a month later?

I went to UKM’s out patient department to get my teeth being checked and fix some of the teeth. I supposed i paid my visit to the dentis in was about last year but because I was a working people on that particular of time and I cant meet up the date. I need to wait until 2nd of October. Huh, A month later? Gosh I have several interviews to be attended and I need something to glint my self in order to win the floor from other rivals. Okies, hook by crook I need to wait for it. Nah, aint ask for more. Back to old ages before, I was not that keen to meet up with dentists as they are so scary with their white plain coat and a mask. Besides that, the twinge that you will get while the dentists are going to bradawl the teeth will be remained in a quite long time. Feel that the brain gets crack or it seems to be a bit trumble because of this and this is such a dreadful and outlandish feeling and u may wish someone tries to make you up when u feel the pain but then nothing much you can do while the drilling takes its place (nak tak nak kena sabar je) with the company of “owch’ sounds. Nah, I accept as true that to be looked nice and good it is very hard to be bear as beauty is pain, am I right ladies? Today, I noticed that I had managed to reduce the weight for 2 kilos. It is pretty good for now. I guess as I back to my natural hair now, I look slimmer than before so that was kinda a blunder and slip-up for me to put em’ all in “lions’ fir type of colour”. I have insufficient of words to be expressed here but this will not stop me from not to nag here as i wont make the silent voice of mine will be the building block to my next, next day ahead. Till them will cater you guys with other issues here.

Xoxoxoxoox, Josh

Faith Hill - Breathe

Just breath

Just Breath

Today, it is quite a lovely evening. Am listening to Faith Hill- Breath. The scence of the video clip is so eye-catching to me and i deem this because now, a part of listening to this song i am enjoying the likeness of sunset and the nightfall of this evening which is straight flaunted to my eyes. Then i realize that, am proud of having myseft here. I mean the innocaious of space that i have now is so unbelieveable and i darn glad that i can enjoy and renjoy the beautiful of god's creation. I love sunset and sunrise as both is so boisterous and it is the utmost of scene that god has made to us to be appreciated. The view makes me to fall in love easily when there is a correct attitde toward the person i like! Such a lame proclamation tho. If i had a chance, i would like to have a wedding where i can see the sunset. Using garden concept? i guess that is so prefect! So , those who wants to tackle me (perasan kejap) dont you ever take this into account when we talk about love while in these sence. Talking about romantic, a friend of mine is getting married. He is a very good buddy of mine since my Upper secondary period. Go to play snooker together, go pub together, hook up at colin's place till all night long together. He is mature than his age! After graduation from college, then all of us seem to be "fallen apart". Ilat Stoney used to tell me about this.The more older we are , the more detach we will be. I know how he feels as now he is teaching at rural school then no entertaiment plus great buddies are not arround. How i miss that moment! Thinking about this makes us feel more to appreciate each other while meeting up with together. I went to my place last week, then to my supprise, i even did not manage to meet up with my close buddies! As there were not even there. As my emergency holiday was just a week and a half, it was not that enough to hook up then. Well, dude, thanks coz let me know during the last minute and that was so throbing dude. You owe me this!! Fedy Jackson, hope we can have a bachelor night before u get ur weeding ring. Sure his fiance is hot u guess as this dude is hardly to get attached with any girls. Okeis. bravo to you dude and joys will be next to you all the day you and ur spouse are being together as one now and future.

Okies, the above pic was taken in 2002 i guess. As you can see, that was just a part of our close companies. I do still remember when we used to go to a mall in a group of 14 and all of us are very close company to each other. We went to the mall before the day we had our STPM. Gosh, it was so a far-fecthed moment. Okies, as u can see from the pic, 4 out of 10 are seriously attcheded- from the left to the right: K.Moi is attached to somebody, Bonney lee is a married man now, Winne is also attached and the same thing goes to Julia, then Feddy. The rest are still bachelor. So, who will be the next and to be voted as the next counterpart as those four? The god will show his reprisal for the above quest.Till then, signing off

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhpFwpu0mGw&mode=related&search=

To those who are going to get a knot, well, listen to the above song and it may help you to understand more and appreciate the love you have. Happlly ever after fellas

xoxoxox, Josh

forever love

Forever Love....(Just to Hear you that you love me)

