), if you are a employee- the 1^st think you will do once you have your salary is to pay taxs. Then you pay your debts and lastly spending. So where is the part of your income to be saved? If you are working for your self, once you have your profit margin then you go for spending (no wonder this kind of people live their live with LV things- kind of luxury feeling as everybody deserve it but how?), then saving, pay tax and debt. So, can you see how those “a worker” and a “biz owner” have discrepancy in term of life style? This kind of live style I really dream for . WHAT A LIFE! Just go and read Rich dad Poor dad and look for RAT RACE. So, I asked the person who asked an unintelligent issue to me “don’t you think you being fool in your self?” You work for a job which is not inherited to your next generation and yet you still inherit the costs of your education investment in your coffin! Such an excruciating made-up tho! Such an appalling nightmare. Well, smart and whiz kid people will make the money work for him and not working for the money . If you work for money then you waste your complete life to sit and be a good darn hard worker. Travel all over the world when you are about 50? What a waste! Don’t you think that at that age you should not be far away from hospital? The feeling to have bombastic ideas to be all over the world is so much valuable and too pricey! Coz that makes your intact of life so consequential to as you have sweet split second to be shared when you are 50.

For the first time ever in my life that I have been to some where near to Bakun (where a Bakun Hydroelectric project) which is so near to Sg. Asap. So, here is a new place for me and a new place to spread the seed of my consultancy. Sg. Asap is in Belaga territory and belaga is in between Kapit and Bintulu Area (please correct me if am wrong) A week before we headed to Sg. Asap, we had a biz trip to Belaga..so here it is;-

From Kapit to belaga we have to use an express boat

Here is inside the express boat

Belaga town

Belaga's smallviles....hehehe

A road to Belaga which brings you trillion of embedded ethnic values and cultures.

On our way to Sg. Asap and this road is used from Bintulu to Bakun project area. And my bud- Feedy as the puppet of the day....tada....





It's a view of a longhouse...want more zoom?

How about this?

and this? seems to be a chalet's look isnt it?

At 10am, the view is like this..blurry and smokey...yet cold!
all the way to a rural area in Sg. Asap, we bumped our selves with these banglows- such a surprise to have luxury in the midst of remoted area. Well, Sg. Asap people are quite rich due to the profit they get from the Bakun project as their lands are the main site project.

sweet smell of forest calling.


a part of the nature essentials that was captured by my lense...


We spent a night at Sg. Asap, then we headed to Bintulu and Miri. And at Miri we stayed at Marriot Resort and Spa. Here is the view i have taken during the sunset- so enthralling, riveting and mesmeric to be shared.
The toilet and its assecories....

a snap of me...

the cozy bed and ti costed us rm 300+ per night.



in action while at the resort lobby.....
Edy took turn to have a pose...
then zack came with a serious morning sight.....

sweet decoration with nice forest smell...so genius


the next day, i woke up and thought to have a simple shoot of my beautiful wheels...

then edy joined me..just that he was in his jeans and i was in my boxer...hahaha

Men in the making....
the corridor of our room

here are the sauna room scenes...



What a nice day to be full with lots of memories...yeah, the power of money gives your extraordinary desire to be spreaded thru the time you passed by all over and over....
the last day in the resort, i took a cup of tea and read the current issue. Having a nice sandwish and it costed you rm 20.Gosh what kind of meal is that?But then, to eat someting doesn't really mean for you to satisfy your hunger but then is just to have a taste and feeling of having it..that all what it means....
it's rm 20 and full of whole wheated bread..huh..what a day!
A solemn scene for a good bye wave..... So then , the next morning i flew to KL from Sibu by Air Aisa...waiting my friend to pick me up then i had my lunch...



nasi ayam marybrown..tada..


sky with no limit but why human being always put a limit in the middle of their life road?such an paradox gist isn't it?

