Back to school after a long break

Back to school…..

After 3 weeks I have been missing in action from UKM (hehehe) , here I come. I come to conquer and to redeem my joy of being a student. Seems that now I have my passion back to do a Phd. Now still working to create a career development instead of self development. Well, my current research area is about human capital development tho.Okies, just recap about what I have done these few days. Today (Monday) I woke up at 6am because I thought that I had an appointment with a dentist but then I was wrong as it supposed to be tomorrow which is Tuesday. Gosh, i remembered that I was so in vague impression while be in the counter and be informed that it was not today. I supposed to meet a dentist last month (1st week of November) but then due to some of their nuisance matters which upon to my stoppage visit. Not to blame them as I was informed by them but then at the split second they made a call, I was busy and hardly to soak up all those changing. Well, I will not nitpick more for that and they are too busy tho as dental services here are just like a hot cake but then thanks god it will not lead to the epidemic of the black market occurrence.

It has been a long time I didn’t not have my breakfast or lunch at Zar’s Bakery. It is one of the most happening food services at UKM due to its lighten up vibes and lavishness foods yet with evenhanded price. The second hot spot will be at the Nescafe Kiosk. Being at the Bakery remains me about my old those good times while in my undergraduate point in time however was not able to capture those moments as to busy with daily routines I guess. In fact, at that time my hand phone camera was not able to give a sharp image due to its low pixel fine-tuning. But then, those memories will not be confiscated by the times as every second we are heading to the next period of time. Oh, I just notice that it has new scrumptious meal which is ;-





I have no idea how to call it but it is so darn mouth-watering. It is just RM5. On the upper surface, it has melted cheese which is a bit crispy with some onions. The most temptation part is the inner surface which is rich with a fine cooked beef, tomato, pasta, and some other ingredients which I have no idea what are they but what I can say is, the so called- pasta may make u to drop while looking at it.


This is the more evil part to me.In my level of apprisal to the "evil" food, it has juicy meat and the inner layer is so superb to be tasted! I cant resist my seft to think twise either to take it or not (due to my diet plan and now am taking meat 3 times in a week and most of it will be vegetables). It is tempting my loyalty to my diet plan!It is so "nyaman" and 'mengenyangkan" as i took it for my "brunch and i was fulled till night". At night i took no meat for the dinner due to the "evil food".
I need to work hard to reshape this shape so it will look more muscler. Hitting the gym will not work out if the diet is not in a appropiate manner.hehehe.

As i am talking about food, so here we are. This is not from the bakry but then it is Marybrown's recipies. Nasik Ayam Marybrown si so delicious and the taste is so amazing while it comes to ur tounge. I like its soup and the sos. These make it more diffrent compared to Sugarbun, or any other nasi ayam types in any other fast food counters! Thumb up to Marybrown.

I went to a library today and it has been quite sometime I have not been there. I keen to have online journals rather that to have a book. Infact you can get it more faster and they are not that thick as a book. I just download and save it at my PC or else I will print it out at the faculty which is no cost at all. I was a bit blur when I been at the library. Lot of things have been revolutionized including the photocopy card. I intended to Xerox some journals but then when I entered my card then it was unaccepted so I referred to the counter and they told me that the new card will be released soon. OMG, how many cards we have to deal with? So I need to do in in a cash. 70 pages cost me in about RM 6.00. So pricey tho! Shame on me, coz I don’t really know about that. I felt that I was a new comer to the library. No worries, anything will get fine and I get used to it within a second.


I was so blur in few seconds but then i managed to get the pic with the so called academic sence!hehehe.


Well, I have no ideas what to nag about but then I try my best to update my blog day by day as I used to be before. Till then, thanks a lot to my silent readers if you are still reading for more. Oh ya, it is december now. So, am counting on a day which is so special to me. I like December so much not because of the Zodiak Emblem but then as it is the end of year so it makes me to recall back what i have done previously so this makes me more down to earth when it comes to make any decisions esepcially about the plans for the next year. OMG, am moving to the next age then. To those who will get marriage during this month, i am wishing all of you, happily ever after and this goes to my brother and my sister in law. To my friend, bread a.k.a teacher Siti Zuibaidah (wah macam nak panggil time perhimpunan je), i hope that you will have a healty baby and hope both of you will be fine all the way you are. I know you are counting on your due date to deliver. Congrates to you and your hubby. Hey, i miss our college times! Yeah, PPBL( school of language and linguistic) is rock as it is! Till then…..