Just to Hear You Say That You Love Me

~ Most of people are dying while listening to this song. Their souls are taken out of painfull, trumoils, doubt, untrust and hate toward each other even they block the sun (the reality of the people) and accept all lie and weakness of each other which complete each other and these bring them to a "knot". If not, why there are some people whant this song to be the background of their wedding moment? This is the beauty of country songs, at least to me. But what say you? Those higlited lines are very much mean to me and the wording is so darn superb. I use "green" to hilitght it for a reson. Why? Nah, should love be green all the time without fading in as it may be an emblem of your relationship? Have a look for this quotation "I would love you 10 years before the flood(mean the preson has ready for anythig to be with you, my vegatable love should grow faster than empires and more slow that disaster"?

If I could win your heartIf you'd let me in your heartI'd be so happy, baby

Just for these arms to be

Holding you close to me

There's nothing in this world I won't try

No limit to what I'd do to make you mine

Cause

I'd climb right up to the skyI'd take down the starsJust to be in your arms, baby

I'd go and capture the moonThat's what I would doJust to hear you say that you love me

Just to hear you say that you love me
If I could taste your kiss

There'd be no sweeter gift Heaven could offer, baby

I want to be the one living to give you love

I'd walk across this world just to be

Close to you cause I want you close to me, yeah
I'd climb right up to the skyI'd take down the stars

Just to be in your arms, baby

I'd go and capture the moon

That's what I would do

Just to hear you say that you love me

Just to hear you say that you love me

For the rest of your life

Love me for the rest of all time

Just say the word

And I'll give you my world

There's nothing I won't do baby,

just to be with you
I'd climb right up to the skyTake down the stars

Just to be in your arms, babyI'd go and capture the moon

That's what I would doJust to hear you say that you love me

Just to hear you say that you love me ,

babyJust to hear you say that you love me

Oh, I need to hear you say that you love me,

babyJust to hear you say that you love meJust say you love meJust say you need meJust to hear you say that you love me

x0x0x0x0x Josh

Placid sounds are all over you

Today, nothing much I can do. Just stayed at home and guess what all day long I was listening to country songs. Yeah, to my surprise, I never take in that it may be my “full time “menu”. Okies, but then I am listening to any kind and genre of music so no special barricade or hurdles that may hamper my ear catching processes. Nah, it is mind-boggling if you mull over that age is the eventual point of reference to take for granted what type of music might be listened by the person. Yeah for me, I love all songs, you just name it and u’ll get it but my attention will be easily grasped by country songs and some happening songs that can make me to wobble my bone and butt but then, it is not just hip hop songs can make me to make a grove but any kind of music that sounds attention- grabbing and mesmerizing. Music may edify you life and death. As the sullenness and sweetness of life are represented in the music throughout the time span. Besides, music reveals unspoken desire and interior voice to be sounded “aloud”! You can talk about something or no matter which that are which less sardonic, tongue in cheek and coarse. Yeah, that is the stunning of music which complete a life of a person at any rate any boundaries and to see some jubilation of faces while sharing the same music.You can see how people put aside their ego, social status and some social standard while eating a plate of rice together.Remember, music is like a rice of soul which makes u be more human as it helps ur soul to grow and appreicate the beautiy of ur life. Now the idea of saying that, we all human is same to each other, is working out here. Then you may think that this kind of music is the music to die for. Well, am listening to this Video clip by Tim McGraw (Live like you were dying). The wording of the song is so touching to me and thanks god for your plan of me as I can see and appreciate lot of things which are namely to love, passion, life and death, joy, sadness, and to some glaring experiences that put together me as what am today.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7mHaFMqde6A&mode=related&search=


Faith Hills and Tim- Let’s make a love-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4igbsU1kZc

Nice wording tho! Well, the arrangement of the tone is so astonishing and jaw-dropping.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jrfm50Re9NQ&mode=related&search=

Yeah, if there was a legal rule to marry a song then I take a chance to marry with this song. heheh, a lame assertion of me. I ddcate this song to those who are in love, looking for new love, and celebrating their love. Love is to complete each other means you nad your spouse whould be not in the same attitude, a bit far in term of intrest but not that too far. a person called Dear One is a person to complte our weakness and to stand still to wacth and accpet all the uncertain reaction of us. Appreciate the love you when you have the time and chance. Nah, am lecturing me as well.Well, fellas, take a time to browse and listen to the above Video clips. Till then..