Right away from airport i rushed to JB and have a break at A&W restoran. It's located at a bridge which across Seremban highway. What a life to have a meal at the midst of night!


Juicy and spicy hotdog and special to you from A&W's kicthen...

At Jb, i went to Tg. Balau with Iz, and had a round at JB-KotaTinggi-Kulai




Is this is the seedweed or plankton?

Menarilah dan terus tertawa..( lets dance without leaving your laugh behind you)
walau dunia tak seindah di surga...tapi ada nya cinta dan mimipi kita dapat menaluki dunia...
(even the world is crule and aint beautiful as in heaven, but once you have love and dreams we can conquer the world as what we want it to be)
besyukurlah semantara ada cinta di dunia.....kerana itu adalah jalan kepada kehidupan...
(Thanks to god that while having love as it is the strength guidance to a road of life)

Wahai angan-angan manusia, janganlah berhenti mewarni jutaan mimpi di bumi...
(dear all imiginations. dont ever stop to pour your colour to trillion of dreams in this cruel world)

cinta kepada hidup memberi senyuman yang abadi..
(a love can give you more that anything eles which is an everlasting smile)



adakalanya dunia tidak adil tapi jangan berhenti tertawa agar dapat mewarnai jiwa yang berduka....
(even though the world is cruel as it is but never let your selve being down and keep on laughing as it cheer up the glooming souls)



...........Will be back later.............

Invigorate my youth...who eles?

Holla gentle readers. How are ya feelin’ right now?

Sorry for the “silent” of my writing. Yes, am in KL now since 19th March 2009 until now which is 29th March 2009. My holiday here with “pembuat kek” is so exquisite. Now, both of us see eye to eye to have a vocation every month to get to be acquainted with nice place and foods. Yes, experiences that we have will keep both of us close to each other despite the consequences how far we are. Due to my working days, by a hair's breadth, for me to pampered my self with something that I like. What’s more, am to far with “pembuat kek”. So, every month I will fly to KL due to the my business trip and also for making love. (wink wink). Nah, it is just a short break for me to invigorate my mind and spice up my motivation.

Ok, enough said! About the intro of this entry and am going to share about what I have got during this short break. On 20th march 2009, “pembuat kek” and I went to PD at evening and we have a night stay over there. All the way we tried to get a resort to stay we had “durian” session. We didn’t take it away but we had it straight away at the side of the road (as the stall is selling it near to the road). WOW! The felling was so fantastic not only because of the taste of durian but then the significance we had while eating it. Just fresh and right from the dealer. (wink wink). We ate 3 durians and they cost us around rm70. Nah, don’t mind the price but then am too scrupulous to the value I have instead of sucking the taste of it. Haha.. Once you have the spending power then the rest is just a petite thing to you. Fuh..i love every single drop of those moments. Sorry coz I didn’t incarcerate the imagery. On the next morning we went to the beach and get our self a fresh salt jakuzi under the sweet and lovely sunshine. Gosh! The feeling was so beautiful!The at 1130pm we checked out from a resort. We straight away had our breakfast at Bangi Kopitiam in PD. Bangi Kopitiam in PD? Yes it is and it is simply just like a contemporary kiosk. Gosh, the taste of its cuppa and the roosted bread is darn cool. Oh ya, at night we had dinner at a stall near Bangi Kopitiam and its western foods are so tremendous. Again, the feeling we had at that night was so great! Having meal while the weather was heavily rain. We ordered Mixed gril (chicken, fish and lamb also with some fresh vegetable and the sauce) The flavor was so great tho!A plate will cost you just about Rm20. Both of us odered the same meal. For the drink I ordered peppermint shake with coco. It is just rm 15. but the taste is heavenly. nah, regardless the price again..the value is the most imperative thing to me. So those who are interested, you just go PD and the stall is near to Sri Malaysia Hotel. We arrived at Bangi around 1pm. After that I need to get ready to go to KL coz I have something to be sorted out with my partners bussines in crime. Wow, my days are full even I’m in a vocation. That why pembuat kek said, even in vocation, my phone will never get to know the meaning of “real vocation”. I guess I have to divulge that “word of wisdom” to myself..hehehe