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The lonely days

I have been alone for 2 days without roommate and it is so lonely i bet. Sounds so sad huh? yeah it is. I am not having cheerless symptom tho. As usual I browse the yourtube and guess what the song of this month is ‘pick it up” by fergie which is her new “tour de force” as it is really nice coz I love the melody, the goes to it guitar. So classy yet the wordings is so ‘acraddabra” a.k.a magical to me. Nothing much I can say here. Darm, I was too lethargic to update my blog because of no reason and am still waiting my feedback from supervisor and it has been 3 weeks for me to wait. Gosh. I am so worry about that. She must be very busy I guess. Oh ya I watched “Enchanted” and the movie is just lovely for me but it does not really up to my par which indicates the highest level of exhilaration of watching it. Overall, it is uproarious yet melodrama. I guess I am crash on someone. Yeah, but this is still in the earlier period, about the such feeling, to be acknowledged but time will say it to me on behalf of the luck and destiny to be together with the person I am referring to neverthenless am still working on it but in a lower tone. Feel so desolate and barren because of the humid and muggy weather but then no harm for having rain as it helps to temperate the world climate. Yeah, as human being we keen not to appreciate the nature order. Once it is draught then we are showing the tense and again while we are in the season of heavy rain then we keep on blaming the world and nature because of unpleasant situations. Well, what should I say? Human is just a human and s/he will never out from his or her satisfaction rings and because of this, we keep on carving and complain for more.



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I'm spelling out true devotion of unspoken words to make it clear and loud...

Unspoken Voices…

Lately, I felt I was totally down (am talking about sensation disintegration). Yeah am always say, cheer up the life and believe in what you have. Once in a while, I do feel that I am to weak to hold my own philosophy toward the reality of life. Lately, i saw (I guess it was my paranoid emotion driven) people came to adjacent to me. I sensed so insecure in my own cage. Yeah, we are just a human being and no matter who good u thing you are, once in a while you may feel so immensely defeated by your own optimism, inclination and your inner sides. It was caused by unspoken words which are entrenched in abstract potray of me!

Last Tuesday, Zatil came down to Bangi and we had a short meeting. Just a while1 I miss those days with my BALI bunch. Zatil came and we went to our previous school. Lots of changes there. I made some slight check on the school. How I wish I can render null and void my undergraduate paradigm. Zatil and I had lot things to be talked and discussed all the way we were as we were mingling in UKM for a while. Well, in our faculty, Zatil is one of vogue friends to be with, more than ever, to have some cool agendas. Sweet Zarina dropped me a line. Well, I told here that try to find another suit time to meet up together and perhaps it can be this end of month! Where will it be? Try to have it at All Star-Midvally. Mike, if you read this, how many years do we have before the reunion thing to come to the surface? Sounds scary huh? People will be in the very best outward show they can be. I am still in school. Sounds sad huh? I am listening the new song of Spice Girls- Headlines- friend forever. Cool. I devote this to all my friends namely to my 1st degree of friends, second degree and even infinity degree of friends. I welcome all of you to eavesdrop and all the words in the song will be my appreciation to those who acknowledge me to be their friends. I cant post the video here so I give you guys its link ok. So have fun and enjoy the song ya. I quoted Zatil's saying- your friends are the reflection of yourself and now i get what is the meaning of the saying.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubespbJe5_k&feature=related


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Movie time...

Felt cool and enjoy while chillin’ out on Friday night. Just to hunt the mission to have a mid night movie, i made my seff to be at Salak Selatan station for the 1st time ever since almost 6 years i have been here. I express my gratitude to ‘decrops” for his companionship to watch the late movie. Creepy movie tho yet give me a patty impact to shake my emotion fortification compared to “Jeepcreapers. Correct me for the spelling as I’m not that sure how to spell it exactly. We went to watch it at Midvaly and now there are quit some good movies to be hunted but I manage to promote 2 for you all after I have done my taste screening on those movies- Enchanted and Bee. I manage to get the pic of ‘Enchanted” which is for the purpose of promotion. It is quite unique in the way it is promoted in a popcorn box.







It looks as a book tho! Well, Overall the movie – 30days of night is quite cool but then I don’t really like the ending of it. Well, that all for now. C ya later.



xoxoxoxoxo Josh

Be here agian.....