Xoxoxoox, Josh

Blogging for a soul of mine

Sounds so plain (i mean the title) yet it has complex meaning to be explored and digested. Cant think an exact word to anticipate the real "emotion" toward the word. Okies, feel bit keyed up here because tomorow i'll fly back to Kajang...well, life must go on tho. Nah, nothing much i do currently as i just read and read anything..huhu my mood to read is so "impressive"..so rajin la pulak..Yeah, at least i have some awarness about certain issses when i am requested to speak my mind.haha.Yesterday i viewed my gradmum's pics. I was /am totaly feelin so blue because of that but then remember "to die we have to live and not all can live. So for those who are livining and celebreating thier life, no matter what it takes and no matter how hard the god takes "other life" from you, it (death) is just a part of a life (i watched OPRAH's show and i got these words from it). Well, am ok now. Thnaks for some friends and companies who are giving condelance.I appreciate it guys.I still remember, a friend of mine gave me some "tonic" words and gave a shoulder for me while the "sorrow" came to hit my ego, then i was having tear on the plane as i was heading to swk on that night.Talking about appreciation i have the words are still cycling in my mind.....i will stcik to the words!So, i give these tributes to all my friends (1st degree of 2nd or 3rd or....infinity degree of you,all of you deserve to be my friends)...just a lame tought tho! ;p


Dear Frineds,

Somewhere between the *procrastination* and the homework.. and the incessant forwards and the friendships and the calls to each other complaining about CrUsHeS and BF/GF!! Somewhere between the phone calls to oldfriends and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's" and the "What are we doing tonight's?" And somewherebetween all of the changing and growing...somewhere between the classes and the skippingclasses...and the StUdYiNg for teStS...And thePRETENDING to "StUdY" for TeStS... And the downright NOT StUdYiNg for TeStS... I forgot--I forgot what ScHooL was all about.

Somewhere between all the appointments, starbuck coffee, and Mc Donald's... paying bills and then not paying bills...Making plans then breaking plans... Appearing, Disappearing, then reappearing ... I forgot--I forgot what it was like to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy... And that pretending tobe SmArT doesn't make you smart .. I forgot that you can't just forget the past infear of the FUTURE... I forgot that you can't control falling in LoVe.. And that you can't PERTEND NOT to make yourself fall in *LoVe*.... I learned that I can LOVE...

I learned that it's okay to MEsS UP.... And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's okay to feel like crap... I learned it's okay to cOmPLaiNand wHINe to all your friends for a whole day........ I learned that sometimes the things you wantmost you just can't have and the things that you look for are right in front of you.I learned that the greatest thing about HiGh ScHOoL and CoLLeGe and the working worldit isn't about the parties or the DRiNKiNG or the Hookups ...

It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about... I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things... I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does! ...but with the love and support of friends - you survive... I've learned that when you start feeling BaD about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost! They too, are feeling the same way....

I learned that letters from friends are the most important things. And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better! But, basically, I just learned that my friends........ Both old and new..... are the most importantpeople to me in the world AND.......without them, I wouldn't be whoI am today.....

So this is a THANK YOU to all of my friends... For always being there. And even if we're not on good terms or we have lost touch...

I will always have an unconditionallove for you.. ~Always and forever ~ to deem a special relationship from a normal friendship, well i am open to it~

~ i do believe that a good relationship will come from a good platform which give u time and space to know each other! So i am still beliving about it as i am open to any posibilities because i am just a human who has a heart and to talk about feeling i have not enough power or acess (acess? as the way u enter ur PIN numb at ATM??huhuh..can u do so to acess heart's ATM?) to get tru a pure heart. Nah, no body perfect but then i do believe that if it is not about "death and life" we stil can do "fix" some mess... all of us deserve to have it if u have a prefect attitude toward it and also find the connection for feeling toward each other...

Josh is blogin off~