Ok, enough bout that,the next morning pembuat kek and I went to Midvally megamall. We went to watch a movie- The international, and the movie was so dull. By the way, before we watched the movie, we went to our most wanted “makan spot” which is at Madam’s Kwan. The ambiance is so nice tho. And again, regardless the price janji hati puas with the value. Agree? Yes our days we packed and full but we enjoyed every single drop of the moments. Why both of us so energetic? Here is the secret…

Tada….De-Tox Kinohitmishu......We are the best consumer to consume this product…keep healthy and keep bouncy all day long! It is just Rm 19.90 je. It consists 14 tea bags. It is good to clean ur stomach and improve its alignment. Oh ya, i'll put the pic latter ya. My pen drive cant retrive it at this moment.






All the way pembuat kek and I at KL Central coz I wanted to buy a flight ticket, she bought me this…the teddy is not that cool but can you sport the wording? Yes sometimes the phrases” I love you” doot really work or mean by talking it every single second compared to the attitude both couple especially the way the manifested the phrases.

Talking about healty food, now am taking herbs leaves (daun pegaga). To maintain my youth! Here is the testimony. This is ayam penyet and its sambal is so fucking awesome I ever have. Can u see the lime juice? It has no sugar and I asked for more limes- mind you. Reduce the cholesterol and to keep the tummy firm as it could. Ayam penyet just cost you around RM6 je.but the taste is cool. The place is near to Family Café in Kuching, near to Tabuan area. Forgot the name of the place- excuse me.


Talking about foods, here is one of my favorite healthy meal- Kepala ikan noodles! Some where in Kuching but the place is around BDC.

Today, pembuat kek and I went to Sg Gabai which is near to hulu langat area. The place is fantastic. We had the picnic without any proper or early plan. And yes, am talking about the value that we have. So here is the picture of me posing at the sence( “tempat kejadian”).. Pembuat kek refused to be my muse in this blog so I agree then.


Not that ready to be snapped.


The “roads that are not taken”…( it is a poem’s title)

Kinky sence….



This pic was taken when I climbed Gunung Gading at Lundu, Sarawak on 30 January 2008.



The striking scene at Gunung Gading – 7 waterfall.



The virginity of the nature




U can smell the sweet nature right to ur nose! No contradiction to that!



By the way, this is one of my favorite books. I read it for twice. I learn how the universe of “adult’s financial” works then this book is the answer to ur wish,people- especially those who think by working hard and being a good hard working employees then u can get super duper rich.

Me….missing someone….oh ya, that is the new watch I bought for my self and match to my new look..heheh..ala, it is just a Polo Club je.

Just be at work agian ....huhu... Till then, happy reading and have a nbice day ahead people.

x0x0x0, Josh

Hetic but cool

Hai pepes, just come by to spred so love here and to tell you guys that am kicking alive ...haha..
Nah, just kidding. Well, i have just came back from my oustation. Gosh, too many lovely things i have encountered and so bad that my camera is left in KL. Well, no harm, next time i will snap some pictures to you. Too many lovely images are minggling in my head now but then i hardly to start my expression without a picture. Ok, this comming friday i will outstation agian to some places in Swk then directly to KL on 19 March 09. Will be in KL probably until 30 march.

Actually i have back pain due to the fact that over work out when i joined fustal game. I organized a fustal event for almost 40 people occay.Too hetic with the game and oustation calling yet marvelous... No matter how busy i am with those offical things, i never lost my work out and keep my body in a good shape and health. That why i do look young, and as i went to check my health, a fitness instrucotr says that my organ is young than my age. jangan jeles. Now on, i might not take any cool drink while taking any heavy meal coz i will make the fat being deposited in your body. About the fustal game, I love i likey!..so people, next day i get u some lovely pics as a proof ya..