Hai my silent readers, it is quite a long time (I guess almost 2weeks) I have not been updating my blog. So I pay the all the silent today. Ok, what should I say here. I was a bit demoralized and had no mood at all to write. The emotion of mine is getting to be recovered but I still in blue.The life is so misty but because of saying so don’t get me wrong to say that am so schmaltzy for all these. So I take some remedies to get rid from this. The remedies are not from chemical thing but it is more to innate constituent. Ingredients of soul? Yes they are! One of it- by listening to Jazz all day long. Huh? I’m into Jazz tho! In the age of 25, I am still new to be one of it fans. But then, music is universal tho and no boundaries at all. Well, my fav song of jazz- Stardust! Gosh, the song is so outstanding and aint request to against it. I almost get having forty winks while listening to it. Pretty much mellow and placid to be heard and picked up by those art of ears.


Today is Friday, then if the day is fine and everything will go well, I will go to watch a movie with “cropz”( u know who u are). So hope the evening will be fine and appealing for the remembrance while watching a mid-night movie. Sounds thrill huh? Well, I don’t have any morpheme of words to be expressed here but will be here again when I have all those craps to be shared with.

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Life is complex yet sweet to be re-called.

Out of blue am thinking of what will I be for the next futures. OMG, am not that old yet the age is keep on moving. I have 5 more years to go to get the PhD if I am still have the passion for that aim. Okies, stop talking about school.Lat night, Alf and i went to KLCC as we were intended to watch a move but hell no! There was a robbery incident which was straight in front of us. A Proton Saga was broken in and what came to my supprise was, where the hell are the gurads? KLCC is one of very well-know places but this is highlited to be a major curicial and thwarted enviroment, especially to those foreigners! Gosh, those security bodides shoule be more prompt in order to be a real "security crew"! Cut the crap for a while. Well, nothing much happened to me today (it is Tuesday tho). Am waiting this weekend as my friends are asking me out for some clubbing activities. Huhuh..No really want to be freak about all those disco and clubbing moods but then just to enjoy the time with some friends. In fact, socialization will edify you how to distinguish the world in more established ways if you really know what I mean. Don’t just think that everything is nice as you may not know about something so this can be leant tru human interaction. So, my meeting up is not just for the sake of hanky panky (but yes it is a bit kinky) as some of us come from different background so I bet lot of things can be shared. Just don’t sit there and mix with your own group only. Believe me people, this wont help you to be out of ur boxes! Try to be ‘noninterventionist’ and recognize the distinctive elements of world by not only sitting in your ‘cozy” zone. It is roughly 4am so I guess that my bed time is just coming so before am being up to the sky, would like to which you all a very happy Wednesday fellas.

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Resilent Voices

Resilient voices…

It has been for a while that i have not updated this blog (i hope that this topic after the previous one- egg and chicken, will help you guys to be a bit calm down as it might be a bit tense to be digested. Just that i am to eager to create and arise so deeds to be shared with). Some of you, dear silent readers might have a big query what the hell is happening to this blog as it seems to have lot of spider’s webs, then shall not let this to be a remark which represents the slothfulness of a person. So here i come, to pay the "silent" with a more relax repricoral towards what i have encounterd for few past days. I was a bit busy like a bee but then I did spend all those precious hours with some of close buddies. So I decipher those inconceivable times and moments that I have had within these past few days in these ways:-

Last Friday, Went out with Zif and his friends at somewhere in “Jalan P. Ramlee”. Those who finds irresistible to have some boogies assortments will know what is the noteworthy of the road. Nothing much I can do while in a club. I guess it was the first time ever in my life as I was not taking part on the floor! Just sat and talked to Zif all night long instead of watching others who came out with some hot agendas. Yeah, he will migrate to London next year as his parents are there and most of his time were in London. We don’t that often to meet up with each other as he is currently in Langkawi. I stayed a night at Zif’s place after went out from a club at 3am and hooked up for a while around Bandar Tun Razak till 4.15am.I woke up early in the misty and cool morning of Saturday at 6.30am as I intended to attend an interview at 12pm. But I declined to be there because too frenzied.

Saturday- my housemates and I had a party (FYI, we have had 3 parties within a weak). As usual, I have in-charged to take care of bar tender. Yeah, anyone would love to have margarita? So New York huh? The vibes were so cool and erotic and because of that we received a black mail from one of our neighbors because of the tense and guttural songs and clamor. We apology for that!

Today, am very happy because I have just emailed my supervisor for some few chapters of my writing. I’m having writer’s block here. Lot of things to be shared but then I have no initiatives where should I start. Lately I just feel abit keyed up to have party. Study smart but Party harder! Rather than I am keep on saying something like a crap then It a better for me to move now( I mean from stop keep on writing crap for today) but will get back to you soon once I have some striking chronicles to be spreaded!


Xoxoxo Josh