Till then, c ya soo.
xoxox Josh

live to your life

holla pepes, gosh, this blog has been silent for few weeks. Frankly speaking, hardly for me to sit in front of a PC to blog about my trillion of sweet things that happended to me these few weeks. Where should i start? Ok, i try to compress what i have in mind to something short and sweet. I am in Kuching now. Was in KL for 8 days and that days were to short for me to be spent with my pembuat kek.Gosh. i wish i have 26 hours in a day. I know that she feels bad and unhappy due to the fact that my vocation in not merly a vocation with her but then it is still in the "ring" of works which i drag to my vocation. Too many things to be sorted off now. Somehow i am too exhausted with so many outstations works here and there. In two weeks time i will fly agian to KL. Well, the bussiness is so tight now and i always set in my mind that crazy people makes crazy money. Well, i have ni doubt bout that tho. Tommorow i will be off to Saratok then to sibu. Outstation is the best part for me even thought it makes u feel so hetic. But then it plays b for u to hold good ur bussiness. This is the tough journey of a young person who is so" green" to get to know what the meaning of "working by your on". Rich dad Poor Dad author's ( Robert T.K) says, to be in a bussiness line, you should take the oppurtunity BUT not the resources, you should consider your selft to understand ur finincal education rahter than ceasing the money coz, and never affriad of costing the cash but remember what is the Return Of Investment u will get. Meaning, dont really affriad to fail but then just think the soulution rather than cause-effects. Gosh, Robert T.K is my idol for this time being. People, if you want to know ur own fanincal status, go and read Robert's book- Cashflow quardiant!! Really "walla" to me. For me this man has something to hold his head up and so do we right?

This few weeks, my day were too pack. Just imagine, i go to office at 1pm, then meeting with 3-4 clients for consultancy purpose. A client will take 2hours for every consultancy including opening a case, discusing and planning then closing a case. The time might be dragged till 10-12am. It depends on ur speed of works. Sometime, we have to stay back till 4am coz after doing a case (not to mention many cases) my partners and i need to be sit together and discuss the feedback of every single case and doing some planning for the nex day. So this is our daily routine. Can u imagine how tight is my day? But then, every day i will meet up with new people from diffrent range of social status (non profesional to very very profesional). Before this, i was to worried and a bit nervous when i meet a client coz they come with unique style of thinking and attitude. U guys know what?i feel every time i want to meet up with them i think that i'm killin my self. So, to get my self prepared, i will do some psycology test to every my future client or when recieving any reffered cases. To keep up the momentum of my self, i force my self to read more and more things to sustain my mindset. That would be helped ,me much for me to stand on my own toes. Well, i rwally admint that i let my self go to this compared to do other things. It makes me to be someone new which that every day i learn something new.So no complaint about that!Really i am.Well, all those hetic things will not make me to lost my grips on this consultancy.

Enough bout works. Oh ya, i have just noticed that my convocation will be on this August and to be honest, i have no feeling at all for this covocation coz for me convocation is merely a convocation besides it also reminds you that u have debt to be paid especially those who are being sponsered by nobody. Well, am to proud and happy for the archivement that i jhave had within 3 years and convocation is just the begining of a life being a Master holder. What is the next? Phd Holder?Yes, and that is really sure..

Ok people, i will come up with new story later on coz cant be here too long as i have a meeting to be attend after 830pm with my partners. So i see you guys soon ya..

have a nice day people, and just pray for me to be ok for tommorow outstation ya..till then, take care people....
so till then, listen to Rihana and T.I for Live your life....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOFDaB1Sh20

Josh, xoxoxoxox,

Just a recap

Hai guys,..well, it is just a recap for me to sum up to what i have done those previous days. So many wonderful images and things are embedded in my mind and i let those pictures will explain to you to what i call as "smelling beautiful moment in the air"..so here we go:-




First, on friday18 jan, my friends and i have a cool party somewhere in KL. to be exact is at the Orange club. The party was magnificiant but then the music was too dry to me..it was more into house and techno things. Where is the orange?it is near to KLCC. Before we were there, my buddies were too busy to get something to be wore during that night so i spent my boring time while waiting for them to have a snap of my own ...;)



Oh ya, before we heading to orange, we have chinnes menu. And i like the front menu- it was so luscious and delectable to me..it is kind of mix abelon or something swims with taufu in the tick herb sause.I like, i likey....

This is a bird nest- such an awesome taste even though the pic may not attractive to your carving.....



this was the main entrance, sorry for the indistinct and hazy due to the fact that i was using my handphone camera. I forgot to bring along my camera at that lovely dusk. After the party, then Maria, Zul, Fedy and I went to have some fun- it is butt shaking time! We wanted to be at Zouk for the 1st palce, but then i elucidated and pleaded others case to choose Hololu club which is next to Aloha. The Hololu Club is not that bad coz it has huge dance floor. Feddy and i were in the podioum for 2 consecutive hours, ladies and gentelmen. We might lost our weight at that time being. Fedy and I odered Vodka spot yet both Maria and zul odered vodka lime.Occay, enough about that, so due to the fact that mu friends and i have 3 consecutive events at the 3 following days starting from friday till sunday, so we stayed at KL Plaza Apartment which is near to Pavilion and Bukit Bintang.


This are the view of bukit bintang i took from our appartment. Such a hetic view even early in the morinig-as it was taken at 6am! i dont,like i dont like.



Another hetic view which i dont really like...
The the next evening, we went to a grand dinner at KLCC- Dinner and Dance with the theme "creating miricale". Such a endaring and remarkable to me.The party was so classy, chic and pleasent to the eyes! Ok, before i headed to Klcc for the dinner and dance, i took a snap fo my sexy abdomen, such a lovely asset isnt it?hehe


Me, after the makeover....



Can i touch ur heart, ladies?


And how about this?

My buddies and i wore the same theme- The handsome magican...by looking to the below pic, such a drooling looking arent we? Well, it was my idea to choose the theme.a round applause to me then..hehehe
the man in action


the most topdazzling men with the sexy ladies who can make u orgasim ;)


Another shoot what makes u hard...isnt it?hehehehe

Omg, am glad that i have finished with my pending task, pending planning for my consultancy and the most unforgattable thing is - am waiting to be graduated with my Master Degree in Development Science aka Town and Regional Planning. Ye ye ye ye...so here are the proof that i have completed my Master degree for 3 consecutive years..I did coursework and research mode that why it took such a hetic and long journey to go... the next chapter wiil be the hunting for "Dr" Title..ye ye ye...






so, people, now am hunting for my Phd..and the intake will be July 2009. For this new journey, am still thinking for the field that am going to do and vessel my passion and sastify my carving for academic. By the time am writing this blog, am at Kuching for a bussines trip agian. Coz, at this meantime am totaly put all of my heart and efforts to "craft" marvel for my consultancy and i hope that i can get my own "legend" before i go for my PhD.

This year might be the most terrific year for me coz in my self-effacing view, I managed to archive few of my mark while am still standing at the first month of the year. Tears shade the upside down of my expedition while am just a insignificant person who works durable to get astonishing dreams. So, lets me recapitulate to you my reads what are my unassuming dreams for this first 6 months of this 2009. So, by the end of this first 6 months period I should be able to:-
1. Expand my business market from Kuching to Sibu-Kanowit-Kapit-Song and Belaga

2. Get my own SLK Lorenza before my convocation which is on Sept 09 At least I might not that worry coz what I need to do after the convocation. Coz,for me not my convocation which is merely a platform or medium to me to express my proud of my parents toward me. The exertions and self-righteous for my academic achievement are expressed in a certificate that I have to go trough for 3years solid time. That makes the certificate so precious to graduates, including me. Or perhaps. For some graduates who may not have job yet may say that convocation is just a “plain” happy feeling due to the fact that they might need to crack their mind day and night regarding to the affair of what job they need to hunt after the convo. Thanks god that I am not in that group of worried people. But then, the god may have his own plans for us. What we can do it, not merely to have a pray but then battle this reality of life with 1001 of your creativity that you have and develop from your education and make the creativities become shining star among the sky.Wow, how would it feels doing a PhD with a lovely car?? (wink2).So motivated la kan?and manage to complete it within 1 year time frame..ahaha I guess la.. Btw, thanks to my bisz partner- Maria, Zul, Fedy, Chriz, My family and also not forgeting to my other friends who are Eron, Fir, Elmi and not forgeting to my lovely pembuat kek.. To those who are not toe be mentioned, you all are nit forgeting and you know who your are ya..thanks for your supports and trust...trillion of thanks from me to all of you...

3. Eyeing some solid property and my priority is to get a house for my parents

4. Vocation with family

5.Honeymoon with pembuat kek ;)

6.Vocation with friends

So, people, I guess I need to stop here and I will come again with some great issues to be shared. Now am preparing my self to have teambuilding with my partners-clients. Till then, have a nice weekend people.

xoxoxo, Josh

Happy new year fellas...

hai all.
happy new year 2009 to my sweet readers. What was ur new year celebration? How did u celebrate it?No matter how was it or how did u celebrate it,there will be one common thing which makes us "0-0" to each other which is- new resolutions!

Well, with a new year and hope ti will bring lot of hopes and joys compared to previous years. But then, never forget the previous years no matter how bitter they are coz without the past we wont be in the present. In fact we grow because we have full of human's essentials with us regardless sweetness or bitterness journeys of life. So, here i adhere the pics i took during my besday and 1st year celebration with you guys. I just let the pictures speak for themselves.



these pics were taken during new year eve or aka my birthday...So, before we did anything else, we feed our stomach 1st then i had this nasi lemak at The Cottage Bakery in Metro Plaza kajang with full of my heart's content. The taste was heaven!!



Then we headed to Metro Point Kajang to have some funs. So 1st, we went to game center. We payed King hammer so here was eron's point...
Here is mine...But so sorry coz forgot to take a snap for fir's result.I am still the hero with the highest point among all of them!


Then, we were be in a music box for 3 hours.The ambiance is cool and not seems to be cheap coz it facilities are quite similar to re box in KL.In fact, with such cool and kind of cozy facilities, it offers you only only rm3 per hours. Lunch or dinner also being provided by the music box! Actually did snap some pics when we were in the music box but then in fir's camera and i promise will post it here later on k.So we took 3hours and we had a free jug of soft drink and can be refilled some more! I had this coco-creamy drink.


And, we had this kind of sweet "popiah". 60 cent for each. The taste is so fucking delicious!





Then, after being 3hours in the music box with mixed feeling- cool, shivering, hungry and tired, so we went to a FISHO Spa..kinda cool tho. It costs you only rm30 per 40 mins. But it has special promotion for December. If you had the promotion package, you will have to pay rm15 and your legs by being bitten of the cutey fisho for 20mins.. Me and fir took the challenge so eron just being a witness for this fantastic feeling... the feeling of being bitten is kind of ticklish and laughter arousing!


this is me...i cant really be focused coz it was so ticklish!

my sweet lovely foots

mine again!
this is fir.
fir's outer abdomen..(hehehe)

so sweet huh?

Eron with a smile

can u see and spot his round pack?so sweet...(hahahaha)



eron with a kinky style...huh, what a man tho!


ok fellas, i will update more with new pictures. i guess i will stop now. Hope that this coming new year will bring us lot of joys and prosperities and being blessed to all of us! stay cool and peace ya.


xoxoxo, Josh